collection of my poems

Joy Gifter
why do i get depressed or sad
You are the apple of my eye and the real joy gifter
Your smile will be my smile
May i seek your face and see you smiling over me
take away this sadness, replace it with a garment of joy
annoint me with the oil of joy for your name sake
Remove all doubt and allow me trust in you more
i want to relate on you more, not man
you are my best friend and nothing will ever change that
thank you for the pain and heart ache you had to go through for me to have a relationship with me, i will ever praise you and be forever grateful to you,i give you my life, all to you, all to you, that is all i give you is my life and my love.


The Voice of Truth

There are so many voices in my head
which one do i listen to?
One voice is saying " you are ugly"
But the other voice saying Come up here, my beloved and my darling
One is saying you are not worthy
Other one is saying "you are sitting in the heavenly places"
One voice is saying You will never do anything good with your life"
The voice of truth is saying " My Plans for you will give you a hope and future"
One voice is saying You don't need any help with anything, you can do on your own.
The Voice of truth is saying Your help from me and carry each other burdens
I choose to listen to the voice of truth.



Goodness
I see your goodness surrounding me
It is in trees
It is in the sea
It is in the wind, sky and the sun
It is on the shoreline
It is in the waves crashing against the rocks
It is in the people around me
Every good and perfect gift come from you
It is in my family
It is in my friends
May i have the eyes to see your goodness more
You are good all the time


Holy is the lord Almighty

Holy is the Lord Almighty
May your glory fill the skies of this earth
for your name sake.
Come and judge this world
Display your marvelous goodness acrooss this land
May your servents of this earth declare your holiness each day and night
until your arrival back on this earth
You are holy
YOu are worthy to receive all power, wisdom, glory and strength

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As i was walking up to cartneige to check emails and blog today, i had a picture in my mind that Jesus was singing this words over each of the women of the east side:
Beautiful One I love you
Beautiful One I adore
Beautiful One My soul must sing
Nothing on this earth is beautiful as you.

Key Ilustration

Picture of set of keys: You got your house keys,car keys and keys to your workplace. if you use your house key for your car or your car for your workplace it wouldn't work because the key for the purpose that you need it for only will work. It is the same way with heaven, Jesus is the key and you can try to use other methods to get to him but there is only one key to get to heaven Which is Jesus by his blood he shed on the cross.

If we are the body

But if we are the body
why arent His arms reaching?
why arent His hands healing?
why arent His words teaching?
and if we are the body
why arent His feet going
why is His love not showing them there is a way

Jesus is the way

1 Corinthan 12:12-20 The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. For we were all baptized by one Spirit into one body—whether Jews or Greeks, slave or free—and we were all given the one Spirit to drink. Now the body is not made up of one part but of many. If the foot should say, "Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 16And if the ear should say, "Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body," it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 17If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18But in fact God has arranged the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20As it is, there are many parts, but one body.

We need everyone in the body to do their part, if one person is not doing their
part, the body is off balanced.

Jesus thank you for the body of christ, May you teach and guide how to use your gifts that you has given us, i pray for a spirit of unity among the churchs please. amen.

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Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. ”- Ephesians 5:19-20

Thank you for Steve and Danielle and Zion
Thank you for Melinda and Ken
Thank you for Haven Serene and lyric
Thank you for ciara, joshua and noel and the new life in cherie's belly
Thank you for Cherie and Aaron
Thank you for providing for me
Thank you for your grace
Thank you for your freedom
Thank you for Heather & Rob and the gillinghams family
Thank you for all the martyrs, bless them abuntantly
Thank you for Darren, Sean and Steve Bell
Thank you for the holy session
Thank you for life
Thank you for community
Thank you for your love
Thank you for Oliver and Jacob
Thank you for everyone in my life that has blessed me and taught me something

promises from scriptures that i claiming for me right now

Delight in the lord, and he will grant you with your heart desires Psalm 37:4

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. Mattrew 7:7-8


Seek the kingdom first and the lord will provide the needs that you need to live off, i am not sure where it is.

