simple song yet powerful words

Father i adore you
I lay my life before you
how i love you

Jesus i adore you
i lay my life before you
how i love you

Three in one i adore you
i lay my life before you
how i love you.

5 mins ago

so i was on the way to blog about this morning class which was a blessing but god want me to blog about seriously what happened five mintutes ago, i met this man name vince and we were talk about religion and how he believe in incaration. he did most of the talking but the words that i did get in which were good. then at the end he pray for me that i would follow the most high being. i so didn't receive it and as he was pray i was praying over him in tongues in my mind. we left the conversation and he follow me for a bit and said some more words and all i said is bless you.

jesus i pray for vince and i know you created him before in the foundation of the world and i know the theif only want to kill, steal and destory all the good things you have for him, which is perfect. Open his eyes to the truth that you are the only living god. there is nothing like you. no gods are best than you. you are the best and everything is good only come from you. thanks you for answer prayer to open my eyes for opportunities to respond to your lost sheep. hallejuah.

Please pray for vince. got any stragetics about preaching to people that do believe incarnation and how do you get words in with people that only want to have a one side conversation?

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you are special to jesus and you are his.

class this morning

Elaine Gillingham is here to teach the war college about various of things for this week. It is so good to see her and melinda and darren. anyway, today she taught on Mercy and Justice and that our hearts are to be full with compassionate, to have do what Jesus did, as he saw a need,He filled the need. That our eyes were blind to things we see around us, pray for our eyes that we will see what jesus see and respond to what we see. The things in this area is not normal and that personally convicted me that i had been here for a year and as i walk the streets, i just choose to walk by it as it is normal. It is not normal to see people being twited out on the streets, seeing people shooting up in an alley or people sleeping on the sidewalk. My heart had been cactused and hardened to what going on here. Jesus had been speaking to me about already so it was just confirmation for me. we had heart surgeon this morning, allow the holy spirit to clean off anything that was hindering us to have his heart.

Jesus my eyes are blind, i come to you right now, i ask that you lift the covering that the satan has put over my eyes with the stuff down here. May i have your eyes to see and i would respond because i know the stuff down here is not normal, guard my heart against it being harded, keep it softed. that i would love like he did and feel what he feels. amen

the love of a kid

i was out with oliver this evening, we were walking back to the apartment and oliver had his eyes open for opportunities to bless other, this man couldn't reach his cane as he was going on the bus and oliver seriously ran over and pick up the cane and said to the guy here is your cane. The guy just smiled and then Jonathan B came around and oliver gave him a hug and jonathan was like thanks a lot bud i really need that tonight. It was so cool.

thanks you jesus for oliver and the love that you pour into him so he can pour that love on other people and thanks for the opening his eyes to allow him to see who need your love. thank you that i get learn from him to be more like you and more childlike because i know in your word it states in mattrew 18:3-4:And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. 4Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. amen

short story i wrote about my childhood

Long time ago, there was a house where a a family of six and this family lived in chaos. Parents always fighting and arguing. There were four children that had to live with that for all of their childhood and through their teens and into their adulthood. John, Obadiah, Ruth and sapphire were all brothers and sisters. There were times of fighting and arguing but mainly they all stuck together.Ruth, john, and Obadiah usually tease sapphire and didn't like to want to spend too much time with her. Sapphire did not really feel much attention and accepted on who she was. Some days she felt like an outsider in her own home. Their parents had mental illness and no structure was established in the house so all the children could not really build any friendships especially for Sapphire because it was hard for her to make friends. She only had a couple of friends because of the state of the house she lived in. Friendship change and the friends she had all of them talk behind her back phoning her and set her up to said mean things to the other person that was on the phone listening in. Sapphire was loner, no desire to live anymore, she felt unworthy , unloved, unaccepted in society and this depression took over her. She attempt suicide but someone walk in before she did it. Things got a bit better for sapphire but she still desire a deeper relationship with her mom but it never really happened. This guy came into Sapphire's life and he took over and this guy was named Jesus. Jesus is the hope and he began to redeem things in sapphire life like friends and the love and accepts she desire all her life. Jesus strength sapphire's relationship with her sibling and he continually to redeem things in sapphire's life and her life and future look better and better Satan is on this earth only to kill, destroy all good things. He try to break sapphire's family apart but God is much bigger and stronger and he is ruling over her family and making it stronger.

cool qoute

The greatness of a man's power is the measure of his surrender."
William Booth

The more we surrender to god the more power from him manifests through us, how cool is that?

Jesus Help me to trust you more and completely surrending every aspect of my life because you are trustworthy and may your power be seened in me. Amen

last night

so i was working at the shalon hotel last night and at 2:30 this two police officers came to the door, i let them in and they came into the office, they were looking for someone on a warrent, anyway i couldn't find what they need so me, jeoff, rob talk for almost a half a hour about my life and their life. it was a cool experience.

things that make me happy

the Martyrs
tracy noble
Lucy(my dog)
revelations
ciara, joshua, noel
Aaron and cherie
steve danielle and zion
The holy Session(especially someone you know who you are)
Ice cream
Oliver
Hanging with Heather and Rob last year, miss you guys
hanging out with Jesus
laughing about nothing
War room
614 community
Melinda and Ken
Lyric, haven and serene
Elaine and Ian (miss you guys)
Jacob, hannah, cailtyn and jeremiah
seeing people come home to Jesus
words of encouragments
Tara
watching movies

Trust + Obedience= blessing and gifts from Jesus

i was in the war room last night and had this revelation. I was reading deut 28:1-13 and this what it said: If you fully obey the LORD your God and carefully follow all his commands I give you today, the LORD your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. All these blessings will come upon you and accompany you if you obey the LORD your God: will be blessed in the city and blessed in the country. The fruit of your womb will be blessed, and the crops of your land and the young of your livestock—the calves of your herds and the lambs of your flocks. Your basket and your kneading trough will be blessed. You will be blessed when you come in and blessed when you go out. The LORD will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven. The LORD will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put your hand to. The LORD your God will bless you in the land he is giving you. The LORD will establish you as his holy people, as he promised you on oath, if you keep the commands of the LORD your God and walk in his ways. Then all the peoples on earth will see that you are called by the name of the LORD, and they will fear you. The LORD will grant you abundant prosperity—in the fruit of your womb, the young of your livestock and the crops of your ground—in the land he swore to your forefathers to give you. The LORD will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands. You will lend to many nations but will borrow from none. The LORD will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the LORD your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom
Roman 9 :33band the one who trusts in him will never be put to shame.
Jame 1:17:Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.
Then Jesus show me a picture of a christmas tree and him giving out gift one by one and he gave me one and i ask him what it was and all he said was open it and it was a gold block at said trust in me. I received the gift that he has given to me. Will you accepted the gifts he has for you?

1 cor 13:4-8

The Lord has drawn to this passage many times during the last few weeks,
4Love is patient, how patient are we with each other?
love is kind. how kind are we toward each other
It does not envy, Is there any envy in the body?
it does not boast, Are we boasting only in the lord or is the body boasting about other things
it is not proud. Is there any pride among us the body?
5It is not rude, Are we rude or do we speak gentle and kind toward each other all the time
it is not self-seeking, is the church seeking christ's face or itself
it is not easily angered, is there any angry among us?
it keeps no record of wrongs. do we hold grudges against people?
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. do we focus more on what is evil in this world instead of believing that our god is bigger than anything and he promises to redeem this world.
It always protects, do we believe the lord is our protector?
always trusts, do we think the Lord is trustworthy? to completely surrending everything to him.
always hopes, Do we believe in the hope that only from the lord, because he is the hope
always perseveres. are we giving up or keeping fighting this fight?
Love never fails. do we believe that?


