Is Our vision clear, Are we seeing the world through Jesus's Eyes or do we have scales over us, Is Our Hearts aligned with the father's heart and is our ears clear of crap so we can hear him clearly? the song that is in my head for the last few days has been Joshua Ivany number 14 on the sound of the revolution, I want to love like you love, feel like you feel. Those two lines stood out to me, I want love and feel what Jesus feel, that my heart is close to the father's heart, to see the world through his eyes and see the jesus in people around me and to hear the voice of the lord which he speaks, the question are we listening?

I did some listening prayer for 614 a few months but not sure if i was suppose to share and i think i suppose to do that now so here you go:

What are some 614 Strengths:We are seeking after the father's heart, Mission Focused, a place of belonging, community focused, fight against injustices and intercession

What we need to work on: More faith, More compassion, Love for the street, More holy spirit led, walking in his power and authority. searching after the lost and that our hearts would break for the lost, allow to god to move through us, belief instead of unbelief, Humility.
What we can do to see the greater things of his kingdom:
To know the bible and believe we can do what it said. to allow the holy spirit to move through us all, ask for fire, walk in faith, not by sightlefting the veil over our eyes to see where he is working and joining him in it.

Update

Last few days has been great, totally god moments. First the all night of prayer for human trafficing, the lord is really giving me the heart for this injustice lately and it been awesome. Jenea put up some testimony of women that has been rescued from this, in my head, i was wow that sucks and just praying the testimony of this women would reach other women that are still trapped in this injustice and i have a weird vision but a cool vision,It was a picture of me in this situation, be tricked into the sex trade and being a house where i am forced to have sex with other guys, i lost and start to weep harshly and went into a deep intercession for this women and the testimonys of women that has been rescued would reach other and that the same thing would happen for them, the chain would be broken and the captive would be released from the darkness and that they would be moved in a safe place and the lord would bring beauty for ashes and he would restore what the enemy took away from them.

Second Last night, jenea and Stephanie had a deliverance session for me all to do with things that my heart has been hardened and become a heart of stone and i desire to have a heart of flesh and it had to do with things that i did not deal with shane yet. It was powerful and it was fast because i am listen to the lord and i hear him clearly which i loved a lot. we did doug burr style. It was a waterfall surround with trees and bushes surround the pond at the end of the waterfall, there is a huge rock in the middle and jesus was there waiting and there was stepping stone path to the rock so i have to jump on the stepping stone to get to the big rock, Jesus held out his arm and help me up on the rock, he gave me a side hug. I ask what i need to get rid of and he show me a lot of stuff, to take away bitterness, anger, soul ties and freedom and my indentify is in christ, he is proud of me. The guilt i has been carrying for the last few months was not from him and the guilt came from the words by shane. the bitterness came from false promises and lies of the enemy. I ask him how he saw that every thing happened and jesus said that it hurt me, how it all happened how rushed it was, how both of you were be selifish and having your desires not mine. I ask jesus what his desires were? Respected, loved, love for jesus and me, accept me for me, heart for brazil and missions, same passions, family and community and jesus has a guy for me just like that :) then went into repentance of allowing the enemy get a foot hold in bitterness, anger and selifishness. There was big forest fire to throw all the bitterness, selfishness, and anger I ask if he had affication for me, just be me, you are awesome, you don't have to change for anyone. There will be fullness for shane and you don't need to carry this burden of shane anymore, give it to me and i will do the rest. stephanie got song of songs 8:6-7 which is one of my favorite song of song verses :)
He want me to do a prophetically act to throw a heavy rock into the water at crabtree park, Which i did today after my war room which my war room shift was great. after my shift, i went down to crab tree park and I search for a heavy rock and i found the perfect one and i just said out loud the burden and everything that went with the burden like alway thinking about him and unholy soul ties and i state the verse Your yoke is easy and your burden is light over and over again and while i was throwing the rock into the water and it was really cool and just climb on a rock just start to pray and sing and i climb down the rock and went home but singing how great is our god.

Praying for a revival in canada

On Friday Night, A young guy named Corey oragized a prayer gathering in a local park, I was invited to come by my youth group pastor and i am glad i went. It was really good. There was about 20 people praying for the Coast. There is a lot of dis unity among the church, Violence in the school, drug use has increased. We spent 2 hours in pray for this community in this area but also in other areas. He is sovereign over Gibsons, Over the Down town East side, All over the world.

