Me out front of the international headquarter of the salvation army in London on the way to the global threatre to see a play. we were just walking by because i know it was in london but not sure where so that was cool. 

 
Me hugging the canada bear on the berlin walking tour. It like the spirit bears in vancouver. it for fundraising for kids,it was mainly for tourist that came to germany for the world cup. It was cool 

 

me in my salvation army shirt and my sister and miltary solider in the czech replubic, so cool just before we went and saw a miltary church which was destroyed by the russians,those pictures are still coming on that.

 
Me in the cave in the czech replubic, it is the only thing we could touch but it suppose to be a good luck charm but luck is for pagan but it was cool picture anyways 

 

Me,sam,deborah,my dad and my dad's friend ester from scouting on a bridge over prague castle at night. 

back in vancouver

our flight was 10 mins late arriving in Vancouver. My mom was at the airport so that was good to see. My sister freaked out that she did not get her phone so we had to stay the airport for like a hour more to wait for her to cool off. finally got on the bus and i got home and saw sean,he was the only one home that i knew,that was exciting. talk with some of the battle school people and then went to see if the whites were home so i went to the court-stickland and saw zion and steve court, that was good to see him. i talk with him for a while and i told that i could not do my rations and he did not want to talk to me until i did so orders of the captain, i grab my bible and went to crab park and read through some psalms, good times and just chillin out in the sun and i read this guy's letter, it was all about his house in parkville which had a grown operation and that he need to clean up the house more than he did. went for pizza and as i walking around the corner and i saw ashley, so excited to see her and i gave her gift of her fanta and she was excited and love it. went to cherie and aaron place and chill out there and told them about my trip and noel gave me a hug when i came in. it was so cute, man i miss that kid and dominac of course and ciara and joshua. went home and saw katie and crystal, they were excited to see me as i was excited to see them. it is good to be home. Had a great time in europe though!

end of my trip to europe

well by this time tommorrow i will be back in vancouver after 5 weeks travelling across europe with my family. there has high points and some low parts but the high point definality upweighed the low points. we saw the vinacaci city in rome before we lefted and the st.paul catherdal. no viewing of the pope. we had a crazy time getting to the airport and then a quite stressed time trying to get through security. apparantly my dad's leatherman knife was in my sister when they put through the security cameras and she was ask to open her bag and then the guy was miss you have a gaint knife in your bag and you need to stay calm and deb is like we are going to miss our flight. they found it and deb didn't know that it was in there because it was in there from lunch the day before and deb thought oh let throw it away and my dad was no because he work for that knife for 25 years so he ran back to the bag check to check it to fly it to london well this was all happen our plane was already supposed to be boarding and we have like 5 mins. so we were all stressed out and wondering if we were going to be make this flight and deb my sister thought she left her passport at the security and it was in her purse in the whole time and my sister and i ran and got there with 2 mins to spare and my brother was our plane is not here yet. it was delay and no one told us it was going to be delayed so we stressed out for no reason. so we got to london and the underground was closed so deb and i need to get to the place we were going to stay for time in london. we got on the bus and the kindness of strangers we got there quite late . anyway there will be more storys in time so wait. love you all

Last few days

Well we left Germany, we left Florence and we have a car for 3 days driving through the places where my grand dad fought in the war. That was great to have car for a few days. Went to war cementy where my uncle was buried. It hit home quite a bit. We went to casino and saw more sites of where he fought and saw panama where this whole city was covered in ash and it was found by archeologist. It was pretty cool and now we are in Rome, saw the coliseum yesterday and some churches and it like a mother Theresa school and outside of it there is a statue of mother Theresa and all the beautiful architect in Rome is great. Saw the Spanish steps which was under construction and this huge fountain, that was gorgeous. We are going to the sixteen chapel tomorrow which I am exciting about. Saw the David that Michelangelo sculpted that was great and some renaissance painting. Off to London tomorrow for a few days and back in Vancouver by 1:30pm on Monday,July 17. I will see you all soon for the one are in Vancouver. Pictures will come shortly when i returned to vancouver.