Jesus Show us how to love like you love and help us to experiences the love that is only express in your word, may we be able to experience the fullness of your love. Fill us with your love please jesus. thanks that love never fails! Shower us with your love and help me to love like you do more and more each day i am on this planet.

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Preach the gospel at all the time, sometimes use words

Action speak loudly than words, that is so true. To live out your faith is better and using words but when situations come then use words

street combat last night

Every tuesday night we hit the streets to street combat and we pray it up before we go out and we were just praying for salvation would take place that night. This two guy came up to us where we praying ask how do i getting into this jesus guy? seriously like 5 mins after we just pray for salvation, the guys were drunk so there wasn't any salvation but they did agree to go to a cell tonight. Me,Ross and xander intercede for denise and Andy Mcdonald as they talk with this guy. After we finally lefted the clock, my group went up to needle park, we saw julia(the one in the wheelchair) She is usually really talkative to me but she was just yelling and actually threated my partner to hit him with a glass bottle. I declare freedom and the chains will be broken off her and she will see that her life can and will be better. At the soup truck Jenea and kath said they met this guy and he was asking a lot of questions about Jesus. Last night street combat was good.

meaning of my full name

Rebekah: Devoted one
Brenda: fiery hill, sword blade
Voila: from the name voilet and voilet is a royal colour
Clara:Clear, Bright
Lucy: Light
Jane: gracious, merciful, God is gracious

mark 11:24

Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours

from the archives

i was reading my some of the thing i wrote last year and i came across this

here some cool quotes and shocking statitics all in american though.
In america, the divorice rates are double, teen suicide rate has tripled, voilent crime has quadrupled, the prison population has quadrupled, the birth rate out of marriage has risen 6 fold. couple living together out of marriage has risen sevenfold.
-decades of self-centered living and wordliness in the church of america. years of compromise and toothless gospel preaching. So true so true
-we need a revolution!
-but this revolution will be different than other revolutions including the revolution that birthed our nation more than 200 year ago, this revolution will not be fought with earthy weapons of destruction , not with guns and knives and bullets and bombs- it will be fought with the message of the gospel, with the love of god , the power of spirit, with radical holiness, with sacrifice , compassion, and courage. it will be jesus's revolution!
-our revolution is fueled by the power of the gospel, and the gospel does the voilence of the forces of hell.
- the gospel is a treat to the kindgom of darkness, the gospel does voilence against the forces of hell. WE MUST RECOVER THE FULLNESS OF THE GOSPEL OF JESUS!!!!! I believe the gospel can change a nation or a community, the church is sum what sugarcoating the gospel

Rathering than seasoning the world like salt and brightening the world like light, we now smell and taste like the world , and its darkness is snuffling out our lamps, Rather than setting captives free by the power of Jesus's blood, many of us are being ensnared and enslaved, making a mockery of that sacred blood. Rather than making disciples of sinners and teaching them the ways of god, many of us are being discipled by them, learning their ways, imiting their lifestyles and conformating to their values.

the divorice rates today among the evanglelical is higher than the divorice rate among the atheists. Now that is scary!!!!


It is time for the church to stand up , wake up , speak up and act up!!!!

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I now have two jobs, One taking care of 6 years old boy name oliver a couple days a week and working security at the shalon hotel. I had done 2 shifts at the shalon hotel alright and there will be more. I like it. Pray for strength and i will get to know the names of the people that lived there because names are important. Praise the lord for the provision he is giving me this days. Hallejuah

I will walk in freedom, For I have devoted myself to your commandents. Psalm 119:45
Jesus became sin so we didn't have to, He took all our sins so we can be free and the truth will set you free and you are free indeed. So why are we still sinning?
We need to walk in the freedom that the lord has given to us.
To be blameless and spotless before the king of glory. May we devoted ourself completely what the scriptures are saying.

Father I will bring Glory to your name, Anyone know the reference to this scripture?

Jesu help us to walk in the freedom, that you have gone through for all of us so we wouldn't have to and i thank you for your freedom, where the spirit of the lord, there is freedom and we are free indeed when we have you. Hallejuah

What Yahweh is teaching me this days

Confidence in reading out loud
Boldness
that he really is Our provider
His faithfulness
that every blessing he pour out, that i turn them into praise
Humility
How not take the spirit of offense,god put them in life to teach me something
taking every thought captive and make them obedient to christ
His love
Love of other people
Using my gifts that he has gave me to bring glory to his name and blessing other people in my community
patience
tuning more into his voice and allowing him to speak over me the seeds of truth and taking the roots of death out of me
His calling and purpose for me are good
Thankgiving

collection of my poems

Joy Gifter
why do i get depressed or sad
You are the apple of my eye and the real joy gifter
Your smile will be my smile
May i seek your face and see you smiling over me
take away this sadness, replace it with a garment of joy
annoint me with the oil of joy for your name sake
Remove all doubt and allow me trust in you more
i want to relate on you more, not man
you are my best friend and nothing will ever change that
thank you for the pain and heart ache you had to go through for me to have a relationship with me, i will ever praise you and be forever grateful to you,i give you my life, all to you, all to you, that is all i give you is my life and my love.


The Voice of Truth

There are so many voices in my head
which one do i listen to?
One voice is saying " you are ugly"
But the other voice saying Come up here, my beloved and my darling
One is saying you are not worthy
Other one is saying "you are sitting in the heavenly places"
One voice is saying You will never do anything good with your life"
The voice of truth is saying " My Plans for you will give you a hope and future"
One voice is saying You don't need any help with anything, you can do on your own.
The Voice of truth is saying Your help from me and carry each other burdens
I choose to listen to the voice of truth.



Goodness
I see your goodness surrounding me
It is in trees
It is in the sea
It is in the wind, sky and the sun
It is on the shoreline
It is in the waves crashing against the rocks
It is in the people around me
Every good and perfect gift come from you
It is in my family
It is in my friends
May i have the eyes to see your goodness more
You are good all the time


Holy is the lord Almighty

Holy is the Lord Almighty
May your glory fill the skies of this earth
for your name sake.
Come and judge this world
Display your marvelous goodness acrooss this land
May your servents of this earth declare your holiness each day and night
until your arrival back on this earth
You are holy
YOu are worthy to receive all power, wisdom, glory and strength

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As i was walking up to cartneige to check emails and blog today, i had a picture in my mind that Jesus was singing this words over each of the women of the east side:
Beautiful One I love you
Beautiful One I adore
Beautiful One My soul must sing
Nothing on this earth is beautiful as you.

Key Ilustration

Picture of set of keys: You got your house keys,car keys and keys to your workplace. if you use your house key for your car or your car for your workplace it wouldn't work because the key for the purpose that you need it for only will work. It is the same way with heaven, Jesus is the key and you can try to use other methods to get to him but there is only one key to get to heaven Which is Jesus by his blood he shed on the cross.

If we are the body

But if we are the body
why arent His arms reaching?
why arent His hands healing?
why arent His words teaching?
and if we are the body
why arent His feet going
why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus is the way

1 Corinthan 12:12-20 The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. For we were all baptized by one Spirit into one body—whether Jews or Greeks, slave or free—and we were all given the one Spirit to drink. Now the body is not made up of one part but of many. If the foot should say, "Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 16And if the ear should say, "Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 17If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18But in fact God has arranged the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20As it is, there are many parts, but one body.

