5 mins ago

so i was on the way to blog about this morning class which was a blessing but god want me to blog about seriously what happened five mintutes ago, i met this man name vince and we were talk about religion and how he believe in incaration. he did most of the talking but the words that i did get in which were good. then at the end he pray for me that i would follow the most high being. i so didn't receive it and as he was pray i was praying over him in tongues in my mind. we left the conversation and he follow me for a bit and said some more words and all i said is bless you.

jesus i pray for vince and i know you created him before in the foundation of the world and i know the theif only want to kill, steal and destory all the good things you have for him, which is perfect. Open his eyes to the truth that you are the only living god. there is nothing like you. no gods are best than you. you are the best and everything is good only come from you. thanks you for answer prayer to open my eyes for opportunities to respond to your lost sheep. hallejuah.

Please pray for vince. got any stragetics about preaching to people that do believe incarnation and how do you get words in with people that only want to have a one side conversation?

none

you are special to jesus and you are his.

class this morning

Elaine Gillingham is here to teach the war college about various of things for this week. It is so good to see her and melinda and darren. anyway, today she taught on Mercy and Justice and that our hearts are to be full with compassionate, to have do what Jesus did, as he saw a need,He filled the need. That our eyes were blind to things we see around us, pray for our eyes that we will see what jesus see and respond to what we see. The things in this area is not normal and that personally convicted me that i had been here for a year and as i walk the streets, i just choose to walk by it as it is normal. It is not normal to see people being twited out on the streets, seeing people shooting up in an alley or people sleeping on the sidewalk. My heart had been cactused and hardened to what going on here. Jesus had been speaking to me about already so it was just confirmation for me. we had heart surgeon this morning, allow the holy spirit to clean off anything that was hindering us to have his heart.

Jesus my eyes are blind, i come to you right now, i ask that you lift the covering that the satan has put over my eyes with the stuff down here. May i have your eyes to see and i would respond because i know the stuff down here is not normal, guard my heart against it being harded, keep it softed. that i would love like he did and feel what he feels. amen

the love of a kid

i was out with oliver this evening, we were walking back to the apartment and oliver had his eyes open for opportunities to bless other, this man couldn't reach his cane as he was going on the bus and oliver seriously ran over and pick up the cane and said to the guy here is your cane. The guy just smiled and then Jonathan B came around and oliver gave him a hug and jonathan was like thanks a lot bud i really need that tonight. It was so cool.

thanks you jesus for oliver and the love that you pour into him so he can pour that love on other people and thanks for the opening his eyes to allow him to see who need your love. thank you that i get learn from him to be more like you and more childlike because i know in your word it states in mattrew 18:3-4:And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. 4Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. amen

short story i wrote about my childhood

Long time ago, there was a house where a a family of six and this family lived in chaos. Parents always fighting and arguing. There were four children that had to live with that for all of their childhood and through their teens and into their adulthood. John, Obadiah, Ruth and sapphire were all brothers and sisters. There were times of fighting and arguing but mainly they all stuck together.Ruth, john, and Obadiah usually tease sapphire and didn't like to want to spend too much time with her. Sapphire did not really feel much attention and accepted on who she was. Some days she felt like an outsider in her own home. Their parents had mental illness and no structure was established in the house so all the children could not really build any friendships especially for Sapphire because it was hard for her to make friends. She only had a couple of friends because of the state of the house she lived in. Friendship change and the friends she had all of them talk behind her back phoning her and set her up to said mean things to the other person that was on the phone listening in. Sapphire was loner, no desire to live anymore, she felt unworthy , unloved, unaccepted in society and this depression took over her. She attempt suicide but someone walk in before she did it. Things got a bit better for sapphire but she still desire a deeper relationship with her mom but it never really happened. This guy came into Sapphire's life and he took over and this guy was named Jesus. Jesus is the hope and he began to redeem things in sapphire life like friends and the love and accepts she desire all her life. Jesus strength sapphire's relationship with her sibling and he continually to redeem things in sapphire's life and her life and future look better and better Satan is on this earth only to kill, destroy all good things. He try to break sapphire's family apart but God is much bigger and stronger and he is ruling over her family and making it stronger.

cool qoute

The greatness of a man's power is the measure of his surrender."
William Booth

The more we surrender to god the more power from him manifests through us, how cool is that?

