what age do you act?

***You Are 18 Years Old***


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


What Age Do You Act?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/

war room last night

last night in the war room i had a hard word from the lord, it was out of ezekial 36:25-26 which says:I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols. 26 I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. Lately my heart has become hardened for the things i see down here. i walk by people twigging out on the streets or putting needle in their arms and i feel nothing. I have become judgemental,bitter and angry. Jesus please break my heart. Remove my heart of stone and make it a heart of flesh please. Thanks you for your grace and love. pray for me thanks :D

verse of the day

“ Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. ”- 1 John 3:18

Think of something to show someone that you love them today.
Grace and blessings

Cell Tuesday night

In Cell on Tuesday, we did a cell talk on 1 john 4 about loving each other, we were asked to state an example of when we show unconditional love to someone and I remember that the time when I was doing street combat last year and I was walking by with my partner and Adam pointed out a girl that was crying and after he pointing her out, I went and just sat down and let her cry on my shoulder and also cried with her, I pray with her and gave her a hug. I left with a state of that was cool but what did I do different in the girl life but Adam told me after that night Nicole told her boyfriend to screw himself because he was making her selling her body on the corner and she hasn't done it since. It was a huge encouragement and that love really make a different. PTL

story

Sapphire was walking through this setting, this setting was not new to her, it reminded her of this friend of her, He walked the same path 2000 year ago. Step by step Sapphire could feel and heard the voices on the edges of the path that was mocking and cursing this man. This man was filled with compassionate, love and mercy. As Sapphire walk along this path the same feelings came over her. She walk up this huge hill, there stood three crosses standing tall and there she had a flashback of what happened to this man 200o year ago and now she is walking the same path as he did. He was beaten, tornoted,nail to the cross. Tear streamed down her face and bow in amazement of this man sacrifice, he died for me. He died to be my freedom, He died to be my daddy, he died for joy, he died for my future, he died for my hope, He died for my family, he died for the redempation of all mankind. As Sapphire bowed in amazement of this man's love and grace, she thinks to herself, i am not worthy of all this love, i have done not good thing, that man walked behind her and bow right next to her and whisper in her ear, i have made you worthy of this grace and love through the power of my name, you are my daughter and you are accepted and adopted into my huge family. Who is this man? His name is Jesus Christ.

my struggle right now

i have put like 60 resumes or more out in the last 3 weeks and i haven't received any callback or any emails regarding any interested, it is so hard to keep positive and words from my mom doesn't help either, saying you are not self-sufficent, i am feel sorry for you because you have a hard finding a job, i am unemployable. I am frustrated and i know that the enemy wants me to be frustrated and i don't want to be frustrated, i want my eyes on jesus, My provider. All i want is a job so i can do things like pay rent and sponsoring a child and fun things like movies and going out and eating with friends and stopping living off my parents, i hate it and i don't want to do it anymore, why haven't i got a job, is it me, is my attuide not good, do i give off a negative attuide. Why will noone hired me? I have good quailitys and skills. I don't understand it all but it is not my control, it is the hands of the kings of kings and lords of lords. I am believe in his faithfulness and his provision and i know it is coming, fruit of my labour is coming. i can feel it and just mean i need to pray more.

Verse of the day

[Love one another ] This is the message you heard from the beginning: We should love one another. ”- 1 John 3:11
Love unconditionally not just surfaced level love, love like 1 corinathian 13 type of love. It is a command to love one another not just a good idea so as the nike slogan said just do it.

Stay tuned, My sermon on colossian 3:1-4 is coming soon :D

pictures of the storm

My Parents send me some photos of a storm that hit my hometown last weekend, it is all clean up now but it is still crazy, things like these don't happen in small town like Gibsons

My weekend

Friday
Went to the extreme prophetic thing that is starting up every friday night except for this week at 138 E cordova across the street from harbourlight, come out it will be fun and you will be blessed, seeds were planted, healing tooked placed and it was just fun. for the first i got a word of knowledge to go to blood alley so that was sweet, met with clint and he is involved with Jacob well and jubilant rooms which like right beside i am living so that was pretty sweet. told him about recre8 and he was quite intersted and said he was going to but i don;t know he actually did or not.


Saturday
slept in really late
went and play ulimate frisbee golf with my sister and my brother and two of his friends , it was cool and fun and feedback from people who were playing i didn;t do too badly for the first time beside accidently hitting my sister in the head. then my sister went to safeway and got something to cook at my place which was delicious,
my sister and i dealt with some things which were bothering us which was awesome, went to the movie night at melinda's house and watch a bad movie, the sequal of jumbagi but it was still fun. she had a good time and want to go back, the plan she was going to spent the night but she went to a party but i was fine with because she came a long a way, last year she didn;t want to come down here and now she came down and meet some of my friends and she want to come back which is amazing, praise the lord! i got a email from a couple asking if i can come and take care of their child which is an answer of prayer.