We need everyone in the body to do their part, if one person is not doing their
part, the body is off balanced.

Jesus thank you for the body of christ, May you teach and guide how to use your gifts that you has given us, i pray for a spirit of unity among the churchs please. amen.

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Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. ”- Ephesians 5:19-20

Thank you for Steve and Danielle and Zion
Thank you for Melinda and Ken
Thank you for Haven Serene and lyric
Thank you for ciara, joshua and noel and the new life in cherie's belly
Thank you for Cherie and Aaron
Thank you for providing for me
Thank you for your grace
Thank you for your freedom
Thank you for Heather & Rob and the gillinghams family
Thank you for all the martyrs, bless them abuntantly
Thank you for Darren, Sean and Steve Bell
Thank you for the holy session
Thank you for life
Thank you for community
Thank you for your love
Thank you for Oliver and Jacob
Thank you for everyone in my life that has blessed me and taught me something

promises from scriptures that i claiming for me right now

Delight in the lord, and he will grant you with your heart desires Psalm 37:4

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. Mattrew 7:7-8


Seek the kingdom first and the lord will provide the needs that you need to live off, i am not sure where it is.

Jehovah-Jirah The Lord that provides

Shout out to Phil

10 Reason i love my brother in christ phil A

10. He lets me choose the movie that i want to see
9 He always leaves messages on my blog
8 He love Jesus with all his heart,soul, mind and strength
7 He know he is supposed to be here in vancouver
6 His encouragment
5 His love for the people of the eastside
4 His love for Recre8
3 His awesome leadership
2 his teachable spirit
1 his Joy

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I like kids, they are fun.
i been taking care of lyric, haven and serene for last three days while melinda is away on the journey and it been really fun.

in the memory of my sister Lois walker

My sister in Christ, Lois walker passed away this morning in the hospital, if though i am sad she is gone but i am also rejoicing because she is in heaven dancing with Jesus and she has no pain, No more tears and no more disease, Hallejuah. i will treasure her friendship and her advices she gave me when i was living out at Q1 and how she help get my focus back on my orginal calling and i will be ever gracious for that. i treasured the time i got to spend with her up there and really getting to know her. She will be very missed and i love her and one day i will see her in heaven.

Jesus i thank you for Lois and her life that was devoted to you and i pray for her sister, Esther right now as she is grief that you will surround her with your love and grace and as a community we will surround her with support and love. amen

shout out to kirsten Ivany

kirsten,
daughter of the king,
the joy of the lord is her stength
the beauty of the lord shine through her brightly
Her smile light up a room
Her laugh is make other people laugh as well
How i am happy she is here in Vancouver BC

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update
i apply at safeway, A&W and an nannie agency on the net(which i found from the vancouver newspaper so it is a vancouver agency and the shalon hotel.
i got a call from the nanny agency but i couldn't hear the number on my voicemail but it still on my phone but i can only get it the next time someone send me an voicemail, i know it is weird but my cell is a old phone, i am blessed to have it though and i didn't have a pen at the time, lesson learned all the time carry a pen, it is alway a good idea to carry a pen. i am madly love with jesus right now, my squad really blessed me on thursday which was a blessing. i am blessed by members of the holy session.
thanks for the prayers, i appericate it a lot :)

update

i am really not doing so hot right now.
i am sick
I have no Job and i am getting really frustrating about not having one or finding strong leads that go to a job. i am not sure what i am supposed to do with this
trying to get help from god and he is not really help, making me doubt him and shatter my faith which is not good because i don't want to deny him, i love him a lot and i want to serve him but these past 2 months have been hard for me so i been relying on people more than him because people are helping me out in this area more than he is.
Not sure where i fitted here as a phase 2 student. i am doing kid minstry with lindsay and nicole which is good but i sore of feel that i am just tag along with them and i am not really need there. i want to established something new but not sure what and it stinks big time.
God has give me a big dream on opening my own orphanage one day and i have no idea how to get there.
any that is what is going on with me
Prayer & encouragment would be appreciated right now. thanks you
:)

God's names by alphabet

Alpha
The Beginning
Christ
Deliverer
Emmanuel
Friend of sinners
Giver of life
Holy one
Jehovah Jireh the one who provides
King of the nations
Lawgiver
Mighty one
New Life
Our Potter
Prince of peace
Q
Rock of my salvation
Savior of the world
Teacher
The Uncorruptible God
Vine
Wonderful one
X
Yahweh
Z

today

so i woke up thinking that i was going back to gibsons for thanksgiving and i am now. my parents were supposed to put money in my account so i could get home but they didn't because cirstumances. Sadly i have no job so i was crying because i want to be with my family for thanksgiving but thanks to community i got what i need to get back here. Praise the Lord but the Lord was teaching me through this. I realized i am dependant on people more than god because more people are helping me get a job than he is
not lean on him as much as i should
doubt that he is my jehovah jirah "the one that provides"
proverb 3:5-6:
Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight

I need more trust and faith

Lord i want to trust you more, i know you are jehovah jirah and i thank you, i pray that you show that name to me more and more please. i want to depend more on you.

Try Tears- William Booth
Jesus Wept

Jesus has been releasing me in the area of tear intercession and it is been very cool and new for me.

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You are the God of the broken
The friend of the weak
You wash the feet of the weary
Embrace the ones in need
I want to be like You, Jesus
To have this heart in me
You are the God of the humble
You are the humble King

1 peter 5 :8-9

Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.

Here in Vancouver the enemy is definality attacking unity and family. He has been targetting the weakest of the group but hallejuah that when we are weak the lord is strong. We need to fight against the enemy schemes or pray the full of armour of god every day but all so clothes yourself with love and the blood of the lamb.

Lord i hate to seeing the enemy taking my friends away and seeing my friends in addiction being won instead of victory in Jesus. You have called every people of this session for a purpose. You have called them and appointed to be here so please teach us to how to fight again the enemey schemes. Amen

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Jesus i thanks you for this opporitunity to serve a community again this year. i thank you for the opporitunity to pour into the new war college students, may you teach how to do that because right now i don't know how. Jesus i thank you that you give me dreams and plans to do but i don't do them so i pray right now that you will teach me to be a person that do the things that she said she is going to do. i thank you that you are good and soveign. i don't see your faithfulness right now but i know you are faithful and you have been faithful to me in the past and i thank you. you said you will provide your children with all their needs. I pray you provide me a job in the next week please. i know you will do and i trust in you that you will deliver me. Help me to fight for one not just waiting on you to get me one and teach me to be a mighty warrier for you even more than you already have. You are good and your love endures forever. You are faithful to your promises and i thank you and i love you. Amen

luke 9:1-2

When Jesus had called the Twelve together, he gave them power and authority to drive out all demons and to cure diseases, 2and he sent them out to preach the kingdom of God and to heal the sick.

i was reading this morning during my devotions and i was wondering if we are jesus disciples which we are we should have this power and authority. why are we not tapping in that power and authority jesus has given us. Your thoughts?

knee drill

So last night we were asking what was jesus's heart was for the downtown eastside and this what he showed me.

