recap of my last few days

Thursday:Kids for christ was fun with holly and linsey
knee drill which was pretty good, good prayer time and there was some breakthrough but not a lot.
learned some guitar from jenea, learn three chords, E,Em and D which was fun
had a 6 hours in the war room. good times with jesus and a few good revelation which one i shared already. The other was luke 14:26-27. Thought about the persons that i love the most and I need to love jesus more than them which is extreme some time but it is a command to love jesus than your parents,brothers, sisters, friends and family.

Friday:
after war room, went home and pack for my trip home to gibsons for the weekend.
got the ferry, try to sleep on the ferry but those chairs that they have on the ferry now really are not comfortable and really hard to take a nap.
got home and watch grease which was fun.
watch freaky friday on TV, not bad not great.
went to bed early.
Saturday:
went shoe shopping with my dad which was fun, have a discussion with the corp officers and a member of our church and my dad and myself about angels in the middle of the mall.
play computer games
watch a bit of the hockey game
have a long nap

Sunday:
went to church,sermon was quite good, the text was act 15-4-17.
had lunch
hearing from my mom,the things i wrote in an email a month about why i have been hoist against her this past years and it was important to me for her to write back but not important to her and according to her, she has no childrens. it was tough but i didn't allow it to affect me and how who i am. It is the spirit in her not her and a some revelations and discernment with regarding my mom and which was pretty intense to hear but they are good.
took my dog for a walk
talk with juan on msn
got an email that jill was going to be leaving so i pray for her.
call the apartments and Jill did go which made me sad and disappointed that i never got to say goodbye. wrote a comment on her blog, start to cry and when i went to bed i cry for a little a hour.

Monday
woke up at 7
almost miss the ferry
went to see my brother's graduation from UBC which is great. i am glad he decide to go to it because he wasn't go to but we all encouraged him to go and i think he is glad he went. one line in a speech stood out to me: If you want happiness for one hour, take a nap
if you want happiness for a day, go fishing
if you want happiness for a year, take a trip
if you want happiness for a lifetime,help someone else
my mom overacted and tooked off and we(the four kids went to find her and we did find her which was good. had to find my dad as well but it was a lot easier to find him than my mom
went for mongalinian food on broadway, so good, i high recommanded it.
went home to the apartments, chillin out there for a bit, went to recre8 and play cards with cherie,matt and a new friend that never been there named phil. it was pretty good night
chillin out with shorty and jonathan B until my war room and Jonathan really encouraged me(thanks for that jonathan if you read this) i appericate it a lot.
went to the war room, it was good shift.
sleep for a bit and went to cheries for lunch with jacynta and jeni which was fun and good times.

Jesus meets us where we are

In the war room last night i had a revealation that we desire to be like jesus right and Jesus meet people where they were and aren't we supposed to do the same? Perfect example of this would be the women of the well in John4:4-25. For example a drug addict, do we go and said sober up now or i not going to be your friend, no you are there for them in every step of the way as a friend when they are in the worst state high on crank or whatever or when he or her is been clean for a few months. Am i am right or i am wrong on this?
Now he had to go through Samaria. So he came to a town in Samaria called Sychar, near the plot of ground Jacob had given to his son Joseph. Jacob's well was there, and Jesus, tired as he was from the journey, sat down by the well. It was about the sixth hour.

When a Samaritan woman came to draw water, Jesus said to her, "Will you give me a drink?" (His disciples had gone into the town to buy food.)

9The Samaritan woman said to him, "You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?" (For Jews do not associate with Samaritans.[a])

10Jesus answered her, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water."

11"Sir," the woman said, "you have nothing to draw with and the well is deep. Where can you get this living water? 12Are you greater than our father Jacob, who gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did also his sons and his flocks and herds?"

13Jesus answered, "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, 14but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."

15The woman said to him, "Sir, give me this water so that I won't get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water."

16He told her, "Go, call your husband and come back."

17"I have no husband," she replied.