last few days

I was in Hamburg, saw Esther, that was amazing and fun. she showed me the city, it quite beautiful. It was just a blessing to hang out with her again. we wrote a postcard from hamburg together, it will be delivered to war room. we went for a bike ride around this huge lake right after germany win over argentina, that was so awesome to be in germany when that happened! We went to berlin for canada day and stay there for one night. we met like 6 other canadians so that was so awesome. we celerbrated. we all went to this club where there was three room, one was alternative music,one was hip hop and one was techno, it was pretty cool. next day we went on the city walking tour of berlin, that was awesome. saw where the berlin wall was and where hilter bunker was and all that good stuff. so much information and so much history in berlin, i like that. i got a picture from a couple that live through when the wall was teared down and they pitch some peice of the wall and sell them for tourist which i think is a cool idea. so i now have authenic peices of the belin wall. went to pisa, went to the lean tower of pisa and took the good pictures of pushing the tower over and be crushed by it and holding it up. Now we are in florence and then rome. i am excited about rome. Hey did you guys get the postcard that i sent to the 219 main street from olomac(the czech replubic) i hope so. anyway i love you all and miss you a lot! i have a pretty good time with my family but i will definality have to go back to europe and doing it all different. it quite hot here like 30 degrees. i got a little burn on the walking tour of berlin but it is not hurting that much. anyway that is all for now. Happy 4th of july for all the americans and happy belated canada day for the canadians.

from europe

hello my friends
highlights from europe in the last few days


The caves were so cool!
Football match spain and saudi aradia was awesome! So much fun. cheer for saudi aradia
visit my relatives which was great to meet them. hang out with my second cousin which was fun
going to see esther tommorrow

Comments please or email me. i want to hear from you guys. I miss you a lot!

Dubany day number 1

woke up after sleeping in quite comfortable beds, went to ester ika dads friend pub for breakfast and coffee and tea. czech coffee is strong but good. we went to the grand buzyous castle out in the mountains which was beautiful. green meadows all along the way and it was quite flat. we had audio tour guide which was in czech but we had our friend that spoke the lanuage so he translated for us and we had a booklet in english but it didnt help a lot and we miss quite a bit of it due to looking at it but oh well. we back to dubany and saw this awesome roman church near ester house. It was very beautiful. been watching a lot of football matches which has been fun. We are going out to the cave tommorrow which i am really excited about that.

update from europe

Our flight from vancouver was 1 hour late but it was ok because my brother and sister was late in arriving at the airport so it allow us to get something to eat and my mom and my aunt and two of my brother and sister friend show up to sign off us out which was nice. I quite enjoyed our flight. good food, good service and friendly people. we got to london at 2:10pm so we miss our connection flight to prague so we have to wait 6 hours for the next flight with a different air line so in this time, the airport has lost our luggage so we were in prague for 2 days without of luggage which really stinks due to the hot weather like 30c in clothes we were wearing for like 4 days which suck. we receive a call from the airport that they found 2 bags so we got to have showers and changes our clothes which was great. In prague we saw the prague castle, the eiffal tower(not the real one but it was the prague version) It has an awesome view of the city of prague. The prague castle was awesome. I saw the apostle clock in the old time square where the 12 apostle come out which was very cool. Prague was very nice in the night and in daylight. Now we are in a small village out of prague for the next 4 days which i am looking forward to be out of the tourist places. anyway i love you all and miss you

ACT 1:8

But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."



MAY YOU RECEIVE A FRESH DOWNPOUR OF THE HOLY SPIRIT AND HIS POWER TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Love YOU all! I will blog as much as possible can while i am in Europe!

last fews days

Went to hope renefrew for cell for the first time, that was fun, went to denny with ashley,Jason, Adam, Ross, sarah, becs, dave and katie, no helmueit though :( had a serious conversation with adam until 1:00am, good times good times. He made me and sean omlettes which were delicious and pancakes and omelettes this morning well more like afternoon, been going to cartneige to go to school. going to europe in 4 days. Woohoo! That is pretty much it.