Redemptive
Luke 15
Jesus cries over the eastside of vancouver
i saw a black veil over the people's eyes of the downtown eastside and little by little the veil was beening lifted off and a beam of sunlight burst through the crack of the veil.
It was pretty cool night

The voice of truth

To all the martyrs
Jame 4:8:Come near to God and he will come near to you.
i was praying for all of us and this verse came in my mind over and over again for all of us.
praise the lord
Jesus i thank you for my friends and i just pray for them right now that they will desire to come closer and closer to you each day of their life. to desire a deeper and more inimate relationship with you.
Amen

It is not about you, It is all about the king of kings. Focus on him
Jesus thanks you for this reminder it is not about me, it is all about you. help me to fixed my eyes on you more and more each day. amen

jesus is our safety net

i keep having this vision over and over again.
i am on tightrope and jesus is on the other side of the tiperope encouraging and spurring me on to walk to him. my eyes are fixed on him, i lose my balance but there is net there to catch me.
Jesus is alway there to catch me when we falled.
it is super cool

your goodness

I see your goodness surrounding me
It is in the trees
It is in the sea
It is on the shore
It is on the streets
It is in the peoples around me
It is in my family
It is in my friends
Every good and perfect gift come from you
Let me see your goodness around me more and more each day

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Is Jesus is faithful to his promises. Your thoughts?
In my life most definality he has.

Birthday

Today is my 22th birthday and i was praying about i was supposed to do and i was hearding 12 hours war room shift in the 24-7 prayer room we do here in vancouver so i did. 11pm -11am. it was good times. around 5am i did sort of dozing off but not too much.
Revelations that come from that: Jesus is your safety net. Psalm 121
Ask the lord for a word for me.

blessing and grace to you all

God is good ALL THE TIME we just don't have the eyes to see his goodness. Jesus i pray that you would open my eyes to see how really good you are. amen

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jesus had your face in his mind as he got beaten and carrying the cross and everytime he thought he couldn't do it, he look at your face and his thoughts were : i can do this i can do this because i will be able to have you forever.

today

Melinda and I went to the beach today and we went to jesus and ask him to realize things that he want to get rid of in us and of course he did. i saw myself with rocks and seeing things on those rocks and throwing them into the ocean and that what i did and i got rid of unworthiness,believing in the lies that i was ugly and fat,unbelief and non-lovely and more stuff and as i did this more things came up and i dealt with it. it was awesome and as i was doing this jesus show me this picture of this jaw and as i throw the rocks of stuff the jaws were chewing them. I feel more freedom and lightner so praise the lord for deliverance. He is my deliver and he can be your as well, just let him :)

What is your favorite bible verse?

Mine is Ephesian 3:16-21:
I pray that from his glorious, unlimited resources he will give you mighty inner strength through his Holy Spirit.And I pray that Christ will be more and more at home in your hearts as you trust in him. May your roots go down deep into the soil of God's marvelous love.And may you have the power to understand, as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love really is. 19May you experience the love of Christ, though it is so great you will never fully understand it. Then you will be filled with the fullness of life and power that comes from God.Now glory be to God! By his mighty power at work within us, he is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope. 21May he be given glory in the church and in Christ Jesus forever and ever through endless ages. Amen.

historymaker

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again

I desire to be a historymaker in this land, what about you?

The Voice of truth Sings these things over you and I

We are Citizens of Heaven

We are Childrens of God 1 John 3:1-3

But we are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that we may proclaim the praises of Him who called us out of darkness into His marvelous light; who once were not a people but are now the people of God, who had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy." 1 peter 2:9

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ, just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world. Ephesian 1:3-4

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! 2 Cor5:17

Your Name is engraved upon his heart and his hands

He loves us with everlasting Love

We Sit with him in heavenly places 1 Ephesian 2:6

We are sons and daughters of the most High God John 1:16
We is a part of the true vine, and a channel of Christ's life. John 15:5
We are no longer called servents we are friends of Jesus John 15:15
we are a joint heir with Christ, we shares Christ's inheritance with Him. Rom 8:17

We are God's co-workers 1 Cor 3:9

We has been established, anointed, and sealed in Christ 2Cor. 1:21-22

We can do all things with Christ Phi 4:13

We are more than conqueror in Christ. Rom 8:37

We overcame by the blood of the lamb and the words of our testimony Rev 7:11

We are Jesus Masterpeice Eph 2:10

There is a ton mores so fill free to add in comments :)

Jesus is faithful

i have a lead on job but it is not secured , have a lead on a place not secured yet.
so right now i had no job and no place and i have to be out of the empress hotel(slum hotel in vancouver) where i have been living for the last year h but i know Jesus is faithful and he will come through for me.
pray into this for me please and i will be praying into it as well
Thanks

chapter 5 - Being led by unseen hand:God-intoxicated heart

I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing…..If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. John 15:5, 7

God want to be as close to us as a branch is to a vine. One is an extension of the other. It’s impossible to tell where one starts and other ends. The branch isn’t connected only at the moment of bearing fruit. The gardener doesn’t keep the branches in a box and then, on the day he wants grapes, glue them to the vine. No, the branch constantly draws nutrition from the vine. Separation means certain death.

Jesus:the tranformer

If I could sum up this whole year in one word it would be transformation, Jesus took a girl that had no confidence, boldness and had no idea who she was in christ and transform me into a girl that knows who she is in christ, more confident and boldness. A girl that knows the lies that were spoke over her in the past are cutting off and is feeling the freedom that come from that. A girl that couldn't hear the spirit voice to seeing new things in the spirit to seeing visions and speaking those things over other people lives. A Girl that know the gifts that the lord has give her and using them for his Glory. Be real is better and having walls and not allowing people in and honesty is better because with honesty brings freedom and freedom brings Joy. I will never be the same after this year.

Chapter-A listening heart

All of us are busy, so rather than spending time with God, listening to his voice , we let others spend time with him and then benefit from their experience. Let them tell us what god is saying. If that is your approach, if your spiritual experience are second-hand and not first hand. I like to challenge you with a thought, do you that with other parts of your life? I don't think so. Vacations- you want to experience firsthand , not allowing someone else experience it for you and then tell you all about it when they arrived home. Romance: want to experience romance firsthand-do not want to miss a word or a date and listening to God is a certain thing that you need to do on your own doesn't want a substitute , He want you. He invites you to a vacation of his spender. He invites you to feel the touch of his hand , He invite you to feast at his table and he wants to spend time with you.

Will you accepted his invitation?

chapter3-the touch of God -Compassionate heart

All of us learned early that the hand is suited for more than surivial- it is a tool of expression. The same hand can help or hurt ,extend or clench, lift someone up or shove someone down. Hands taking more often thanksgiving, demanding instead of offering, wounding rather than loving. oh the power of our hands. Leave them unmangled and they become weapons , clawing for power, strangling for surivial, seduring for pleasure but manage them and our hands become instruments of grace not just a tool in the hands of God but God's very hands. Surrender them to become hands of heaven.

Jesus touch the untouchable of the world, will you do the same?
i was reading this and it brought on conviction because my hands has been use for voilence and hurting people so i known i need to surrender them to be hands of love and healing in people lifes and i did.

chapter 2-A forgiving heart -loving the people you are stuck with from Just like Jesus book

John 13:14-15
If I, your Lord and teacher have washed your feet, you should wash each other's feet. I did this as an example so you should do as I have done for you.

Jesus washes our feets for two reasons. The first is to give us mercy; the second is to give us a message and that message is simply that, Jesus offers unconditional grace, we are to offer unconditional grace. The mercy of christ preceded our mistakes, our mercy precede the mistakes of others. Those in the circle of christ had no doubt of his love , those in our circles should have no doubts about ours.
what does it means to have a heart like his,it means to kneel as jesus as jesus knelt, touching the grimy parts of the people we are stuck with and washing away their unkindness with kindness

psalm 67:2-4

2 that your ways may be known on earth,
your salvation among all nations.