Jesus said to her, "You are right when you say you have no husband. 18The fact is, you have had five husbands, and the man you now have is not your husband. What you have just said is quite true."
"Sir," the woman said, "I can see that you are a prophet. 20Our fathers worshiped on this mountain, but you Jews claim that the place where we must worship is in Jerusalem."
Jesus declared, "Believe me, woman, a time is coming when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem. 22You Samaritans worship what you do not know; we worship what we do know, for salvation is from the Jews. 23Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. 24God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth."
The woman said, "I know that Messiah" (called Christ) "is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything to us."
Then Jesus declared, "I who speak to you am he."

Let me know your thoughts on this one. thanks and grace and blessings.

Posse out
RB

2chronicle16:9a

For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him.


Am i fully committed to him, I believe i am committed to him but there is always improvement for me to be more committed to him. How about you? How committed are you to Jesus?


Things are getting better for me due a wonderful time in the war room on tuesday morning and the prayer of nicole before going to the war room on msn. PTL for his faithfulness and goodness and his joy really come in the morning.


Blessings and grace to you all!

I Hate the enemy!

so in the last 4 days My three closest friends Jill,jenea and ashley room has been broken into and a lot of their things were taken from their room 202 and 203 in the empress hotel.

There has been a lot of attack on recre8, smoking,doing crank in the shelter area and just a lot of unpatience, greed and ungratefullness.

there was a 11 year girl that was kidnapped from melinda's house area on saturday's night, i think today that she was found today so praise the lord!

just weary and tiredness.


i been really been quite angry.

story

one clear and cold night on the streets of the Downtown eastside in an alley. There was a girl who was only 22 and her life consisted of putting needles in her arms or just whereever she could put them. She was in pain and angry at herself how her life has turned out. No one knows this girl existed. People walks by her and yelled and call her dirty names and things that weren't true. she has been hearding this things for a long time now so she has become numb to more. she want to escape this prison that she has made for herself of doing drugs, selling herself over and over again because this is the only way she can get the drugs off her drug dealer. Her desire is to be free, to have a meaning to life and to have hopes but how she ask herself. She has dreams and hopes for her future. will someone care and help these dreams to come to a reality or allow these dreams to fade away. The choice is yours.

playgrounds

So Adam,ted,chris,spike,ashley and myself went to the playground at the water fountians park last night and i known that there was something else beside rocks and wood chips to surround the park. it was like squashing material surrounding it. I believe it is an injustice for kids that they have to play in a playground where this is jaggy rocks and wood chips where they can get them stuck in their hands. Why can't the goverment put some sand or that same material that surround this park in chinatown. Your thoughts?

Jesus i want to fall in love with you

in open fields of wild flowers
she breathes the air and flies away
she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
he's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
someday she'll trust him and learn how to see him
someday he'll call her and she will come running
and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray

i want to fall in love with you

sitting silent wearing sunday best
the sermon echoes through the walls
a great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls

he's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
someday we'll trust him and learn how to see him
someday he'll call us and we will come running
and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray

i want to fall in love with you

it seems too easy to call you "Savior"
not close enough to call you "God"
so as i sit and think of words i can mention
to show my devotion

i want to fall in love with you

my heart beats for you


I don't want to just to said i love jesus, i want to fall in love with him more and more every day and that our intimacy grew deeper and deeper more and more.

highlights on what the lord has done in me so far this year

believing that i am beautiful. taking all my baggy clothes and my hats and taking it to the women centre and wearing more girly stuff but still have a part of my personality into my fashion
more freedom from lies of my past.
continuing to raising up to the calling of prayer warrior and seeing my prayer being answer.
continually to raising up in the gifts that the lord has giving me
meeting jesus in new places and hearing his voice more clearly
beginning to let go instead of keeping it all inside.
there is probably a lot more but i can't think of any more.
More love for people
Jesus is good and faithful, that is all you need to know for right now.

holy space

so yesterday for holy space we did 4 hours of confession and it was powerful. there was a lot of freedom for the holy session and myself so praise the lord! If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness 1 john 1:9 this verse will manifest throughout holy space yesterday morning.

psalm 111:9 claiming this verse for my family

He provided redempation for his people, He ordained his covenent forever, holy and awesome is his name.