John14:6a

I am the way and the truth and the life.


The way: Jesus is the only way to heaven as a bridge is to go across a body of water

The truth: When we lie, the truth is revealed and there is freedom

the life: The world believe life without god is the life but a life with Jesus is the life!

verse of the day

Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing. ”- 1 Thessalonians 5:11

so here is some encouragement for the people that i know that read my blog:

Heather, You are a precious gem to the father,picture of what the slogan of the salvation army is hand to man, heart to god.

Rob, You are truly gifted and using the word of your testimony and the overcoming by the blood of the lamb to bring glory to the kings of kings and walking out your freedom and bring freedom to other people.

Steve, I look up to you a lot, You are a great leader and your pursuit of holiness spur me on to do the same. You are the grace man. thanks you for all the grace you have pour out on me in last 1 year and half

Bec: You are awesome, Your heart and time that you invested into crossculture is amazing, if people don't see all what you do, Jesus does and he is smiling down on you and saying i am proud of you and you are my precious daughter.


nicole: You have grow up so much in the lord,it been an exciting and amazing to see what the lord has done in you and what he is doing in you and what things in the future on what he is going to do.


Andrew: Your geniune love for others and your passion are an inpiration to me and spur me.

Bee: You are a beautiful flower blooming in the lord. Your desire to be more intimate is beautiful and he grant our heart's desires, rest in that promise :D

linsey: I love you and you are a fun roommate, Your faith and passion are beautiful to see and the lord is proud of all you do and Jesus and all his angels are giving you two thumb ups.


Whoever else read my blog, I love you and You are all precious and in the father's hands and his love edures forever. He is always with you and desire a deeper relationship with you. never be sacrifed on where you are with jesus, always go deeper.

Be blessed my friends

last night

I was out of the balmoral last night waiting for Jenea to get a movie and i was with adam, this guy was just staring at me and i was could i help you, he said no and then he gave and stood beside me and ask me if i want to go to the movie or coffee and he was saying stuff and giving me weird looks, I called adam over to me and told him about what was going on and told the guy to go away, the guy thought i was a working lady, i blowed up and i was do i look like a working lady because i don't. It was weird but good and happy that adam was there.

revelation 4:1-11 a true picture of what worship will be like in heaven and what can be like now on earth

After this I looked, and there before me was a door standing open in heaven. And the voice I had first heard speaking to me like a trumpet said, "Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this." At once I was in the Spirit, and there before me was a throne in heaven with someone sitting on it. 3And the one who sat there had the appearance of jasper and carnelian. A rainbow, resembling an emerald, encircled the throne. Surrounding the throne were twenty-four other thrones, and seated on them were twenty-four elders. They were dressed in white and had crowns of gold on their heads. From the throne came flashes of lightning, rumblings and peals of thunder. Before the throne, seven lamps were blazing. These are the seven spirits[a] of God. Also before the throne there was what looked like a sea of glass, clear as crystal.
In the center, around the throne, were four living creatures, and they were covered with eyes, in front and in back. 7The first living creature was like a lion, the second was like an ox, the third had a face like a man, the fourth was like a flying eagle. 8Each of the four living creatures had six wings and was covered with eyes all around, even under his wings. Day and night they never stop saying: "Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was, and is, and is to come." 9Whenever the living creatures give glory, honor and thanks to him who sits on the throne and who lives for ever and ever, 10the twenty-four elders fall down before him who sits on the throne, and worship him who lives for ever and ever. They lay their crowns before the throne and say:
"You are worthy, our Lord and God,
to receive glory and honor and power,
for you created all things,
and by your will they were created
and have their being."

recap of my last few days

Thursday:Kids for christ was fun with holly and linsey
knee drill which was pretty good, good prayer time and there was some breakthrough but not a lot.
learned some guitar from jenea, learn three chords, E,Em and D which was fun
had a 6 hours in the war room. good times with jesus and a few good revelation which one i shared already. The other was luke 14:26-27. Thought about the persons that i love the most and I need to love jesus more than them which is extreme some time but it is a command to love jesus than your parents,brothers, sisters, friends and family.