3 May the peoples praise you, O God;
may all the peoples praise you.

4 May the nations be glad and sing for joy,
for you rule the peoples justly
and guide the nations of the earth.

Jesus already resigns in the world because he finished that when he died on the cross and rose from the death but he doesn't rule over of the world. We are the ones that has the authority and power that he has give us to rule over all the nations so why are we not tapping into his authority and power. i also hope this all making some sense

614 party

so we had a big bbq tonight at melinda, where there was tons of good communication and good food. it was good times being a community again, we need to do more things together as community like bbqs and playing soccer and just having fun together.

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Isaiah58:12   Your people will rebuild the ancient ruins
       and will raise up the age-old foundations;
       you will be called Repairer of Broken Walls,
       Restorer of Streets with Dwellings.

martyrs friends and faithfully readers of my blog you are an repairer of broken walls in people and areas where ever you and a restorer of streets Receive that , bless you all

revalation on how important family really is

so last night, i was at english bay waiting for the fireworks to start and my phone rang and it was my mom calling me to let me know my dad was going into hospital cause his breathing is growing rapidly and his heart was beating faster and faster and i hang up the phone and i just to cry and feeling sad so i start to pray for him and i just want to be there with the rest of my family as my dad was going through this rough time. my mom called me again 2 hours later to tell me my dad was going to be fine but this just show me how important my family is to me.

none

i got home safety and i was chillin at home watching the nhl draft lottery and then my mom and i went down to the lower part of gibsons and saw some old friends, the crazy thing happen, do you guy remember the guy with the drags at harbour light name tim, well my mom and me were waiting for some fish and chips and there he was, looking really good and happy in my hometown. i talk with him and he said he just move out here and i haven't seen him for awhile and i saw on the street about a month ago and i thought he was doing drugs again but no he wasn't so praise the lord!

glory school

so last night, we were talk about the fire of the lord to come down and the guy that is teaching the school that he heard from the lord that he is going to do something in the natural down here in the sense of fire and this morning he couldn't get down hasting cause there was firefighters and police cars cause there was a fire that happening through the night. 1cor15:48The spiritual did not come first, but the natural, and after that the spiritual. i want to see more things happen in the natural realm as it is as heaven(the whole lord prayer) to see signs and wonders and miracles and healing. this morning we talk about the still quiet voice in 1king19:11
Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake. 12 After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper, he felt the lord saying that the still quiet voice of the lord is going to speak the ears of these people down here and he is going to raise up prophets here in the DTES.

more quotes on just like jesus book

'God love you the way you are, but he refuse to leave you there, he want you to be just like jesus. "

God's love never ceases. Never. Though we spurn him. Ignore him. Reject him. Despise him. Disobey him. He will not change . Our evil cannot diminish his love. Our goodness cannot increase it. Our faith does not earn it anymore than out stupidity jeopardizes it. God doesn't love us less if we fail or more if we succeed. God's love never ceases.

Hallejuah for god's love and his grace:D

god encounter on outreach at extreme prophetic

on an outreach opportority through the extreme prophetic conference, there was a foot washing station which i feeling stonger lead to do so i went and got blessed washing this guy feet and doing back rubbing and getting one myself from experienced massage guy and he taught me about pressing points on the back and in the neck. anyway there is a guy name frank that came to vancouver for BTI(mini war college) felt led to go up to this one girl and he called ne over and me and him pray over this girl and her name was heather and i saw some many things in the spirit about like a lot of pain and i could feel it and it broke my heart and she start to open a bit more and told us that she has no idea where her mother is and her dad just left her a few months ago and i was getting to offer her a place to stay and she accepted and she is sleeping now. it was big blessing to help someone that show them that someone cares and love them.hallejuah! pray that she stay in this community and receive some healing and love in her love through this community, she is not saved but she believe that jesus love her.

just like jesus max lucado first chapter

what if,for one day,jesus were to become you?
what if, for twenty four hours, jesus wake up in your bed, walks in your shoes,lives in your house, assume your schedule. your boss became his boss,your mother became his mother, your pains became his pains, with one exception, nothing about your life changes. your health doesn't change. your circumstances don't change. your schedule isn't altered. your promise aren't solved. one change occurs
what if, for one day and one night, jesus live your life with your heart. your heart get the day off,and your life led by the heart of christ. his priorites govern your actions his passions drive your decisons, his love directs your behavior.

verse of the day

Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. ”- Philippians 2:9-11

Lord grant it please here in the DTES and other place in this world

verse of the day

Ah, Sovereign LORD, you have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstretched arm. Nothing is too hard for you. ”- Jeremiah 32:17
Nothing is too hard for the lord, make it hard on him,easy on you

my walking experience

so i walk to teen drop in last night and i was just praying and talking with jesus and i saw this guy with a cross around his neck so i said hello and he said hello and stopped to talk to me. i saw a picture of a bright light before he told me his name and it was bright and he told me the verse in revealation1:16. we sat on the stone and talk for a least a half a hour and he gave me some wisdom and i gave him some encouragment and told him about our coffee place and he said he was going to come,it was a sweet experience and teen drop in didn't happened but the walk was worth it all.

none i know it was canada day yesterday but i had to do this

Hey, I'm not a lumberjack, or a fur trader....
I don't live in an igloo or eat blubber, or own a dogsled....
and I don't know Jimmy, Sally or Suzy from Canada,
although I'm certain they're really really nice.

I have a Prime Minister, not a president.
I speak English and French, not American.
And I pronounce it 'about', not 'a boot'.

I can proudly sew my country's flag on my backpack.
I believe in peace keeping, not policing,
diversity, not assimilation,
and that the beaver is a truly proud and noble animal.
A toque is a hat, a chesterfield is a couch,
and it is pronounced 'zed' not 'zee', 'zed' !!!!

Canada is the second largest landmass!
The first nation of hockey!
and the best part of North America

My name is Joe!!
And I am Canadian!!!

prayer request

hey, peoples that read my blog: I am really need some direction for where i suppose to go in the fall, mainly staying vancouver for a year and working and doing phase 2 stuff or staying vancouver until janurary and then going up to prince george or just going out to prince george in the fall. could you seek the lord on my behalf and let me know what the lord is speaking,that would be great:D

pictures of my crazy adventure this afternoon.

So my sister and i went to gospel rock for walk and brought our dog,we got there took off her leash and she was running around on the top of the rock and then she decides to run down a cliff and she lose her grip and slide town and then she did some tumbling almost into the water, that part of scary and it look a bit funny as well but i was scary that she broke her neck or something, anyway she got strand on the rocks below so my sister and i had to climb down and get her back, it took a while but we got her up. i having a blast at home but i will be happy to be home to the downtown eastside on sunday

promises for the needy/brokehearted/poor and the lonely:Justice for them

Amo5:24:Do you know what I want?
I want justice--oceans of it.
I want fairness--rivers of it.
That's what I want. That's all I want.
psalm72:4Help him to defend the poor,
to rescue the children of the needy,
and to crush their oppressors.
verse 13-14 He feels pity for the weak and the needy,
and he will rescue them.He will save them from oppression and from violence,
for their lives are precious to him
Psalm 82:4:Rescue the poor and helpless;
deliver them from the grasp of evil people.
psalm109:31: For he stands beside the needy,
ready to save them from those who condemn them
Psalm 113:7-9 He picks up the poor from out of the dirt,rescues the wretched who've been thrown out with the trash,
Seats them among the honored guests,a place of honor among the brightest and best.
He gives childless couples a family,
gives them joy as the parents of children.
Hallelujah!
psalm34:18 The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit
Isaiah41:17:The poor and homeless are desperate for water,
their tongues parched and no water to be found.
But I'm there to be found, I'm there for them,
and I, God of Israel, will not leave them thirsty.
mattrew25:35-36For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something
to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me,
I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.'

