from europe

hello my friends
highlights from europe in the last few days


The caves were so cool!
Football match spain and saudi aradia was awesome! So much fun. cheer for saudi aradia
visit my relatives which was great to meet them. hang out with my second cousin which was fun
going to see esther tommorrow

Comments please or email me. i want to hear from you guys. I miss you a lot!

Dubany day number 1

woke up after sleeping in quite comfortable beds, went to ester ika dads friend pub for breakfast and coffee and tea. czech coffee is strong but good. we went to the grand buzyous castle out in the mountains which was beautiful. green meadows all along the way and it was quite flat. we had audio tour guide which was in czech but we had our friend that spoke the lanuage so he translated for us and we had a booklet in english but it didnt help a lot and we miss quite a bit of it due to looking at it but oh well. we back to dubany and saw this awesome roman church near ester house. It was very beautiful. been watching a lot of football matches which has been fun. We are going out to the cave tommorrow which i am really excited about that.

update from europe

Our flight from vancouver was 1 hour late but it was ok because my brother and sister was late in arriving at the airport so it allow us to get something to eat and my mom and my aunt and two of my brother and sister friend show up to sign off us out which was nice. I quite enjoyed our flight. good food, good service and friendly people. we got to london at 2:10pm so we miss our connection flight to prague so we have to wait 6 hours for the next flight with a different air line so in this time, the airport has lost our luggage so we were in prague for 2 days without of luggage which really stinks due to the hot weather like 30c in clothes we were wearing for like 4 days which suck. we receive a call from the airport that they found 2 bags so we got to have showers and changes our clothes which was great. In prague we saw the prague castle, the eiffal tower(not the real one but it was the prague version) It has an awesome view of the city of prague. The prague castle was awesome. I saw the apostle clock in the old time square where the 12 apostle come out which was very cool. Prague was very nice in the night and in daylight. Now we are in a small village out of prague for the next 4 days which i am looking forward to be out of the tourist places. anyway i love you all and miss you

ACT 1:8

But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."



MAY YOU RECEIVE A FRESH DOWNPOUR OF THE HOLY SPIRIT AND HIS POWER TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Love YOU all! I will blog as much as possible can while i am in Europe!

last fews days

Went to hope renefrew for cell for the first time, that was fun, went to denny with ashley,Jason, Adam, Ross, sarah, becs, dave and katie, no helmueit though :( had a serious conversation with adam until 1:00am, good times good times. He made me and sean omlettes which were delicious and pancakes and omelettes this morning well more like afternoon, been going to cartneige to go to school. going to europe in 4 days. Woohoo! That is pretty much it.

John14:6a

I am the way and the truth and the life.


The way: Jesus is the only way to heaven as a bridge is to go across a body of water

The truth: When we lie, the truth is revealed and there is freedom

the life: The world believe life without god is the life but a life with Jesus is the life!

verse of the day

Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing. ”- 1 Thessalonians 5:11

so here is some encouragement for the people that i know that read my blog:

Heather, You are a precious gem to the father,picture of what the slogan of the salvation army is hand to man, heart to god.

Rob, You are truly gifted and using the word of your testimony and the overcoming by the blood of the lamb to bring glory to the kings of kings and walking out your freedom and bring freedom to other people.

Steve, I look up to you a lot, You are a great leader and your pursuit of holiness spur me on to do the same. You are the grace man. thanks you for all the grace you have pour out on me in last 1 year and half

Bec: You are awesome, Your heart and time that you invested into crossculture is amazing, if people don't see all what you do, Jesus does and he is smiling down on you and saying i am proud of you and you are my precious daughter.


nicole: You have grow up so much in the lord,it been an exciting and amazing to see what the lord has done in you and what he is doing in you and what things in the future on what he is going to do.


Andrew: Your geniune love for others and your passion are an inpiration to me and spur me.

Bee: You are a beautiful flower blooming in the lord. Your desire to be more intimate is beautiful and he grant our heart's desires, rest in that promise :D

linsey: I love you and you are a fun roommate, Your faith and passion are beautiful to see and the lord is proud of all you do and Jesus and all his angels are giving you two thumb ups.


Whoever else read my blog, I love you and You are all precious and in the father's hands and his love edures forever. He is always with you and desire a deeper relationship with you. never be sacrifed on where you are with jesus, always go deeper.