Jesus Help me to trust you more and completely surrending every aspect of my life because you are trustworthy and may your power be seened in me. Amen

last night

so i was working at the shalon hotel last night and at 2:30 this two police officers came to the door, i let them in and they came into the office, they were looking for someone on a warrent, anyway i couldn't find what they need so me, jeoff, rob talk for almost a half a hour about my life and their life. it was a cool experience.

things that make me happy

the Martyrs
tracy noble
Lucy(my dog)
revelations
ciara, joshua, noel
Aaron and cherie
steve danielle and zion
The holy Session(especially someone you know who you are)
Ice cream
Oliver
Hanging with Heather and Rob last year, miss you guys
hanging out with Jesus
laughing about nothing
War room
614 community
Melinda and Ken
Lyric, haven and serene
Elaine and Ian (miss you guys)
Jacob, hannah, cailtyn and jeremiah
seeing people come home to Jesus
words of encouragments
Tara
watching movies

Trust + Obedience= blessing and gifts from Jesus

i was in the war room last night and had this revelation. I was reading deut 28:1-13 and this what it said: If you fully obey the LORD your God and carefully follow all his commands I give you today, the LORD your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. All these blessings will come upon you and accompany you if you obey the LORD your God: will be blessed in the city and blessed in the country. The fruit of your womb will be blessed, and the crops of your land and the young of your livestock—the calves of your herds and the lambs of your flocks. Your basket and your kneading trough will be blessed. You will be blessed when you come in and blessed when you go out. The LORD will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven. The LORD will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put your hand to. The LORD your God will bless you in the land he is giving you. The LORD will establish you as his holy people, as he promised you on oath, if you keep the commands of the LORD your God and walk in his ways. Then all the peoples on earth will see that you are called by the name of the LORD, and they will fear you. The LORD will grant you abundant prosperity—in the fruit of your womb, the young of your livestock and the crops of your ground—in the land he swore to your forefathers to give you. The LORD will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands. You will lend to many nations but will borrow from none. The LORD will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the LORD your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom
Roman 9 :33band the one who trusts in him will never be put to shame.
Jame 1:17:Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.
Then Jesus show me a picture of a christmas tree and him giving out gift one by one and he gave me one and i ask him what it was and all he said was open it and it was a gold block at said trust in me. I received the gift that he has given to me. Will you accepted the gifts he has for you?

1 cor 13:4-8

The Lord has drawn to this passage many times during the last few weeks,
4Love is patient, how patient are we with each other?
love is kind. how kind are we toward each other
It does not envy, Is there any envy in the body?
it does not boast, Are we boasting only in the lord or is the body boasting about other things
it is not proud. Is there any pride among us the body?
5It is not rude, Are we rude or do we speak gentle and kind toward each other all the time
it is not self-seeking, is the church seeking christ's face or itself
it is not easily angered, is there any angry among us?
it keeps no record of wrongs. do we hold grudges against people?
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. do we focus more on what is evil in this world instead of believing that our god is bigger than anything and he promises to redeem this world.
It always protects, do we believe the lord is our protector?
always trusts, do we think the Lord is trustworthy? to completely surrending everything to him.
always hopes, Do we believe in the hope that only from the lord, because he is the hope
always perseveres. are we giving up or keeping fighting this fight?
Love never fails. do we believe that?