psalm82:3-4

Defend the cause of the weak and fatherless;
maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed. Rescue the weak and needy; deliver them from the hand of the wicked

god gave me a picture of him pulling out people out one by one out of the hands of the wicked on to the path of righteousness . He is already doing this with traci, adam, sean, matt, trevor and melinda and ken.

call out

Everything I am, Everything I hope to be
Everything You want
Transforming death to life through and within me.
I dedicate to you, i consecrate to your cause
I fascinate to think
This new and living hope through and within you


Call out your army of lovers
Call out your army of warriers
Call out your army of mercy
Call out your army of purity
call out your army of revital
You are god of this army
Every soul that is saved, every life that rearranged
Every carnel repenting, fights and train into a warrier for you
Make mighty to love, mighty in your power, make dangerous to the world, make full and fragent with a sweet aroma to you.

614 third anniversary banquet

On saturday, we held the third anniversary banquet at crossculture and it was great. it was awesome to see jamie and esther and other people that come down from maple ridge. the 12 year old boy that is running his own cell. Praise the lord! May the lord bless him and allow him to bear a lot of fruit. melinda testimony was awesome, powerful stuff. it was great to see berko that came back from seattle for it. it was fun serving pop with esther. anyway, it was a great night and the rest of martyrs, you were there in the spirit :D

jesus is all i need

i was in the war room last night and i was listening to change me inside, good cd but the song you are all you need just hit my spirit so here are the lyrics:
By Brian thiessan
All the beauty I can see
If it could belong to me
I would give it all for You
Any greatness I achieve
Every praise I may receive
I would give it all for You
All I need
You are all I need
I have found it true
Life comes only from You
All I need
You are all I need
Nothing else will do
No one else but You
If I’m given comfort here
Offered what the world holds dear
I would give it all for You
jesus is teaching he is the only thing i need to get by each day of my life.

luke 8:22-26

One day Jesus said to his disciples, "Let's go over to the other side of the lake." So they got into a boat and set out. As they sailed, he fell asleep. A squall came down on the lake, so that the boat was being swamped, and they were in great danger.
The disciples went and woke him, saying, "Master, Master, we're going to drown!"

He got up and rebuked the wind and the raging waters; the storm subsided, and all was calm. Where is your faith?" he asked his disciples.
In fear and amazement they asked one another, "Who is this? He commands even the winds and the water, and they obey him."

he can & he will calm the strong winds and the raging waters that comes in our lifes sometime if we just ask him to and give us the peace and rest that only comes from him.

War Room

We are been attacking against the war room these days, there is not enough people to allow it to run 24-7 at the moment, there is few shifts not being filled, i was in the war room last night praying about this and this two thought came to my head
one: every church,demonination,minstry of the DTES would be stirred up to pray for the streets of the DTES and the war room would be a centre station for unity among the city of vancouver

Second: Revelation 7:9:After this I looked and there before me was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation, tribe, people and language, standing before the throne and in front of the Lamb. They were wearing white robes and were holding palm branches in their hands.
that every nation, tribe, people and language would be represent in the war room.

other verse:Mattrew 9:37-38 Then he said to his disciples, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. 38Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.


please pray for more workers in the harvest and not allowing the enemy has a stronghold over the war room cause i believe that the war room is a most important thing to win this battle here in vancouver and i know the battle is already won, hallejuah

you are unique and fearfully and wonderfully made-receive it

first of all i am sad and bit disappointed there is no comments on my blog, it make my day when i get comments and no i don't do blogs just for the comments but it would be nice :D Leave comments please please.

Psalm 139

1 O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

4 Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.

5 You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.

6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, [a] you are there.

9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,

10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.

11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"

12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.

17 How precious to [b] me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!

18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.

19 If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!

20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.

21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
and abhor those who rise up against you?

22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.

23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.

24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlastin

flowers

so four days of last week, four different people gave me flowers, one from traci(the one that had her baby and jen burr gave me one, then heather gave me a bundle of flower and then ciara gave me a lei(one of those hawaii necklace). i think there is something significent about it, ask jesus about, didn't hear anything. gotta to ask him again but the body is good too so if you could ask and leave a comment that would be great

P.S Adam(tracy's boyfriend) got accepted to wagner's house yesterday, praise the lord!

god's grace

"The Room" by Joshua Harris

In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features save for the one wall covered with small index-card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endlessly in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read “Girls I Have Liked.” I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one.

And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn’t match.

A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching. A file named “Friends” was next to one marked “Friends I Have Betrayed.”

The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. “Books I Have Read,” “Lies I Have Told,” “Comfort I Have Given,” “Jokes I Have Laughed At.” Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: “Things I’ve Yelled at My Brothers.” Others I couldn’t laugh at: “Things I Have Done in My Anger,” “Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.” I never ceased to be surprised by the contents. Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped.

I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my 20 years to write each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.

When I pulled out the file marked “Songs I Have Listened To,” I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn’t found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of music, but more by the vast amount of time I knew that file represented.

When I came to a file marked “Lustful Thoughts,” I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded.

An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: “No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!” In an insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn’t matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it

Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. And then I saw it. The title bore “People I Have Shared the Gospel With.” The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.

And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key.

But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him. No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus.

I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn’t bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one?

Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn’t anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn’t say a word. He just cried with me.

Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card.

“No!” I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was “No, no,” as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn’t be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood.

He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don’t think I’ll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side. He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, “It is finished.”

I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written

sinner prayer

If The sinner prayer is totally not biblical then why is it alway uses to bring people into the kingdom?
John 15:16 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name.

what can we as christian do to making this better to allow people understand that jesus choose them first not the other way around.

Leave comments or suggestions

recap of my weekend up in kamloop

friday/saturday morning:
got home from teen drop -in at 12 and i thought it would not make sense to go to sleep so i clean and worship until 2 and then i went to my 2-5 shift and slept until 7, got up and went to the bank and got the bus to horsesbay terminal to meet my group. got on the bus and drove to kamloops i slept for most of the way cause i was pretty tired. got to kamloops around 2:30 and went to the church to drop off our stuff and then we were off to sport mart place for the conference and dinner

Saturday's evening session
MOMENTUM GENERATION lead worship and they were very good. i never heard of them until these weekend it was great to hear them. then they talk about the well that was put into the city of bole ethopia 2 years because of the money was raised at this conference and seeing the transformation of the city blow me away, it just showed that you can make a difference. The city of Bole use the well to make 3 new wells to the nearby town and then now they are building a school cause they now have clean water and they are building a highway to get to the town so kids from other towns can come to the school as well. Cory and dawn block, missionary from estonia were the main speaker and they just share some of the go and follow moments that god devloped in their life. they talk about the inactive hero of the church: 4 things
the excuser- alway giving excuse on how i am not ready and i am not perfect to allow god to use me
the indulger- not sure what side they are fight on
scary-pant- scary to be use by god
i can't remember the last one, it is not about you and get over yourself
then andy hunter did a concert and it was awesome seeing him, he got a lot of passion in his music and him shouting your kingdom come and your will be done- powerful stuff