Be blessed my friends

last night

I was out of the balmoral last night waiting for Jenea to get a movie and i was with adam, this guy was just staring at me and i was could i help you, he said no and then he gave and stood beside me and ask me if i want to go to the movie or coffee and he was saying stuff and giving me weird looks, I called adam over to me and told him about what was going on and told the guy to go away, the guy thought i was a working lady, i blowed up and i was do i look like a working lady because i don't. It was weird but good and happy that adam was there.

revelation 4:1-11 a true picture of what worship will be like in heaven and what can be like now on earth

After this I looked, and there before me was a door standing open in heaven. And the voice I had first heard speaking to me like a trumpet said, "Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this." At once I was in the Spirit, and there before me was a throne in heaven with someone sitting on it. 3And the one who sat there had the appearance of jasper and carnelian. A rainbow, resembling an emerald, encircled the throne. Surrounding the throne were twenty-four other thrones, and seated on them were twenty-four elders. They were dressed in white and had crowns of gold on their heads. From the throne came flashes of lightning, rumblings and peals of thunder. Before the throne, seven lamps were blazing. These are the seven spirits[a] of God. Also before the throne there was what looked like a sea of glass, clear as crystal.
In the center, around the throne, were four living creatures, and they were covered with eyes, in front and in back. 7The first living creature was like a lion, the second was like an ox, the third had a face like a man, the fourth was like a flying eagle. 8Each of the four living creatures had six wings and was covered with eyes all around, even under his wings. Day and night they never stop saying: "Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was, and is, and is to come." 9Whenever the living creatures give glory, honor and thanks to him who sits on the throne and who lives for ever and ever, 10the twenty-four elders fall down before him who sits on the throne, and worship him who lives for ever and ever. They lay their crowns before the throne and say:
"You are worthy, our Lord and God,
to receive glory and honor and power,
for you created all things,
and by your will they were created
and have their being."

recap of my last few days

Thursday:Kids for christ was fun with holly and linsey
knee drill which was pretty good, good prayer time and there was some breakthrough but not a lot.
learned some guitar from jenea, learn three chords, E,Em and D which was fun
had a 6 hours in the war room. good times with jesus and a few good revelation which one i shared already. The other was luke 14:26-27. Thought about the persons that i love the most and I need to love jesus more than them which is extreme some time but it is a command to love jesus than your parents,brothers, sisters, friends and family.

Friday:
after war room, went home and pack for my trip home to gibsons for the weekend.
got the ferry, try to sleep on the ferry but those chairs that they have on the ferry now really are not comfortable and really hard to take a nap.
got home and watch grease which was fun.
watch freaky friday on TV, not bad not great.
went to bed early.
Saturday:
went shoe shopping with my dad which was fun, have a discussion with the corp officers and a member of our church and my dad and myself about angels in the middle of the mall.
play computer games
watch a bit of the hockey game
have a long nap

Sunday:
went to church,sermon was quite good, the text was act 15-4-17.
had lunch
hearing from my mom,the things i wrote in an email a month about why i have been hoist against her this past years and it was important to me for her to write back but not important to her and according to her, she has no childrens. it was tough but i didn't allow it to affect me and how who i am. It is the spirit in her not her and a some revelations and discernment with regarding my mom and which was pretty intense to hear but they are good.
took my dog for a walk
talk with juan on msn
got an email that jill was going to be leaving so i pray for her.
call the apartments and Jill did go which made me sad and disappointed that i never got to say goodbye. wrote a comment on her blog, start to cry and when i went to bed i cry for a little a hour.

Monday
woke up at 7
almost miss the ferry
went to see my brother's graduation from UBC which is great. i am glad he decide to go to it because he wasn't go to but we all encouraged him to go and i think he is glad he went. one line in a speech stood out to me: If you want happiness for one hour, take a nap
if you want happiness for a day, go fishing
if you want happiness for a year, take a trip
if you want happiness for a lifetime,help someone else
my mom overacted and tooked off and we(the four kids went to find her and we did find her which was good. had to find my dad as well but it was a lot easier to find him than my mom
went for mongalinian food on broadway, so good, i high recommanded it.
went home to the apartments, chillin out there for a bit, went to recre8 and play cards with cherie,matt and a new friend that never been there named phil. it was pretty good night
chillin out with shorty and jonathan B until my war room and Jonathan really encouraged me(thanks for that jonathan if you read this) i appericate it a lot.
went to the war room, it was good shift.
sleep for a bit and went to cheries for lunch with jacynta and jeni which was fun and good times.

Jesus meets us where we are

In the war room last night i had a revealation that we desire to be like jesus right and Jesus meet people where they were and aren't we supposed to do the same? Perfect example of this would be the women of the well in John4:4-25. For example a drug addict, do we go and said sober up now or i not going to be your friend, no you are there for them in every step of the way as a friend when they are in the worst state high on crank or whatever or when he or her is been clean for a few months. Am i am right or i am wrong on this?
Now he had to go through Samaria. So he came to a town in Samaria called Sychar, near the plot of ground Jacob had given to his son Joseph. Jacob's well was there, and Jesus, tired as he was from the journey, sat down by the well. It was about the sixth hour.

When a Samaritan woman came to draw water, Jesus said to her, "Will you give me a drink?" (His disciples had gone into the town to buy food.)

9The Samaritan woman said to him, "You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?" (For Jews do not associate with Samaritans.[a])

10Jesus answered her, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water."