Friday:
after war room, went home and pack for my trip home to gibsons for the weekend.
got the ferry, try to sleep on the ferry but those chairs that they have on the ferry now really are not comfortable and really hard to take a nap.
got home and watch grease which was fun.
watch freaky friday on TV, not bad not great.
went to bed early.
Saturday:
went shoe shopping with my dad which was fun, have a discussion with the corp officers and a member of our church and my dad and myself about angels in the middle of the mall.
play computer games
watch a bit of the hockey game
have a long nap

Sunday:
went to church,sermon was quite good, the text was act 15-4-17.
had lunch
hearing from my mom,the things i wrote in an email a month about why i have been hoist against her this past years and it was important to me for her to write back but not important to her and according to her, she has no childrens. it was tough but i didn't allow it to affect me and how who i am. It is the spirit in her not her and a some revelations and discernment with regarding my mom and which was pretty intense to hear but they are good.
took my dog for a walk
talk with juan on msn
got an email that jill was going to be leaving so i pray for her.
call the apartments and Jill did go which made me sad and disappointed that i never got to say goodbye. wrote a comment on her blog, start to cry and when i went to bed i cry for a little a hour.

Monday
woke up at 7
almost miss the ferry
went to see my brother's graduation from UBC which is great. i am glad he decide to go to it because he wasn't go to but we all encouraged him to go and i think he is glad he went. one line in a speech stood out to me: If you want happiness for one hour, take a nap
if you want happiness for a day, go fishing
if you want happiness for a year, take a trip
if you want happiness for a lifetime,help someone else
my mom overacted and tooked off and we(the four kids went to find her and we did find her which was good. had to find my dad as well but it was a lot easier to find him than my mom
went for mongalinian food on broadway, so good, i high recommanded it.
went home to the apartments, chillin out there for a bit, went to recre8 and play cards with cherie,matt and a new friend that never been there named phil. it was pretty good night
chillin out with shorty and jonathan B until my war room and Jonathan really encouraged me(thanks for that jonathan if you read this) i appericate it a lot.
went to the war room, it was good shift.
sleep for a bit and went to cheries for lunch with jacynta and jeni which was fun and good times.

Jesus meets us where we are

In the war room last night i had a revealation that we desire to be like jesus right and Jesus meet people where they were and aren't we supposed to do the same? Perfect example of this would be the women of the well in John4:4-25. For example a drug addict, do we go and said sober up now or i not going to be your friend, no you are there for them in every step of the way as a friend when they are in the worst state high on crank or whatever or when he or her is been clean for a few months. Am i am right or i am wrong on this?
Now he had to go through Samaria. So he came to a town in Samaria called Sychar, near the plot of ground Jacob had given to his son Joseph. Jacob's well was there, and Jesus, tired as he was from the journey, sat down by the well. It was about the sixth hour.

When a Samaritan woman came to draw water, Jesus said to her, "Will you give me a drink?" (His disciples had gone into the town to buy food.)

9The Samaritan woman said to him, "You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?" (For Jews do not associate with Samaritans.[a])

10Jesus answered her, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water."

11"Sir," the woman said, "you have nothing to draw with and the well is deep. Where can you get this living water? 12Are you greater than our father Jacob, who gave us the well and drank from it himself, as did also his sons and his flocks and herds?"

13Jesus answered, "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, 14but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."

15The woman said to him, "Sir, give me this water so that I won't get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water."

16He told her, "Go, call your husband and come back."

17"I have no husband," she replied.

Jesus said to her, "You are right when you say you have no husband. 18The fact is, you have had five husbands, and the man you now have is not your husband. What you have just said is quite true."
"Sir," the woman said, "I can see that you are a prophet. 20Our fathers worshiped on this mountain, but you Jews claim that the place where we must worship is in Jerusalem."
Jesus declared, "Believe me, woman, a time is coming when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem. 22You Samaritans worship what you do not know; we worship what we do know, for salvation is from the Jews. 23Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. 24God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth."
The woman said, "I know that Messiah" (called Christ) "is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything to us."
Then Jesus declared, "I who speak to you am he."