Sunday morning:
MOMENTUM GENERATION play again and they were good again and this two people that never spoke to a huge crowd before did the message and they are both awesome. Jason especially, i know him, i talk to him before and he is involved in the minstry canadafire and he was talking about be a light in the schools. schools are a mission feild and encourage student to see their school as that a mission feild. it was awesome stuff, he got a preaching annointing. took up an offering for the aid fund in etopida to allow kid that has aid to live out their dreams and other projects as well. we raised 58,000 dollar- praise the lord! then there was workshop: girl only was talking respect yourself and something that stood out for me was if you can't respect yourself, how are you suppose to love and respect someone else. i met some cool people from comox i think(nicole,elizabeth and other people and i had dinner with them later, it was good times. i met this girl in th mission workshop name kayla and it was awesome hearding her dream about being a missionary in aficia.
Sunday evening: got pray over by the prayer ministry team and that was awesome, they claim jerimah 29:11 over me and the blood covering over me before the evening session delirious was rock up the joint, god show me a picture of a road race and there was a person running and there was people there cheering them on which represent community, then there was water station all along the road and that represent the holy spirt, he need to refreshing with his living water. then when this person got the close to the end of the race, they saw jesus and start to sprint to the finish line. Reference of scripture that i found later was hebrew12:1-2 it was awesome.

monday morning: delirious play again and god show me another picture, i lift my hand toward heaven and i could feel his hand touch my hand and he walk back and lead me somewhere but i couldn't see where yet. it was still awesome. scripture reference psalm23:3

i got to see delirious again at the pacrific colesuem for free with teen cell and it was awesome! it was awesome to see jaime and esther, i wasn't expecting to see them for awhile.

verse of the day

“ May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. ”- Romans 15:5,6

Fullness

It been 3 days since we been home from Fullness weekend( a prayer and fasting retreat up at camp Sunrise.( sorry i didn't blog about earlier) It was nice to see my parents and brothers and my good friend, Erin for a while before the whole retreat started. This retreat was a time of refreshing for me and god reveal more and more about himself to me. i broke off some generational curses from my family. melinda,lydia and i were in a group and there was three generations display there. it was great. we dealt with a lot of stuff, personal and family stuff and then as a prophetic act, we went down to the beach and throw rocks in to the water and janet Munn came along with us and did the same thing. She was declaring over us that we were free indeed and claiming the verse "He has remove our trangressions as far as the east from the west over us. It was a powerful experience. The preaching and worship was great. we called some generational blessing forth for the salvation army, God called me into Soldiership this weekend, i haven't done anything yet about it but soon :) It was just fun hanging out with my community for a few days specially my fellow sessionmates cause now everyone beside 5 people are gone and i am already missing them :( Everything will be fine :D

Starfield Revolution lyrics

powerful lyrics. May the revolution of Jesus go through the nations of the world. I want to see the world have a revitial of Jesus all over.

"Revolution"

If I'm here all alone
If I'm left behind
If they spit in my face
If they hate my kind

I will rise above
I will live for love
I will answer to the call
For the bond between
For the depth unseen
For my God forsake it all

'Cause I'm a fire
I'm a flood
I'm a revolution
I am a war
Already won
I'm a revolution

When the world is at war
When the grace is gone
When the hungry lay dead
While the rich live on

I will rise above
I will live for love
I will answer to the call
For the bond between
For a depth unseen
For my God forsake it all

(Here I stand)
Open hands
Waiting for You
I won't back down
I'll live to speak Your truth

Ezekiel 37 3-10

"This generation is dying to see
Who You are and how You free
Come Lord Jesus come

I've seen lots of dead men walking around" Your Love by Skillet been in my head and in the war room i saw in the spirt the people walking down in the downtown eastside and i saw their skelton and then i pray these scripture out the window.


He led me back and forth among them, and I saw a great many bones on the floor of the valley, bones that were very dry. 3 He asked me, "Son of man, can these bones live?"
I said, "O Sovereign LORD, you alone know."
4 Then he said to me, "Prophesy to these bones and say to them, 'Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD! 5 This is what the Sovereign LORD says to these bones: I will make breath [a] enter you, and you will come to life. 6 I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you will know that I am the LORD.' "

7 So I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone. 8 I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them.

9 Then he said to me, "Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, 'This is what the Sovereign LORD says: Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe into these slain, that they may live.' " 10 So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army.

faith analogy

every time i am out on the streets and i see a ledge i had to walk on it. you may think why?
good question
at the beginning of being on ledge, it take awhile for you to get your balance- it like when you first become a christian you need to take baby steps to make your faith stonger like reading your bible and praying. As you walk on the ledge it become easily cause you are focus on getting all the way across it without falling off. When we fix our eyes on the author and perfect of our faith then our faith becomes stronger and we can do things that we couldn't dream or imagine.
Challenge:
try it and see for yourself :D
i am hoping this all is making senses to you.

Nations/your love

Nations
You are Kings of kings and Lord of Lords
You are not King of kings and Lord of lords over all the nations
I want to see your glory be established in all the nations
You said, Ask and I will give you the nations as your inherience
I am asking for the nations
May all nations,people , tribe and language of this world would
recongize who you are and what marvelous things you do.
I would go to the end of the earth for you.

Your Love
Your Love is Eternal
Your Love is Amazing
Your Love is Compassion
Your Love is Mercy
Your Love is a sacrifice
Your Love is freedom
Your Love surrounds us like the mighty mountains
Your Love is Unchanging
Your Love is better than life itself
Your Love transforms lifes
Your Love is patient
Your Love is kind
Your Love brings hope to the hopeless
Greater Love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends
Thanks you for your love

journey to freedom

i was in the war room a few days ago and i wrote this poem

As i am sitting in your presence
i think how i found your freedom
i was sad and depressed, where were you?
you were there sitting next to me holding me in your arms
hearing my tears and writing them in your book
i was scared and alone, where were you?
you sent me a friend to comfort me and you were there as well
As i look to the cross, seeing you taking all my guilt and shame so i can be free
you were crushed and beaten so i can be healed
thank you for taking my pain, angry and voilence
and setting me free
so i can see the whole earth be filled with your glory

praying the bible this morning/ knee drill last night

danielle had a song come to her mind last night, we get knock down, we get up again, they are not going keep us down. then this morning in pray the bible we read 2cor4:9 which We are hunted down, but God never abandons us. We get knocked down, but we get up again and keep going

random note:
the war college students are in the edge with doug barr praise the lord :D
Nicole and I had the same translation but the verse which is on top is totally different than mine which we thought was odd. i wonder why?

Beatitudes

Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled. Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God. Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called sons of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.


this a powerful scripture and i just want to bless and to bring encouragement :D

bible quiz

1) This man's sheep were consumed by fire from God
A - Job
B - Jacob
C - David
D - Ahab

2) This man was healed from his leprosy after dipping himself in the Jordan 7
times:

A - Naaman
B - The Gadarene demoniac
C - Peter
D - Simon the Pharisee

3) This man was bitten by a poisonous snake, which he shook into a fire, and
never felt any ill effect.

A - Joseph
B - Eliphaz
C - Stephen
D - Paul

4) An image of this animal healed those who had been bitten by it, when they
looked upon it.

A - Alligator
B - Serpent
C - Lion
D - Mosquito

5) This young man fell asleep during a sermon that lasted past midnight! As he
drifted off, he fell out a window and was taken up dead, but then raised to life
again.

A - Daniel
B - Judas
C - Eutychus
D - Philemon

6) When this man died, others were raised from the dead...

A - Jesus
B - Paul
C - John the Baptist
D - Barnabas

7) This man used a prophet's mantle to part the waters of the river Jordan.

