Wednesday, March 26, 2008

poetry

i want to give you fullness
i want to give you joy
i want to give you peace
i want to give fruit that will last

all you need to do is to believe and it will come

take it and run with me, run toward me, the author & perfector of your faith
every good gift come from above

this is my desire for you
i have gave you the keys, all you need is to click the key to unlock the door and all of the treasure of heaven will fall on you.

Delight yourself

Delight yourself
Delight yourself
Delight yourself
in the lord

and he will give you the desire of your heart
align your heart to mine and i will give you the desires of your heart

I have good things for you
Every good gift come from you above.
This morning, Doug Burr was talking about healing old memories and one came to mind and since i have done my life has been different which is great and here it again:
So this morning during my quiet time with Jesus, I was reading my bible and praying for people but I couldn't concrente on praying so I ask Jesus why? Because you and me have to deal with something, a negative memory of your childhood, I was like that make sense why I couldn't concentrate on praying. I ask what the memory was, it was the memory of my elemaranty school days when I always walk alone at recress and lunch and alway seeing people having fun with their friends and me playing on the tire swing by myself. i was like we starting to deal with my issue of rejection, jesus was yep we sure are. i ask where we going to do this, are we going to our meeting place. No was the response of jesus, we are going where it is all tooked place,the school ground of my elemany school. so i ask jesus how we were going to do this, he was like you are going to go through the memory but this time asking where i was in this situation and of course i was ok. so it starting me walking around the school yard,ask where jesus was and of course he was right beside me linking with my arm as we are skipping around the school yard. Jesus was a young child. so i went to the swings, i sat on the swings and i ask jesus where he was, he was the one that was pushing me on the swings. he pushed me in the back of me. he gave me a underduck and just walking in front of me and push on my feet as i swang back and forth, i got off the swing and went to the tire swing,ask where he was and he was the one that was pushing me and then he jump on the tire swing with me and we both could feel the wind in our hair and the sunshine bleaming down our faces. Then we went to the playground, we played tag and he was trying to chase me, i was too fast for him, he came back behind me and gave me this huge bear hug and i turned around to embace him, me and him just stood there for a while just embacing each other and just continually to play tag with smiles on our faces and this childlike joy came over both of us. It was sweet. the last thing he said was if you are feeling rejected by man, you are alway accepted by me and i am your friend and i want to spend time with you so come and chill out with me. i was like ok.

Friday, March 21, 2008

The cross archive

Lately the pictures that the lord is showing me is all about the cross. The fuel of our being is from the power of the cross. I am the person i am today because of the cross. so much grace, forgiveness,mercy, passion and the greatest of this is true love. No greater love is this is that would lay down his life for a friend. what a mighty friend we have in Jesus. I just being thinking why is that we just remember about the cross just at easter, should we being remember it always. he died for us so we could live, hallejuah! He is called us to die to our flesh and pick up our crosses and follow him with the life he is the only one that give us life so we could give it back to him for his purpose and his glory. He has started a good work in all of us, He wants fullness for his people. i remember in my high school yearbook one of my goal in life is to live life to the fullest and quoting mattrew champ, life is too short to be miserable. He did not just died for you and me, he died for the pimp, johns, the doctors that do abortions, gays and prostitutes. Hallejuah.
Lord i am sorry for complaining about my life this days, You have provide me with learning opportunies, if though it been hard sometimes, the perservence and endurance is building character and nothing to compare to the perservence and endurance you need to endure on the journey of the cross for me and the rest of the human race, thanks you for the cross and how
much power is the sacrifice you did for us.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

How great is our god, i love this song.
HOW GREAT THOU ART O Lord my God, When I in awesome wonder,Consider all the worlds Thy Hands have made;I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder,Thy power throughout the universe displayed.Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,How great Thou art, How great Thou art.Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,How great Thou art, How great Thou art!When through the woods, and forest glades I wander,And hear the birds sing sweetly in the trees.When I look down, from lofty mountain grandeurAnd see the brook, and feel the gentle breeze.Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,How great Thou art, How great Thou art.Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,How great Thou art, How great Thou art!And when I think, that God, His Son not sparing;Sent Him to die, I scarce can take it in;That on the Cross, my burden gladly bearing,He bled and died to take away my sin.Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,How great Thou art, How great Thou art.Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,How great Thou art, How great Thou art!When Christ shall come, with shout of acclamation,And take me home, what joy shall fill my heart.Then I shall bow, in humble adoration,And then proclaim: "My God, how great Thou art!"Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,How great Thou art, How great Thou art.Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,How great Thou art, How great Thou art!
Wednesday, February 22, 2006

story
Sapphire was walking through this setting, this setting was not new to her, it reminded her of this friend of her, He walked the same path 2000 year ago. Step by step Sapphire could feel and heard the voices on the edges of the path that was mocking and cursing this man. This man was filled with compassionate, love and mercy. As Sapphire walk along this path the same feelings came over her. She walk up this huge hill, there stood three crosses standing tall and there she had a flashback of what happened to this man 200o year ago and now she is walking the same path as he did. He was beaten, tornoted,nail to the cross. Tear streamed down her face and bow in amazement of this man sacrifice, he died for me. He died to be my freedom, He died to be my daddy, he died for joy, he died for my future, he died for my hope, He died for my family, he died for the redempation of all mankind. As Sapphire bowed in amazement of this man's love and grace, she thinks to herself, i am not worthy of all this love, i have done not good thing, that man walked behind her and bow right next to her and whisper in her ear, i have made you worthy of this grace and love through the power of my name, you are my daughter and you are accepted and adopted into my huge family. Who is this man? His name is Jesus Christ.
Posted by Rebekah Barnum
Friday, August 05, 2005

psalm 67:2-4
2 that your ways may be known on earth, your salvation among all nations. 3 May the peoples praise you, O God; may all the peoples praise you. 4 May the nations be glad and sing for joy, for you rule the peoples justly and guide the nations of the earth.Jesus already resigns in the world because he finished that when he died on the cross and rose from the death but he doesn't rule over of the world. We are the ones that has the authority and power that he has give us to rule over all the nations so why are we not tapping into his authority and power. i also hope this all making some sense
Posted by Rebekah Barnum
Friday, January 07, 2005

there is so much power in the blood of jesus
we as christians usually forget how much power in the blood of jesus. there is so much power in the cross and what jesus did on the cross for us. He took ALL of our sorrows and pain so we wouldn't have to. hallejauh! let us not forget how powerful the name of jesus and what he did for us. he is can tranformed anyone just like that cause of the cross. Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and praise!” revelation 5:12. we are worthy cause he made us worthy. how awesome is that?


Jesus thanks you for the cross and the life that come from it. thanks you for die for me when i was still in sin.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

The Good Samarian

On wedensday, i went down to the crosswalk to do my laundry and i walked all the way down there where i found i left my keys at home, then a guy that look really out of place, he ask me what is this place and i told him that it was shelter and we run a coffee place in the back 4 nights a week. We introducing ours self and his name is jame king, he walk with me to the haven and he received some information from the shelter worker at the haven, then we walk to my house and got my keys and walk back to the crosswalk to put my laundry in, where we met Aaron white on the street and he suggested belkin so i walk with him because he would of totally got lost and at first belkin only could put him on the waitlist and i said i know stephen bell and belkin said to Jame to come back at 9 because i known steve bell, that was pretty cool. he wants to take me out for coffee to thanks me for being there and helping out and making sure an effort to get him a place.