Let me know your thoughts on this one. thanks and grace and blessings.

Posse out
RB

2chronicle16:9a

For the eyes of the LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to him.


Am i fully committed to him, I believe i am committed to him but there is always improvement for me to be more committed to him. How about you? How committed are you to Jesus?


Things are getting better for me due a wonderful time in the war room on tuesday morning and the prayer of nicole before going to the war room on msn. PTL for his faithfulness and goodness and his joy really come in the morning.


Blessings and grace to you all!

I Hate the enemy!

so in the last 4 days My three closest friends Jill,jenea and ashley room has been broken into and a lot of their things were taken from their room 202 and 203 in the empress hotel.

There has been a lot of attack on recre8, smoking,doing crank in the shelter area and just a lot of unpatience, greed and ungratefullness.

there was a 11 year girl that was kidnapped from melinda's house area on saturday's night, i think today that she was found today so praise the lord!

just weary and tiredness.


i been really been quite angry.

story

one clear and cold night on the streets of the Downtown eastside in an alley. There was a girl who was only 22 and her life consisted of putting needles in her arms or just whereever she could put them. She was in pain and angry at herself how her life has turned out. No one knows this girl existed. People walks by her and yelled and call her dirty names and things that weren't true. she has been hearding this things for a long time now so she has become numb to more. she want to escape this prison that she has made for herself of doing drugs, selling herself over and over again because this is the only way she can get the drugs off her drug dealer. Her desire is to be free, to have a meaning to life and to have hopes but how she ask herself. She has dreams and hopes for her future. will someone care and help these dreams to come to a reality or allow these dreams to fade away. The choice is yours.

playgrounds

So Adam,ted,chris,spike,ashley and myself went to the playground at the water fountians park last night and i known that there was something else beside rocks and wood chips to surround the park. it was like squashing material surrounding it. I believe it is an injustice for kids that they have to play in a playground where this is jaggy rocks and wood chips where they can get them stuck in their hands. Why can't the goverment put some sand or that same material that surround this park in chinatown. Your thoughts?

Jesus i want to fall in love with you

in open fields of wild flowers
she breathes the air and flies away
she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
he's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
someday she'll trust him and learn how to see him
someday he'll call her and she will come running
and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray

i want to fall in love with you

sitting silent wearing sunday best
the sermon echoes through the walls
a great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls

he's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
someday we'll trust him and learn how to see him
someday he'll call us and we will come running
and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray

i want to fall in love with you

it seems too easy to call you "Savior"
not close enough to call you "God"
so as i sit and think of words i can mention
to show my devotion

i want to fall in love with you

my heart beats for you


I don't want to just to said i love jesus, i want to fall in love with him more and more every day and that our intimacy grew deeper and deeper more and more.

highlights on what the lord has done in me so far this year

believing that i am beautiful. taking all my baggy clothes and my hats and taking it to the women centre and wearing more girly stuff but still have a part of my personality into my fashion
more freedom from lies of my past.
continuing to raising up to the calling of prayer warrior and seeing my prayer being answer.
continually to raising up in the gifts that the lord has giving me
meeting jesus in new places and hearing his voice more clearly
beginning to let go instead of keeping it all inside.
there is probably a lot more but i can't think of any more.
More love for people
Jesus is good and faithful, that is all you need to know for right now.

holy space

so yesterday for holy space we did 4 hours of confession and it was powerful. there was a lot of freedom for the holy session and myself so praise the lord! If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness 1 john 1:9 this verse will manifest throughout holy space yesterday morning.

psalm 111:9 claiming this verse for my family

He provided redempation for his people, He ordained his covenent forever, holy and awesome is his name.

Hallejuah Jesus you are all about redemption and i am believing in you that you are bring redemptation to my family and going to restoring my family into a family of love and accepted and thanks you for making me an intercessor for my family and i believe you and this will come true.

wind analogy

you can't see the wind but you can feel the wind
you can't see the god but you can feel him surrounding you.

