shout out to kirsten Ivany

kirsten,
daughter of the king,
the joy of the lord is her stength
the beauty of the lord shine through her brightly
Her smile light up a room
Her laugh is make other people laugh as well
How i am happy she is here in Vancouver BC

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update
i apply at safeway, A&W and an nannie agency on the net(which i found from the vancouver newspaper so it is a vancouver agency and the shalon hotel.
i got a call from the nanny agency but i couldn't hear the number on my voicemail but it still on my phone but i can only get it the next time someone send me an voicemail, i know it is weird but my cell is a old phone, i am blessed to have it though and i didn't have a pen at the time, lesson learned all the time carry a pen, it is alway a good idea to carry a pen. i am madly love with jesus right now, my squad really blessed me on thursday which was a blessing. i am blessed by members of the holy session.
thanks for the prayers, i appericate it a lot :)

update

i am really not doing so hot right now.
i am sick
I have no Job and i am getting really frustrating about not having one or finding strong leads that go to a job. i am not sure what i am supposed to do with this
trying to get help from god and he is not really help, making me doubt him and shatter my faith which is not good because i don't want to deny him, i love him a lot and i want to serve him but these past 2 months have been hard for me so i been relying on people more than him because people are helping me out in this area more than he is.
Not sure where i fitted here as a phase 2 student. i am doing kid minstry with lindsay and nicole which is good but i sore of feel that i am just tag along with them and i am not really need there. i want to established something new but not sure what and it stinks big time.
God has give me a big dream on opening my own orphanage one day and i have no idea how to get there.
any that is what is going on with me
Prayer & encouragment would be appreciated right now. thanks you
:)

God's names by alphabet

Alpha
The Beginning
Christ
Deliverer
Emmanuel
Friend of sinners
Giver of life
Holy one
Jehovah Jireh the one who provides
King of the nations
Lawgiver
Mighty one
New Life
Our Potter
Prince of peace
Q
Rock of my salvation
Savior of the world
Teacher
The Uncorruptible God
Vine
Wonderful one
X
Yahweh
Z

today

so i woke up thinking that i was going back to gibsons for thanksgiving and i am now. my parents were supposed to put money in my account so i could get home but they didn't because cirstumances. Sadly i have no job so i was crying because i want to be with my family for thanksgiving but thanks to community i got what i need to get back here. Praise the Lord but the Lord was teaching me through this. I realized i am dependant on people more than god because more people are helping me get a job than he is
not lean on him as much as i should
doubt that he is my jehovah jirah "the one that provides"
proverb 3:5-6:
Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight

I need more trust and faith

Lord i want to trust you more, i know you are jehovah jirah and i thank you, i pray that you show that name to me more and more please. i want to depend more on you.

Try Tears- William Booth
Jesus Wept

Jesus has been releasing me in the area of tear intercession and it is been very cool and new for me.

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You are the God of the broken
The friend of the weak
You wash the feet of the weary
Embrace the ones in need
I want to be like You, Jesus
To have this heart in me
You are the God of the humble
You are the humble King

1 peter 5 :8-9

Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.

Here in Vancouver the enemy is definality attacking unity and family. He has been targetting the weakest of the group but hallejuah that when we are weak the lord is strong. We need to fight against the enemy schemes or pray the full of armour of god every day but all so clothes yourself with love and the blood of the lamb.

Lord i hate to seeing the enemy taking my friends away and seeing my friends in addiction being won instead of victory in Jesus. You have called every people of this session for a purpose. You have called them and appointed to be here so please teach us to how to fight again the enemey schemes. Amen

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Jesus i thanks you for this opporitunity to serve a community again this year. i thank you for the opporitunity to pour into the new war college students, may you teach how to do that because right now i don't know how. Jesus i thank you that you give me dreams and plans to do but i don't do them so i pray right now that you will teach me to be a person that do the things that she said she is going to do. i thank you that you are good and soveign. i don't see your faithfulness right now but i know you are faithful and you have been faithful to me in the past and i thank you. you said you will provide your children with all their needs. I pray you provide me a job in the next week please. i know you will do and i trust in you that you will deliver me. Help me to fight for one not just waiting on you to get me one and teach me to be a mighty warrier for you even more than you already have. You are good and your love endures forever. You are faithful to your promises and i thank you and i love you. Amen

luke 9:1-2

When Jesus had called the Twelve together, he gave them power and authority to drive out all demons and to cure diseases, 2and he sent them out to preach the kingdom of God and to heal the sick.

i was reading this morning during my devotions and i was wondering if we are jesus disciples which we are we should have this power and authority. why are we not tapping in that power and authority jesus has given us. Your thoughts?

knee drill

So last night we were asking what was jesus's heart was for the downtown eastside and this what he showed me.

Redemptive
Luke 15
Jesus cries over the eastside of vancouver
i saw a black veil over the people's eyes of the downtown eastside and little by little the veil was beening lifted off and a beam of sunlight burst through the crack of the veil.
It was pretty cool night

The voice of truth

To all the martyrs
Jame 4:8:Come near to God and he will come near to you.
i was praying for all of us and this verse came in my mind over and over again for all of us.
praise the lord
Jesus i thank you for my friends and i just pray for them right now that they will desire to come closer and closer to you each day of their life. to desire a deeper and more inimate relationship with you.
Amen

It is not about you, It is all about the king of kings. Focus on him
Jesus thanks you for this reminder it is not about me, it is all about you. help me to fixed my eyes on you more and more each day. amen

jesus is our safety net

i keep having this vision over and over again.
i am on tightrope and jesus is on the other side of the tiperope encouraging and spurring me on to walk to him. my eyes are fixed on him, i lose my balance but there is net there to catch me.
Jesus is alway there to catch me when we falled.
it is super cool

your goodness

I see your goodness surrounding me
It is in the trees
It is in the sea
It is on the shore
It is on the streets
It is in the peoples around me
It is in my family
It is in my friends
Every good and perfect gift come from you
Let me see your goodness around me more and more each day

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Is Jesus is faithful to his promises. Your thoughts?
In my life most definality he has.

Birthday

Today is my 22th birthday and i was praying about i was supposed to do and i was hearding 12 hours war room shift in the 24-7 prayer room we do here in vancouver so i did. 11pm -11am. it was good times. around 5am i did sort of dozing off but not too much.
Revelations that come from that: Jesus is your safety net. Psalm 121
Ask the lord for a word for me.

blessing and grace to you all

God is good ALL THE TIME we just don't have the eyes to see his goodness. Jesus i pray that you would open my eyes to see how really good you are. amen

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jesus had your face in his mind as he got beaten and carrying the cross and everytime he thought he couldn't do it, he look at your face and his thoughts were : i can do this i can do this because i will be able to have you forever.

today

Melinda and I went to the beach today and we went to jesus and ask him to realize things that he want to get rid of in us and of course he did. i saw myself with rocks and seeing things on those rocks and throwing them into the ocean and that what i did and i got rid of unworthiness,believing in the lies that i was ugly and fat,unbelief and non-lovely and more stuff and as i did this more things came up and i dealt with it. it was awesome and as i was doing this jesus show me this picture of this jaw and as i throw the rocks of stuff the jaws were chewing them. I feel more freedom and lightner so praise the lord for deliverance. He is my deliver and he can be your as well, just let him :)