Sunday
Got Andrea to cut my hair, it is layered up to my shoulder,it looked cute
went to recre8(our coffee bar) and played apple to apple which was good.


overall of my weekend:8 out of 10

Went to a starfeild concert last night for 5 dollar, It was amazing! good times of praising the lord.

led pray the bible this morning and we pray for nations. it was sweet :D

psalm 9:9
The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. WOOHOO amazing promise that people can find refuge in a safe place and he is our stronghold in times of trouble.

This morning

So this morning during my quiet time with Jesus, I was reading my bible and praying for people but I couldn't concrente on praying so I ask Jesus why? Because you and me have to deal with something, a negative memory of your childhood, I was like that make sense why I couldn't concentrate on praying. I ask what the memory was, it was the memory of my elemaranty school days when I always walk alone at recress and lunch and alway seeing people having fun with their friends and me playing on the tire swing by myself. i was like we starting to deal with my issue of rejection, jesus was yep we sure are. i ask where we going to do this, are we going to our meeting place. No was the response of jesus, we are going where it is all tooked place,the school ground of my elemany school. so i ask jesus how we were going to do this, he was like you are going to go through the memory but this time asking where i was in this situation and of course i was ok. so it starting me walking around the school yard,ask where jesus was and of course he was right beside me linking with my arm as we are skipping around the school yard. Jesus was a young child. so i went to the swings, i sat on the swings and i ask jesus where he was, he was the one that was pushing me on the swings. he pushed me in the back of me. he gave me a underduck and just walking in front of me and push on my feet as i swang back and forth, i got off the swing and went to the tire swing,ask where he was and he was the one that was pushing me and then he jump on the tire swing with me and we both could feel the wind in our hair and the sunshine bleaming down our faces. Then we went to the playground, we played tag and he was trying to chase me, i was too fast for him, he came back behind me and gave me this huge bear hug and i turned around to embace him, me and him just stood there for a while just embacing each other and just continually to play tag with smiles on our faces and this childlike joy came over both of us. It was sweet. the last thing he said was if you are feeling rejected by man, you are alway accepted by me and i am your friend and i want to spend time with you so come and chill out with me. i was like ok.

my weekend

Friday
went to my sister's place, was going to watch a movie but couldn't installed the dvd drive in her computer, she watched a tv series and i played on her computer. slept over at her place.

Saturday:
slept in, the power went out due the strong winds the night before. talk to my brother that lived in edmonton, he is doing well. went home to my new place, reorganized my room, went to 218 in the shalon hotel and made a card for someone. went to the movie night at melinda and ken house, watched Lord of War, good movie

Sunday
Slept in quite late, called my sister, she didn't pick up, finally got a hold of her and met up with her and my brother, went to my aunt's place for dinner, saw my 2 cousins, 2 aunts and my uncle that i haven't seen for awhile. it was good, went home and chill out in 202 and talk with ashley about her weekend, went home and read my book and went to sleep.

overall of my weekend: 6.5 out of 10

prayer for the saints

Jesus i thanks you for all the good gifts you pour over all your saints across this globe. I thanks you for your angels that concern us and you send them out to protect, guide us on the path that you have set us on. Lord i pray for that you would shower down your blessings of finacial resources over the 614 community as well as other churchs around this globe. Teach us to fight against the enemy schemes, help us to fix our eyes on you more and not focusing on what the enemy is doing in the midst of us. I pray for that we would spurring each other on this fight, that we encourage each other each day, raise more encouragers in the church, Arise our faith where there is unbelief and doubt. Teach us how to love you more and the lost. i pray that you release a cry in our heart for the lost and a refreshing passion to see them turn their eyes upon the kings of kings and lord of lords instead of the worldly things. Help us to be real with each other as one body. Help us to believe that we have gifts that you have given to us and that we would use them for the glory of your name and to edify your body. Open our eyes on what you are doing holy spirit and let us have ear to hear what the spirit is doing in the midst of us. You are good and your love edures forever and may your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Praise his holy name. I pray for instantly healing. Raise up more healers in the church please Father. You are amazing and we give you all the glory and honour and praise for you are alone is worthy of our praise. Hallejuah


If you feel lead to add a prayer, go for it, pray continually

GOD OF JUSTICE (WE MUST GO)

God of Justice, Saviour to all
Came to rescue the weak and the poor
Chose to serve and not be served
Jesus, You have called us
Freely we’ve received
Now freely we will give


We must go live to feed the hungry
Stand beside the broken
We must go
Stepping forward keep us from just singing
Move us into action
We must go
To act justly everyday
Loving mercy in everyway
Walking humbly before You God
You have shown us, what You require
Freely we’ve received
Now freely we will give
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out Lord

Since we sang this song at knee drill last thursday, can't seem to get out of my head