Jehovah-Jirah The Lord that provides

Shout out to Phil

10 Reason i love my brother in christ phil A

10. He lets me choose the movie that i want to see
9 He always leaves messages on my blog
8 He love Jesus with all his heart,soul, mind and strength
7 He know he is supposed to be here in vancouver
6 His encouragment
5 His love for the people of the eastside
4 His love for Recre8
3 His awesome leadership
2 his teachable spirit
1 his Joy

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I like kids, they are fun.
i been taking care of lyric, haven and serene for last three days while melinda is away on the journey and it been really fun.

in the memory of my sister Lois walker

My sister in Christ, Lois walker passed away this morning in the hospital, if though i am sad she is gone but i am also rejoicing because she is in heaven dancing with Jesus and she has no pain, No more tears and no more disease, Hallejuah. i will treasure her friendship and her advices she gave me when i was living out at Q1 and how she help get my focus back on my orginal calling and i will be ever gracious for that. i treasured the time i got to spend with her up there and really getting to know her. She will be very missed and i love her and one day i will see her in heaven.

Jesus i thank you for Lois and her life that was devoted to you and i pray for her sister, Esther right now as she is grief that you will surround her with your love and grace and as a community we will surround her with support and love. amen

shout out to kirsten Ivany

kirsten,
daughter of the king,
the joy of the lord is her stength
the beauty of the lord shine through her brightly
Her smile light up a room
Her laugh is make other people laugh as well
How i am happy she is here in Vancouver BC

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update
i apply at safeway, A&W and an nannie agency on the net(which i found from the vancouver newspaper so it is a vancouver agency and the shalon hotel.
i got a call from the nanny agency but i couldn't hear the number on my voicemail but it still on my phone but i can only get it the next time someone send me an voicemail, i know it is weird but my cell is a old phone, i am blessed to have it though and i didn't have a pen at the time, lesson learned all the time carry a pen, it is alway a good idea to carry a pen. i am madly love with jesus right now, my squad really blessed me on thursday which was a blessing. i am blessed by members of the holy session.
thanks for the prayers, i appericate it a lot :)

update

i am really not doing so hot right now.
i am sick
I have no Job and i am getting really frustrating about not having one or finding strong leads that go to a job. i am not sure what i am supposed to do with this
trying to get help from god and he is not really help, making me doubt him and shatter my faith which is not good because i don't want to deny him, i love him a lot and i want to serve him but these past 2 months have been hard for me so i been relying on people more than him because people are helping me out in this area more than he is.
Not sure where i fitted here as a phase 2 student. i am doing kid minstry with lindsay and nicole which is good but i sore of feel that i am just tag along with them and i am not really need there. i want to established something new but not sure what and it stinks big time.
God has give me a big dream on opening my own orphanage one day and i have no idea how to get there.
any that is what is going on with me
Prayer & encouragment would be appreciated right now. thanks you
:)

God's names by alphabet

Alpha
The Beginning
Christ
Deliverer
Emmanuel
Friend of sinners
Giver of life
Holy one
Jehovah Jireh the one who provides
King of the nations
Lawgiver
Mighty one
New Life
Our Potter
Prince of peace
Q
Rock of my salvation
Savior of the world
Teacher
The Uncorruptible God
Vine
Wonderful one
X
Yahweh
Z

today

so i woke up thinking that i was going back to gibsons for thanksgiving and i am now. my parents were supposed to put money in my account so i could get home but they didn't because cirstumances. Sadly i have no job so i was crying because i want to be with my family for thanksgiving but thanks to community i got what i need to get back here. Praise the Lord but the Lord was teaching me through this. I realized i am dependant on people more than god because more people are helping me get a job than he is
not lean on him as much as i should
doubt that he is my jehovah jirah "the one that provides"
proverb 3:5-6:
Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight

I need more trust and faith

Lord i want to trust you more, i know you are jehovah jirah and i thank you, i pray that you show that name to me more and more please. i want to depend more on you.

Try Tears- William Booth
Jesus Wept

Jesus has been releasing me in the area of tear intercession and it is been very cool and new for me.

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You are the God of the broken
The friend of the weak
You wash the feet of the weary
Embrace the ones in need
I want to be like You, Jesus
To have this heart in me
You are the God of the humble
You are the humble King

1 peter 5 :8-9

Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.

Here in Vancouver the enemy is definality attacking unity and family. He has been targetting the weakest of the group but hallejuah that when we are weak the lord is strong. We need to fight against the enemy schemes or pray the full of armour of god every day but all so clothes yourself with love and the blood of the lamb.

Lord i hate to seeing the enemy taking my friends away and seeing my friends in addiction being won instead of victory in Jesus. You have called every people of this session for a purpose. You have called them and appointed to be here so please teach us to how to fight again the enemey schemes. Amen