A - Samson
B - Elisha
C - Ezekiel
D - Jeremiah

8) Jesus wept at the death of this man, and then bid him to come out of the
grave:

A - John the Baptist
B - Lazarus
C - The centurion's servant
D - Josephus

9) This man healed Paul of Tarsus from his blindness.

A - Silas
B - Peter
C - Mark
D - Ananias

10) God stopped the sun and the moon at the request of this man.

A - Jonadab
B - Bildad
C - David
D - Joshua

11) This man made an axe-head to float:

A - Isaiah
B - Elisha
C - Elijah
D - Timothy

12) ) This man was in prison, when an angel came and unlocked all the doors for
him:

A - Samson
B - Jesus
C - Peter
D - Paul

13) One of the following survived being tossed into a fiery furnace:

A - Shadrach
B - Hezekiah
C - Daniel
D - Jonah

14) This man could command his staff and it would become a serpent:

A - Malchishua
B - Elisha
C - Nadab
D - Moses

15) The walls of Jericho fell after the Israelites had circled the city this
many times (grand total):

A - 6
B - 7
C - 13
D - 24

16) This young man was able to defeat a giant through the power of God:

A - David
B - Ahab
C - Titus
D - Elihu

17) This Philistine god lost its head when confronted with the ark of the
covenant:

A - Ashera
B - Baal
C - Belial
D - Dagon

18) This man destroyed a Philistine temple with strength given by God:

A - Jephtha
B - Samson
C - Barak
D - Jehoiada

19) This man escaped unharmed from the belly of a big fish:

A - Simon
B - Jonah
C - Zedekiah
D - Philetus

20) Jesus used this many loaves to feed 5000 men:

A - 5
B - 12
C - 144
D - 5000

knee drill that occurred last thursday's night

knee drill this past week, we did a prophetic act:
one of my brother in christ,Josh had a vision of a three-legged race but we were all joined together. as we move on, people start to fall and the rest of the people continually went their way, dragging the ones that were falling behind. everyone was being slowed down because the heavy of the people that were dragging.

so we did it of course. All of us including our friends and brothers and sisters from Extreme prophetic were duct tape at the ankles. i was at the front at first, i was felt rush and the front would not wait for the people in the back. they want to press toward the goal of getting to the nearby park. so my bindings from the people next to me were destroyed and it was lonely and confusing on what to do now. so i walk to the back and i joined the back and two of my sister were going through some heavy attack cause their binding were destroyed as well. i never encourage them to get back into the line and they felt left behind but i did get into the line again and we sang worship songs and laugh but it was like there was two different lines. the back and front not an one big line. we made it to the park and had a big debrief and we talk how this happened in the church, people feel isolated or left behind in the mission of the church and just want to take themselve out. it was a good lesson for me and for the rest of us. communication is key in mission and the unity in the church.

p.s comment please :D i want to know what you are thinking

Raw

this past week we ran this mission training up at our crossculture building, a bunch of people came from summerland, some from cariboo hill temple and new west. it was great. it was very refreshing for me and god totally relight the fire again for me and it was great pouring the things that i been learning for the last six months into the peoples that came and how everyone was excited to get out there and do missions. It was good times :D

jesus heals

On Wedensday night, 4 o clock in the morning i was woke up and have to puke and then went back to bed and in the morning i had a huge headache and a fever and my body was feeling weak. It was the first time I was so sick I couldn't get up go to school in the morning since arriving here at the war college. Anyway a bunch of peoples pray for me and throughout the day i got better and better and friday morning i was completely better.

random quote

Every branch of the miltary has its own hospital units; every military units has it own doctors or medics; but not every hospital has its own army. The church is to be a military outfit with a hospital unit. that unit heals the hurts, cares for the wounds, comfort the weary, and encourages the fainthearted, then send them back into the battle. the church which is only a hospital and neglect its mission will soon become a funeral parlour. 'douglas w boyer

got any thoughts or comment that come to mind when you read this let me know on here or through email at fuzzypeaches31@hotmail.com

what i share at my corp this morning

Update on the warfront

As you all should know I been at the war college 6 months now and last weekend was our half way point. War college is a basic warfare training program down in the eastside of Vancouver. So far this experience has been the hardest times and the best times of my life. Some of the hard times are just sitting in accountability group and having my squad do nothing and not stepping up and motivating them to do the thing we are suppose to do and when I do they choose not to listen. Finding quiet time to be alone. Seeing my friends from the street backsliding into drugs after god came into their life and set them free from it. Not be able to hear god’s voice clearly sometimes. Some of the best times are my discipleship time with my mentor heather, we are going through roman together and we both are getting a lot of it, Going to Seattle for a reading week at the end of February and relaxing and spent time with peoples from my session out of the war college setting, continually to walk in my identity in Christ, my devotions. Some of the keys verse from my devotions I found useful and has help in through the rough times. Colossian 3 1-4 Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory. 1peter5:10 And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. To him be the power for ever and ever. Amen. seeing some fruits that we are harvesting. We have 2 new adult Christians and 7 new kids. 9 people in the kingdom. Hallelujah! Seeing myself learning what true identity in Christ is in my life and founding the truly freedom in Christ.
Going to two conferences, one of them was learning about prophecy and Todd Bentley secret’s place and it was all about be more intimate with Jesus Christ, meeting him in the secret place. Todd use song of songs to show the journey to more intimacy with your creator. God within his presence sometimes cause he hide so we come and seek after him, wants us to walk by faith, not by sight, god speak in the silence and wants us to stop and listen.
There is intimacy robbers that the devil put us to cause us to not have the intimacy the god create us to be in: Unbelief, hard-hearted, stubbornness, insecurity, angry, impatiently, fear of intimacy , past bad relationships and unforgiveness
5 key to release: Song 2:10 arise, stirred up yourself
Song 1:1 remember his love
Stewardship of his presence- allow the presence of god to soak in us
To have the revelation of his love song of songs 1:5-6 I am dark but lovely
Rest in Christ’s arm
Get rid of the intimacy robbers

This what I will pray for the corp
Ephesians 3:16-20 I pray that from his glorious, unlimited resources he will give you mighty inner strength through his Holy Spirit. And I pray that Christ will be more and more at home in your hearts as you trust in him. May your roots go down deep into the soil of God's marvelous love. And may you have the power to understand, as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love really is. 19May you experience the love of Christ, though it is so great you will never fully understand it. Then you will be filled with the fullness of life and power that comes from God.
Now glory be to God! By his mighty power at work within us, he is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope. May he be given glory in the church and in Christ Jesus forever and ever through endless ages. Amen.
Thanks again for all the prayer and I hope I brought some encouragement and things you need to think about it
May god’s grace be with you all

what god is teaching me in the past weeks

discerning his voice and other spirits
honouring my parents if though i don't alway agree
submitting to parents
be discpline enough to do my rations every morning for a hour
trying to be more open and honesty to another peoples about what is really going on with me
boldness in speaking in class if i got something to said and on the streets and recrea8(coffee bar for those that don't know)
through his words
i am going through the bible and i am in revelation and it is very cool. god is giving me understanding in this book cause in the past, i just read it and not really study it and dig for understanding and now i am and it been great.
Keys verses: rev1:6 He has made us his Kingdom and his priests who serve before God his Father. Give to him everlasting glory! He rules forever and ever! Amen!
2:2a I know all the things you do. I have seen your hard work and your patient endurance. god is see you all what we do and he will reward us according to his will in heaven

blessings and grace to you for all who are faithful readers of my blog :D