my dreams

to see the nations bowing down and declaring christ is lord
to see the body of christ to raise up as the bride of christ as christ as the head of the body,lead us on.
to see the church going out into the streets and do mission and sign and wonders.
more healings, miracles, raising the dead, healing the sick, casting out demons
to see the church work as one body, one truth and one spirit, to see unity among the church of the downtown eastside and other church over the world
my personal one: to move to brazil and work in an orphanage and have a family of my own and be a mother to the nations

this year

This year as a phase 2 has been a big learning curve for me, i learn more about myself this year and how to deal with situations with myself and with other people that come across that same cirstumstances. I really grew in a lot of new gifts like healing and wisdom and growing the gifts i have already attained. i am learning to get things dones before the deadline or you will get disappointed if you do not do it . i receive a lot of freedom this year and really believing that i am beautiful and that i am starting to dress more feminine like which is great. i am learning to pray about things before i make a rational decision. I really matured this year and through the trials i went through this i am strong and more wiser than i was last year. praise the lord. i am growing in having an intimacy relationship with jesus and in those places he has gives me pictures to draw,songs, poems and stories and it is been fun and exciting. that is all i can think to write at this moment. well Love you all. RB

In other news: i will be 23 in 2 weeks, i will be starting my course on oct 16, so excited!
my Job is good.

nothing

so i got a three day weekend this week off of work, that was nice. Graduation was fun. Spent 2 hours with Heather yesterday afternoon, that was lots of fun. we went for starbucks and mainly i talked about my year. good times good times, i am glad we got the chance to get together. oh had to said goodbye to ashley on friday that was hard, i know i will see her again, not sure when in the physical but we will see each other in heaven. Now i am in Gibsons, visiting my parents and my brother before he go back to edmonton and of course my beautiful dog, lucy which may need to have surgeon because there is something growing inside her lip which is not good and if it is go down then it is ok but it grow bigger than she will have to go into surgeon. going out for dinner and going to hang out with my good friend erin until i have to catch the last ferry back to vancouver.

a little more about myself

1. FIRST NAME? Rebekah

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? The Rebekah in the bible, the women that married isaac
3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? last night at knee drill

4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? yes

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCHMEAT? turkey breast

6. KIDS? no but i am planning to have my own kids and fatherless kid of the nations as well

7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Of course ... cause I'm awsome! :) LOL

8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? yup. It tends to be a kind of sporatic thing, though. I go through phases.

9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? not so much

10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Yup

11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? I would love to...but probably not the free way!!

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL? vector

13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? sometimes

14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? physically, I'd like to think so but i could be more strong in the physically, spirtually for sure, the joy of the lord is my strength
15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? choc-chip mint!

16. SHOE SIZE? 9

17. RED OR PINK? Red is my favorite colour

18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? not speaking out what the lord some time when he speaks to me but i am learning to speak things out when he does speak.

19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? not sure, a lot of the martyr sessions, i am going to be miss a lot of holy session.
20. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? no
21. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? black and black sandels

22. LAST THING YOU ATE? a slice of pizza that mattrew bought for me.
23. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? i am in the apartments and i am listening to a few people talking about conversal issues like a abortion, stuff like that.
24. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? red because it is my favorite colour
25. FAVOURITE SMELL? sweet pea body spray

26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my mom
27. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO? eyes

28. YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? yes a lot!
29. FAVOURITE DRINK? java chip fraccuppio and chocolate milk
30. FAVOURITE SPORT? basketball, soccer and hockey
31. EYE COLOUR? brown

32. HAT SIZE? not sure

33. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Nope

34. FAVOURITE FOOD? pasta

35. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING? a little bit of both

36. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED AT THE MOVIE THEATRE? pirate of the caribbean part 2

37. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? gray and orange

38. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer

39. HUGS OR KISSES? hugs!

40. FAVOURITE DESSERT? sundee from macdonald

41. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? no one but i chose to blog this instead

42. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? no but comments would be nice with more about yourself

43. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? i am reading one but can not remember the title
44. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV? nothing i do not own a tv

45. FAVOURITE SOUNDS? acousic guitar, violins,

46. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES? beatles

47. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROM HOME? going to europe this summer
48. WHAT'S YOUR SPECIAL TALENT? rolling my tongue
49. WHEN & WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Sept 11 1983 vancouver BC

50. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? aurora ( love you lots)

The Lord speaks to his children

I want to break off the lie that the lord does not speak to his children, that is a lie from the pit of hell, he want to speak to his children, to brings truth and revelation to a dying world. Lately the lord has been be speaking to me more clearly and it is been freaking awesome.
i been getting sweet pictures for my work place. I am a dishwasher at a resturant, he put me as in a place of humility and serventhood. As i wash dishes that are filled with filthy and crap over all of them, it is a prophetic act of the people of my work place their sin are washed away and their garments become like white as snow.
tonight at knee drill which last like 4 hours, glory to god. we were singing over and over again that the lord is holy. i have a revelation that jesus is holy and holiness brings hope,freedom,restoring everything. Holiness brings life and jesus bring life to the fullest.
the name of the lord today is the spirit of revelation which is freaking awesome

i have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.I do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for nothing!"

Be crucified in christ is costly, will you leave everything behind and be crucified? , jesus cruficed my flesh, my desires and dreams, more of you and less of me

rations this morning

i go to work early to hang out with Jesus and pray for the day before i go into work,
i wrote this 3 line poem,
If though things do not alway makes sense, You still are faithful and just
When things go wrong in my life, you are gracious and compassionate to clean me of all of unrighteousness
In this world, Your love always endures forever.

The doctrine get together tonight at captain steve court's house grow to like 10 people to watch doctrine 6 but it skip so we went to number 9. good discussion and good times. Doctrine 10 tommorrow hopefully at 7:15 or 7:30.

I really like comments, and no i don't blog to get comment but it is always good to get feedback. anyway good night and god speed and god bless you all and god bless the general and the salvation army.

last few days

Thursday: Work 10.5 hours, went to knee drill for the last 30 mins, it was good. went and did recre8 for jacynta. just feeling really unappericated at work and just need to be encouraged

Friday: Work 10.5 hours again, got $25 from tip money than i lost it, it fell out of my pocket, went to recre8 and chill out there. Lost my cell phone. Went to the all night of prayer, that was great, i miss the first one. I was really got blessed and encouraged which i need. We did listening prayer and one of thing that stood to me:
mattrew 18:4 therefore,whoever humble himself like this child is the greatest of the kingdom of god and Roro really felt like i was a picture of that scripture. it was really cool. i am valued and i am important part of this body which i know but it is alway good to be reminded of that. friday is a long day but a good day and an answer of prayer of be encouraged.

saturday: slept for 3 hours until 10, went to a house meeting for 2 hours, went back to sleep for a few hours. Red Robin with ashley,juan,steve from recre8 and kathleen. good times good times. went to steve court to watch a movie of the doctrines, the general brown does have the best voice in the salvation army :D It was good and a trip to denny which steve court came along for the first time and he preach in denny, it was powerful stuff. steve confirmed that word that roro said to me the night before so was awesome. It is a good night


Sunday: slept until 10, went to Harbour light corp for the first time, anthony preached a good message of sermon of the mount, praise the lord and holiness. there was powerful testimonies of the lord cleanse their sin of all unrighteouness and make them more holy. Hallejuah, i was happy that i went. just chilling out and blogging and writing my essay for school and writing emails. Mattrew champ is beautiful.

