fullness, soltiude time

Saturday April 26/2008

On solitude

First I walk into the forest where I saw Jessica and walk on a log and through the dry grass. Just giving thanks and asking for direction and I went back to the church where I was reminded of one of my favorite verse Isaiah 41:9-10. The lord led me to this random path up the road from caribou. the so I decide to go down, as I walk I thought the journey with the lord is sometime is uncertain and just need to trust that he will lead you and not let you be lost. He told me to stop at this grass spot so I did and just going through the psalms and listens to the song obsession by delirious which the chorus sings and my heart burns for youand my heart burns
And my heart burns for you and I came across a verse that really was fitting to the song I was listening to. It was psalm 13:5-6 which said: I trust your love,
And I feel like celebrating
Because you rescued me.
6You have been good to me, LORD,
and I will sing about you. He was reminding me of his goodness, that he has given me provision before and he will do it again and he already start to do that and be thankful in that and be humble in that as well. He was reminding me of relationships I have people and how he brings his goodness through them. Kristin how he brought her in my life and how sweet are our relationship is. The whites and the Evans and Jenea and Donny and Stephanie and Kirsten, the lord just want me to pray and thank him for these relationships by name and he also asked me to pray for more faith, I also listened to the song Faith by Jason Upton. Then I went back to the church and sat on the hill and try to sleep but I could not but I pray for my lips, that the words of my mouth and the mediation of my heart would bring honor to his name, my heart would trust and believe in the promises of the lord, my mind would be fill with the peace of the lord in stressful situation and for my ears that I would hear his voice more clearly. it was a great and refreshing time and i need it :)