Jesus will calm the storm in our lifes

luke 8:22-26
One day Jesus said to his disciples, "Let's go over to the other side of the lake." So they got into a boat and set out. As they sailed, he fell asleep. A squall came down on the lake, so that the boat was being swamped, and they were in great danger.
The disciples went and woke him, saying, "Master, Master, we're going to drown!"

He got up and rebuked the wind and the raging waters; the storm subsided, and all was calm. Where is your faith?" he asked his disciples.
In fear and amazement they asked one another, "Who is this? He commands even the winds and the water, and they obey him."

he can & he will calm the strong winds and the raging waters that comes in our lifes sometime if we just ask him to and give us the peace and rest that only comes from him.

tonight

I have never had a baby sleep on me until tonight. I was at cherie's house taking care of domanic and noel mainly and domanic fall alsleep on me for like a hour, it was really cool.
I have a picture that what Jesus wants to do with his children, to take them in his arms and surround us with his loving arm and allow us to rest and i realized that i really stay a lot of time over at the white last year and it was great but it seem i have not gone over there a lot this year and i realized how much i miss hanging out there.

Good times :D

Ephesian 4:29

Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.

God grant these verse among the believers in your church in this entire world please Amen.

corp anniversary

we celerbate our fourth anniversary at xculture tonight. Praise the lord for the wonderful things that the lord has pour out on 614 vancouver. Forever god is faithful, forever god is strong, forever god with us. forever. Praise the lord for his faithfulness in the last 4 years in vancouver!

nothing

i love you all very much in different ways even the ones that i don't know i love you anyway. blessing :D

Memories of this year and last year

This Year:
Red Robin with Jill, Ashley, Juan after knee drill
Girl talks with nicole, Beracah
, linsey going until 4 in the morning
Denny with ashley, phil and mattrew.
moving into the apartment
House warming party
Movie nights
New year eve with Joshua, Phil, bec, jacyna Juan and myself having comminium at midnight and going to crab park and burning something of Juan and hang out
christmas break talking until 4 or 5 o clock in the morning and watching movies.
Phil and myself crazy adventure to gibsons
the war room being redecorate
Jaime R coming to visit
girl party with linsey, nicole, beracah in our room
doing listening prayer with olivia, xander and bec after knee drill in tinseltown
good times with ashley just talking or watching rent or phantom of the opera
my 11 hour war shift on my 22 birthday. going out with dan,melissa,kirsten to have coffee and watch GI jane at darren and going for slurpee with jaime R and nicole and the shalon girls.
Raw
living with lois and her sister for a month in DH1 and getting to know those loving lady.
midnight hide and seek at crab park with a bunch of people
falling off a swing at oppheminer park
going down head first with ashely on top of me going down the slide
Tag in HMV with ashley, phil and matthew champ.
Deep cove adventure with ashley, holly,jenea and roro and seeing holly hanging on the edge of the cliff and being on the top new.



Last year:
Starbuck with heather and laughing so hard that my steam milk went all over the place.
Becoming a solider with melinda
go to cariboo with jamie,travis,lins, esther
go to see win a date with drew barrymore with esther
six 2-5am war shifts in a row last summer
reading order and regulations on melinda's bed to prep for solidership
hanging out in 107 with jen,phil, lins, joshua watching movie, playing monopoly.
starbuck with esther
slurpees run with Jamie and others
random walks with rachael, Jaime and beracah through Gastown.
fireworks with travis
firework with traci noble and fight off people over and over again to fight for the good seats that we got there to get.

Anyway What is your favorite memorie over the last 1 year or two years?

update

so last saturday my glasses broke which really stinks. I had to go without any glasses or contacts until today. i got new frames. i like them. I finally can see now which is great. i never really appericate my glasses until i lose them and how frustrating it is when you can't see too clearly. PTL for glasses.

it is only 6 weeks until i leave. woohoo! It would be sweet if i could find some place of employment to hire me for that long or allow me to leave so i can go and come back to it when i returned so i can have some spending money while i am away. If not it is ok as well because it will be a crazy adventure anyway if i didn't have any money.

i got my pay check from army and navy finally it is not a sum of money for only 4 days of work.

sean sauve has left to go back to toronto to spend some time with his family. I miss him already.

nicole and bereach are leaving soon :( i am going to miss them a lot!