Obedience

Trust in him that he know what he is doing and obey what he said and the lord has giving us all gifts to use and we need to be obey in the gifting he has provide for us to use.

listening prayer

Last Night, i did some listening prayer and this what i heard and saw. I ask Jesus where he was, i could not see him but he say look up, Jesus was in the eagle, one side of it's wing, The eagle pick me up and put me inside his other wing and we just soar with the eagle. The Eagle landed on a big rock and that where me and jesus got off. He asked me what that was all about and i remember the psalm 91( i was reading it when he ask me) verse 4 He will cover you with his feathers,and under his wings you will find refuge. I am hided in his wings and there is safety and rest in his wings.

The lord is sovereign.

The Lord is Sovereign Strong over all the world even it is so messy up.
Psalm 140
Rescue them, O LORD, from evil men; protect them from men of violence, 2 who devise evil plans in their hearts and stir up war every day. 3 They make their tongues as sharp as a serpent's; the poison of vipers is on their lips. Selah 4 Keep them, O LORD, from the hands of the wicked; protect me from men of violence who plan to trip their feet. 5 Proud men have hidden a snare for them; they have spread out the cords of their net and have set traps for me along my path. Selah 6 O LORD, I say to you, "You are my God." Hear, O LORD, my cry for mercy. 7 O Sovereign LORD,their strong deliverer, who shields their head in the day of battle- 8 do not grant the wicked their desires, O LORD; do not let their plans succeed, or they will become proud. Selah 9 Let the heads of those who surround thembe covered with the trouble their lips have caused. 10 Let burning coals fall upon them; may they be thrown into the fire, into miry pits, never to rise. 11 Let slanderers not be established in the land; may disaster hunt down men of violence. 12 I know that the LORD secures justice for the poor and upholds the cause of the needy. 13 Surely the righteous will praise your name and the upright will live before you.Them include the children and women being chained in modern slavery, human trafficking, homelessness, child abuse, orphans, widows, the lonely and all that are chained in addication, Break the chains Lord and Release the captives from the darkness

it is my 24th birthday today :)

I am blessed :) I am happy that i have great friends and family and i am glad that i was created and loved by god.

nothing

Hmm Jesus is great, He revealed to me through some of my friends, that i have a fear of being alone in two area of my life, going into relationship when he told me not to save me from heartache for in the sake of being in a relationship. It is ok for me to single, he will provide someone for me when the time is right. and alone time for me and jesus. I need to be around people all the time, two weeks through praying with a friend, He revealed it is ok for me to be alone, he want to spend time with me, just me and him. He is always there so the last two weeks i been spending more time with just me but not isolationing myself from community but not always be around people, it been great. PTL :)

Delight yourself in the lord, he will give the desire of your heart.

Hallejuah Jesus is awesome :)

Well i did my 5 weeks practium at montessional school, it was ok, i really did not want to stay for my 500 hours but i had no other opinions so i agree to stay. so right now they are getting 8 hours of work out of me for 10 dollars a hours but only paying me 4 hours. The envirnment is not the best to be working in specially for what i am making but anyway i been talking with another lady for the last two months and i haven't heard anything from her for a while but curious if the position was filled or not, it has not. she emailed me back and said it is still open, are you still interested and i say so we been talking for the last two weeks and i had interview today and i got the position. I am so excited, it is a brandnew centre, it is closer to my house and the person value the same things i do and i will be pay more hours and my hours will increase after i am licensed ECE Teacher. Praise the lord! He is a great dad and the amazing provider.

what the lord has taught during this year

Patience

Trusting him with my relationships, it is ok to be alone at the moment and the lord will provide when it is his timing. ( the bigger thing he been teaching me this year.

I am good enough

it is ok to have a time for me.

perservence

endurance

Charactor

trust him more with my life

grace

love for the poor, deeper love for my 614 family & family

restoring my family, we are a tightier an deepered unit now then before

deeper desire for the word

the cross

Lately the pictures that the lord is showing me is all about the cross. The fuel of our being is from the power of the cross. I am the person i am today because of the cross. so much grace, forgiveness,mercy, passion and the greatest of this is true love. No greater love is this is that would lay down his life for a friend. what a mighty friend we have in Jesus. I just being thinking why is that we just remember about the cross just at easter, should we being remember it always. he died for us so we could live, hallejuah! He is called us to die to our flesh and pick up our crosses and follow him with the life he is the only one that give us life so we could give it back to him for his purpose and his glory. He has started a good work in all of us, He wants fullness for his people. i remember in my high school yearbook one of my goal in life is to live life to the fullest and quoting mattrew champ, life is too short to be miserable. He did not just died for you and me, he died for the pimp, johns, the doctors that do abortions, gays and prostitutes. Hallejuah.