11"Sir," the woman said, "you have nothing to draw with and the well is deep. Where can you get this living water? 12Are you greater than our father Jacob, who gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did also his sons and his flocks and herds?"

13Jesus answered, "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, 14but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."

15The woman said to him, "Sir, give me this water so that I won't get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water."

16He told her, "Go, call your husband and come back."

17"I have no husband," she replied.

Jesus said to her, "You are right when you say you have no husband. 18The fact is, you have had five husbands, and the man you now have is not your husband. What you have just said is quite true."
"Sir," the woman said, "I can see that you are a prophet. 20Our fathers worshiped on this mountain, but you Jews claim that the place where we must worship is in Jerusalem."
Jesus declared, "Believe me, woman, a time is coming when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem. 22You Samaritans worship what you do not know; we worship what we do know, for salvation is from the Jews. 23Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. 24God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth."
The woman said, "I know that Messiah" (called Christ) "is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything to us."
Then Jesus declared, "I who speak to you am he."

Let me know your thoughts on this one. thanks and grace and blessings.

Posse out
RB

2chronicle16:9a

For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him.


Am i fully committed to him, I believe i am committed to him but there is always improvement for me to be more committed to him. How about you? How committed are you to Jesus?


Things are getting better for me due a wonderful time in the war room on tuesday morning and the prayer of nicole before going to the war room on msn. PTL for his faithfulness and goodness and his joy really come in the morning.


Blessings and grace to you all!

I Hate the enemy!

so in the last 4 days My three closest friends Jill,jenea and ashley room has been broken into and a lot of their things were taken from their room 202 and 203 in the empress hotel.

There has been a lot of attack on recre8, smoking,doing crank in the shelter area and just a lot of unpatience, greed and ungratefullness.

there was a 11 year girl that was kidnapped from melinda's house area on saturday's night, i think today that she was found today so praise the lord!

just weary and tiredness.


i been really been quite angry.

story

one clear and cold night on the streets of the Downtown eastside in an alley. There was a girl who was only 22 and her life consisted of putting needles in her arms or just whereever she could put them. She was in pain and angry at herself how her life has turned out. No one knows this girl existed. People walks by her and yelled and call her dirty names and things that weren't true. she has been hearding this things for a long time now so she has become numb to more. she want to escape this prison that she has made for herself of doing drugs, selling herself over and over again because this is the only way she can get the drugs off her drug dealer. Her desire is to be free, to have a meaning to life and to have hopes but how she ask herself. She has dreams and hopes for her future. will someone care and help these dreams to come to a reality or allow these dreams to fade away. The choice is yours.

playgrounds

So Adam,ted,chris,spike,ashley and myself went to the playground at the water fountians park last night and i known that there was something else beside rocks and wood chips to surround the park. it was like squashing material surrounding it. I believe it is an injustice for kids that they have to play in a playground where this is jaggy rocks and wood chips where they can get them stuck in their hands. Why can't the goverment put some sand or that same material that surround this park in chinatown. Your thoughts?

Jesus i want to fall in love with you

in open fields of wild flowers
she breathes the air and flies away
she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
he's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
someday she'll trust him and learn how to see him
someday he'll call her and she will come running
and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray

i want to fall in love with you

sitting silent wearing sunday best
the sermon echoes through the walls
a great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls

he's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
someday we'll trust him and learn how to see him
someday he'll call us and we will come running
and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray

i want to fall in love with you

it seems too easy to call you "Savior"
not close enough to call you "God"
so as i sit and think of words i can mention
to show my devotion

i want to fall in love with you

my heart beats for you


I don't want to just to said i love jesus, i want to fall in love with him more and more every day and that our intimacy grew deeper and deeper more and more.

highlights on what the lord has done in me so far this year

believing that i am beautiful. taking all my baggy clothes and my hats and taking it to the women centre and wearing more girly stuff but still have a part of my personality into my fashion
more freedom from lies of my past.
continuing to raising up to the calling of prayer warrior and seeing my prayer being answer.
continually to raising up in the gifts that the lord has giving me
meeting jesus in new places and hearing his voice more clearly
beginning to let go instead of keeping it all inside.
there is probably a lot more but i can't think of any more.
More love for people
Jesus is good and faithful, that is all you need to know for right now.

holy space

so yesterday for holy space we did 4 hours of confession and it was powerful. there was a lot of freedom for the holy session and myself so praise the lord! If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness 1 john 1:9 this verse will manifest throughout holy space yesterday morning.

psalm 111:9 claiming this verse for my family

He provided redempation for his people, He ordained his covenent forever, holy and awesome is his name.

Hallejuah Jesus you are all about redemption and i am believing in you that you are bring redemptation to my family and going to restoring my family into a family of love and accepted and thanks you for making me an intercessor for my family and i believe you and this will come true.

wind analogy

you can't see the wind but you can feel the wind
you can't see the god but you can feel him surrounding you.