verse of the day

“If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.”- Romans 14:8

nothing

it is 1am and i am wide awake, not sure why so i thought i should blog . Anyway God is Faithful always. God is good all the time if though we do not see it. God is our healer, he has restore my heart, praise the lord. He is the lord of peace and lords of lords. Kings of kings. He is Immunel, great i am, prince of peace,alpha, beginning and the end. conquering warrior, the one that sit on the throne, the one that is worthy of our worship. He is always working among us, open our eyes lord to see where you are working so we can work aside you. I want to be your hands and feets. Gracious father, father to the fatherless, our lover, beloved, The head of these army. The one that conquer the grave, saviour, reedemer and friend. The one that makes things happen. The lamb was stained. Holy one. restore all things. anyway that is all for now. Peace out.
RB

knee drill last night

Last night at knee drill, we went into different group on the character of jesus like our lover, the one that is worth of worship, conquering warrior and there was another one i can't remember. Anyway i went to the our lover group and mattrew champ was reading out of song of songs and all the way through the passage i had a picture of me walking down a staircase with an beautiful dress on and nice shoes and as mattrew champ read out arise my beautiful one and come away with me, i tripped and jesus came and help me up as he spoke these words to me and then we went into a huge ballroom and we dance together. it was really cool!

On street combat on tueday, we were all frustrated at the end so we all sat down on hasting and we encouraged each other, good times. Crystal see me that i heard the lord really good and she see me as a prophet which was confirming for me because jesus has definality blooming that gift in me and it is really cool.


I work out things with jonathan, things are good now, i am 70% done and he think i could be done by december. there is part of the race i still need to run before i can receive the prize at the end. he spoke truth into me and pray over me, it was good.

pray for healing for my wrists, i hurt them doing my job and it is affecting my performance, i got some support guards so i think they will help.
that is all for now
RB

For the LORD takes delight in his people; he crowns the humble with salvation. ”- Psalm 149:4

BC Day

Happy BC Day everyone is from BC. I worked 6 hours today, it was pretty warm in the kitchen but it was busy so the time went quickly and i got double today instead of time and half which i thought i would of beening getting but i found out it was double so i made 20 dollars a hour instead of 10. woohoo. I am really excited to tithe again. I have not been able to do it but now i can and it is awesome. Praise the lord because he is good and his love endures forever.

Jesus Love you all very much. The Jesus in You nevers fails

Not completely understanding all this, maybe someone could shine the light on this.

Apparently i can not graduated phase 2 because i did not meet the requirements because i went to europe after it was ok by steve court. Apparently i do not have an enough minstry hours and that i miss a lot of war rooms shifts and leadership seminior which i email jonathan when i was in europe to ask what they were talking about it seminior so i would not be completely lost when i returned. I really need to talk to jonathan about this personally because i believe i should be able to graduated and part of the holy session are backing me up on this one. I am been in tear last night and this afternoon. This is really important to me so i just really need to deal with this soon. I really hope this is all works out. I believe in faith it will and i will graduated.

In other news: I am doing great, I am blessed and falling in love with jesus and it is great. I love him a lot, he is really great.

Work is good, i like it there a lot. i got a new bike so i can ride to work and now working to finish off the paperwork for getting into school in the fall. Things are going well for me. anyway Love you all.
RB

funny storie

Last Night, Ashley, DARREN AND MYSELF WAS AT THE CELERDATION OF LIGHTS, A HUGE FIREWORK DISPLAY IN VANCOUVER. WE WERE WALKING HOME AND THERE WAS A LARGE CROWD SO I DID NOT WANT TO LOSE ASHLEY SO I PUT MY ARM AROUND HER BUT IT WAS NOT ASHLEY IT WAS A RANDOM CHINESE GUY, IT WAS FUNNY. GOOD TIMES. THE FIREWORKS WERE GREAT. BETTER THAN ITALY ON THE FIRST NIGHT WHICH WAS JULY 26.

I passed my entrence exam!!!!!!!

So a few months ago i wrote my entrence exam to get into early childhood eduction for next fall but i did not passed so gina the program director gave me another chance, i went to carneige and refreshed my memory and i wrote it again yesterday. I Passed!!!!!
So Excited! It is a big breakthough for me as well. PRAISE THE LORD HE IS FAITHFUL TO HIS PROMISE! I am madly love with him, he is freaking amazing. Be blessed my friends and may Jesus reveal himself to you in a new and excting way this weekend and the following week.