Hallejuah Jesus you are all about redemption and i am believing in you that you are bring redemptation to my family and going to restoring my family into a family of love and accepted and thanks you for making me an intercessor for my family and i believe you and this will come true.

wind analogy

you can't see the wind but you can feel the wind
you can't see the god but you can feel him surrounding you.

Jesus will calm the storm in our lifes

luke 8:22-26
One day Jesus said to his disciples, "Let's go over to the other side of the lake." So they got into a boat and set out. As they sailed, he fell asleep. A squall came down on the lake, so that the boat was being swamped, and they were in great danger.
The disciples went and woke him, saying, "Master, Master, we're going to drown!"

He got up and rebuked the wind and the raging waters; the storm subsided, and all was calm. Where is your faith?" he asked his disciples.
In fear and amazement they asked one another, "Who is this? He commands even the winds and the water, and they obey him."

he can & he will calm the strong winds and the raging waters that comes in our lifes sometime if we just ask him to and give us the peace and rest that only comes from him.

tonight

I have never had a baby sleep on me until tonight. I was at cherie's house taking care of domanic and noel mainly and domanic fall alsleep on me for like a hour, it was really cool.
I have a picture that what Jesus wants to do with his children, to take them in his arms and surround us with his loving arm and allow us to rest and i realized that i really stay a lot of time over at the white last year and it was great but it seem i have not gone over there a lot this year and i realized how much i miss hanging out there.

Good times :D

Ephesian 4:29

Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.

God grant these verse among the believers in your church in this entire world please Amen.

corp anniversary

we celerbate our fourth anniversary at xculture tonight. Praise the lord for the wonderful things that the lord has pour out on 614 vancouver. Forever god is faithful, forever god is strong, forever god with us. forever. Praise the lord for his faithfulness in the last 4 years in vancouver!

nothing

i love you all very much in different ways even the ones that i don't know i love you anyway. blessing :D

Memories of this year and last year

This Year:
Red Robin with Jill, Ashley, Juan after knee drill
Girl talks with nicole, Beracah
, linsey going until 4 in the morning
Denny with ashley, phil and mattrew.
moving into the apartment
House warming party
Movie nights
New year eve with Joshua, Phil, bec, jacyna Juan and myself having comminium at midnight and going to crab park and burning something of Juan and hang out
christmas break talking until 4 or 5 o clock in the morning and watching movies.
Phil and myself crazy adventure to gibsons
the war room being redecorate
Jaime R coming to visit
girl party with linsey, nicole, beracah in our room
doing listening prayer with olivia, xander and bec after knee drill in tinseltown
good times with ashley just talking or watching rent or phantom of the opera
my 11 hour war shift on my 22 birthday. going out with dan,melissa,kirsten to have coffee and watch GI jane at darren and going for slurpee with jaime R and nicole and the shalon girls.
Raw
living with lois and her sister for a month in DH1 and getting to know those loving lady.
midnight hide and seek at crab park with a bunch of people
falling off a swing at oppheminer park
going down head first with ashely on top of me going down the slide
Tag in HMV with ashley, phil and matthew champ.
Deep cove adventure with ashley, holly,jenea and roro and seeing holly hanging on the edge of the cliff and being on the top new.



Last year:
Starbuck with heather and laughing so hard that my steam milk went all over the place.
Becoming a solider with melinda
go to cariboo with jamie,travis,lins, esther
go to see win a date with drew barrymore with esther
six 2-5am war shifts in a row last summer
reading order and regulations on melinda's bed to prep for solidership
hanging out in 107 with jen,phil, lins, joshua watching movie, playing monopoly.
starbuck with esther
slurpees run with Jamie and others
random walks with rachael, Jaime and beracah through Gastown.
fireworks with travis
firework with traci noble and fight off people over and over again to fight for the good seats that we got there to get.

Anyway What is your favorite memorie over the last 1 year or two years?