Jesus Show us how to love like you love and help us to experiences the love that is only express in your word, may we be able to experience the fullness of your love. Fill us with your love please jesus. thanks that love never fails! Shower us with your love and help me to love like you do more and more each day i am on this planet.

none

Preach the gospel at all the time, sometimes use words

Action speak loudly than words, that is so true. To live out your faith is better and using words but when situations come then use words

street combat last night

Every tuesday night we hit the streets to street combat and we pray it up before we go out and we were just praying for salvation would take place that night. This two guy came up to us where we praying ask how do i getting into this jesus guy? seriously like 5 mins after we just pray for salvation, the guys were drunk so there wasn't any salvation but they did agree to go to a cell tonight. Me,Ross and xander intercede for denise and Andy Mcdonald as they talk with this guy. After we finally lefted the clock, my group went up to needle park, we saw julia(the one in the wheelchair) She is usually really talkative to me but she was just yelling and actually threated my partner to hit him with a glass bottle. I declare freedom and the chains will be broken off her and she will see that her life can and will be better. At the soup truck Jenea and kath said they met this guy and he was asking a lot of questions about Jesus. Last night street combat was good.

meaning of my full name

Rebekah: Devoted one
Brenda: fiery hill, sword blade
Voila: from the name voilet and voilet is a royal colour
Clara:Clear, Bright
Lucy: Light
Jane: gracious, merciful, God is gracious

mark 11:24

Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours

from the archives

i was reading my some of the thing i wrote last year and i came across this

here some cool quotes and shocking statitics all in american though.
In america, the divorice rates are double, teen suicide rate has tripled, voilent crime has quadrupled, the prison population has quadrupled, the birth rate out of marriage has risen 6 fold. couple living together out of marriage has risen sevenfold.
-decades of self-centered living and wordliness in the church of america. years of compromise and toothless gospel preaching. So true so true
-we need a revolution!
-but this revolution will be different than other revolutions including the revolution that birthed our nation more than 200 year ago, this revolution will not be fought with earthy weapons of destruction , not with guns and knives and bullets and bombs- it will be fought with the message of the gospel, with the love of god , the power of spirit, with radical holiness, with sacrifice , compassion, and courage. it will be jesus's revolution!
-our revolution is fueled by the power of the gospel, and the gospel does the voilence of the forces of hell.
- the gospel is a treat to the kindgom of darkness, the gospel does voilence against the forces of hell. WE MUST RECOVER THE FULLNESS OF THE GOSPEL OF JESUS!!!!! I believe the gospel can change a nation or a community, the church is sum what sugarcoating the gospel

Rathering than seasoning the world like salt and brightening the world like light, we now smell and taste like the world , and its darkness is snuffling out our lamps, Rather than setting captives free by the power of Jesus's blood, many of us are being ensnared and enslaved, making a mockery of that sacred blood. Rather than making disciples of sinners and teaching them the ways of god, many of us are being discipled by them, learning their ways, imiting their lifestyles and conformating to their values.

the divorice rates today among the evanglelical is higher than the divorice rate among the atheists. Now that is scary!!!!


It is time for the church to stand up , wake up , speak up and act up!!!!

none

I now have two jobs, One taking care of 6 years old boy name oliver a couple days a week and working security at the shalon hotel. I had done 2 shifts at the shalon hotel alright and there will be more. I like it. Pray for strength and i will get to know the names of the people that lived there because names are important. Praise the lord for the provision he is giving me this days. Hallejuah

I will walk in freedom, For I have devoted myself to your commandents. Psalm 119:45
Jesus became sin so we didn't have to, He took all our sins so we can be free and the truth will set you free and you are free indeed. So why are we still sinning?
We need to walk in the freedom that the lord has given to us.
To be blameless and spotless before the king of glory. May we devoted ourself completely what the scriptures are saying.

Father I will bring Glory to your name, Anyone know the reference to this scripture?

Jesu help us to walk in the freedom, that you have gone through for all of us so we wouldn't have to and i thank you for your freedom, where the spirit of the lord, there is freedom and we are free indeed when we have you. Hallejuah

What Yahweh is teaching me this days

Confidence in reading out loud
Boldness
that he really is Our provider
His faithfulness
that every blessing he pour out, that i turn them into praise
Humility
How not take the spirit of offense,god put them in life to teach me something
taking every thought captive and make them obedient to christ
His love
Love of other people
Using my gifts that he has gave me to bring glory to his name and blessing other people in my community
patience
tuning more into his voice and allowing him to speak over me the seeds of truth and taking the roots of death out of me
His calling and purpose for me are good
Thankgiving