Lord i am sorry for complaining about my life this days, You have provide me with learning opportunies, if though it been hard sometimes, the perservence and endurance is building character and nothing to compare to the perservence and endurance you need to endure on the journey of the cross for me and the rest of the human race, thanks you for the cross and how

much power is the sacrifice you did for us.

question of the day

Name one thing that you learned today?

Martyr session memories

Street combat with rob

street combat with Heather & Esther

Shopping carts open airs

Squad with salvation 101, 201,301.

taking esther over to gibsons to meet my parents and my sister and youth group

freedom day

watching movies over at 107 with heather, jen, linsey, josh, phil.

coffee time with heather after kneedrill

getting drunk in the spirit for the first time at fresh fire conference, receiving tongues

Seeing Jason Upton.

Holy spirit filled knee drill, regan second blessing, Jonathan receiving tongues, the prayer warrior rising up inside of me when i was praying with nicole and mia.

street combat with esther, jaime , nicole

Recre8 with aurora, sueann, louis the first night i was in vancouver

roommate with linsey new and jamie smith sleeping over.

KFC with linsey, josh

wow i have not blogged for a long time, sorry

He will always guide you, His hand will always lead you to where you supposed to be, He is trustworthy. I had this picture of jesus with his arm wide open and he just waiting for me and for you to fall into his arms. Have you ever done a trust fall with people, while that what jesus wants to do with us.

Life is good,
Classes are done! Woo hoo! I am on my 5 weeks practium, my sponsor teacher ask me if i want a part time job after the third day and i may take it, we will see happens after 5 weeks. I applied for another job that is closer to my house and the lady just got my resume on thursday night so still waiting for her to responsed to me. I am growing in the lord which is always exciting. I am the new powerpoint girl at knee drill which has been great. I am resting his promise, Delight yourself in the lord and he will give you the desire of your heart.

memories

Leave one memory that you have of you and me. It doesn't matter if you knew me well or a lot, just put anything you remember

kayaking was awesome!

I been kayaking once before but it was a lot time ago! I had so much fun kayaking!. it was the best night, not too cold, or hot. i have some trouble with stirring but it is normal for beginner and one of the instructor said i did well for a beginner. we saw an eagle and seals and the walk was a nice length in the nature and the woods. being in creation is awesome. How great is our god!

nothing

I becoming me again and it is good after two month of up and downs
I am going kayaking with my class on wedensday, i am excited about it :)
Jeni is back :) it is good to have her back
we get a 5 day weekend for canada long weekend which is sweet!
hmm Jesus is good and forever faithful, forever he is strong and with us.

good times with JC

Saturday i have a war room in the new room, it was awesome! A good time interceding for human trafficing, personal reflection and journel and god give me a lot of sweet promises from his word. From the beginning of the shift to the end, he spoke the words I am the Reedemer of all things. it was really encouraging to me.

Last wedensday, Ian and I were talking and he gave me some wisdom about stomp the thoughts that were not on heavenly things like feild mice. He pray and i repent & pray and overall just a rich time with the lord. I repent for being selifish with my time and not use the time i do have with the lord. I been taking my bible on the bus and asking for a word or something that i can hold on to for that day. it been great and a rich time and of course praying for the day.

marshmellow fight things that make you go hmm

Found out tonight at the warrier A sleepover at xculture a marshmellow fight is
really fun,
when about 6 or 7 kids tag on you and throw one at your head, it hurts
and sliding kids on the floor in a big blanket is quite fun

Noah is so cute and precious like all the other 614 children which i have not spend a lot of time with them for a while now which i found out tonight i have miss spend time with them.

good times good times

i do much better :)

Hmm i stay at my sister during the week for a few days and i have dinner with my friend kath which was lovely and i start to journel again and it is helping. graduation is next weekend :) woohoo :)