Ken's cake

Members of the 614 community and myself went to celebrate our brother's cake last night at harbour light. 3 years been cleaned off drugs. Hallejuah. Way to go ken! More Lord More. Jesus Thanks for your grace that is over ken's life and thanks for his heart for the poor and how he want to be more like you. Amen. Proud of you. You are an inspiration to me and i love you amd your family tons.

Europe

So I am off to Europe on June 13 on a 8:35 pm How: my dad was going to take my brother as a grad gift from UBC and then it was going to be my dad and my two brother and then my sister was that is not fair I want to go and then my dad thought it wouldn't be fair if my sister go and not me so he offered to take me as well. So my sister, myself. My dad and my brother are off to Europe. We will be going to England, Holland, Italy, Germany, the Czech Republic. It is a huge blessing and I am really looking forward to it. I am going to try and relocated a street sign for Ashley in Italy. I am not sure how much I will be able to blog when I am over there but i will try my hardest to let people know what is going on. I also get to see esther which i am super excited.

nothing

If You could meet someone that is die or live, who would it be and why?

MY ANSWER: General William Booth because he is a freakin genius and i would love to soak up some of the awesome wisdom of his.


Should We preach Hell more often?

My answer: Hell and heaven should be preach together. i definality think that the fear of the lord need to preach more often in the church at this time.


Verse of the day:For you know that it was not with perishable things such as silver or gold that you were redeemed from the empty way of life handed down to you from your forefathers, but with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb without blemish or defect. ”- 1 Peter 1:18-19
Hallejuah there is power in the blood of the lamb! could you do a 2 min preach on this verse?


I am off to europe really soon~ So excited

People are sooner leaving for their summer assignments which is exciting yet really sad :(

update

no longer working at army and navy which sore of stinks but it is ok. i believe i was let go unjust but i can't do anything about it because i know going in it would be temporary. back to the drawing board or working at the shalon hotel for a month until i go to europe which i may just do.

new job

working at army and navy now. woohoo!, had my first day today, it went well. I am in the women shoe department. We were setting up for the huge shoe sale starting tommorrow to sunday. Taking the old and bringing in the new. Had my second interview at famous player tonight. I believe it went over well.

Thanks for all who was praying for me regarding employment :D I appericate it a lot!

Inside Outside-Delirious

Inside outside, under my skin
Never ending love I don’t know where it begins?
I don’t know where it ends, I don’t know how high
I don’t know how deep, I don’t know how wide
Outside inside around the world
Never ending love envelops me like a cloud
I feel you in front, I feel you behind
I feel you up above, And I feel you at the side

And you, you’re all over me, you’re all over me
Your banner is over me, I give it all ‘cos

You still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me

Inside outside, pulling me in
No matter where I run I know you’ll never give in
I see you in the storm, I see you in a kiss
I’ve been around the world and never found a love like this

You’re all over me, you’re all over me
You’re everything I want to be
I’m all over you, you’re everything I want to see
You’re all over me

You, still captivate me, fascinate me
You still captivate me, saturate me
You still captivate me, liberate me
You still captivate me


Hallejuah A life with Jesus is adventure and it never bored!

Some qoutes from our forefather and foremothers of the salvation army

Holiness is nothing more than a pure heart filled with perfect love Samuel Brengle

Sanctification includes the purifying of the heart and enpowering of the soul through the annointing of the holy spirit. Samuel Logan brengle

"Holiness is a state which there is no anger, malice, blasphemy,hypocrisy, envy, love of ease, selfish desire for good opinion of men, shame of the cross , worldliness, deceit, debate, contention, covertousness, nor any evil desire or tendency in the heart" Samuel Logan Brengle


Have you the assurance that the ruling passion of your life is the sam as that which brought christ to the manger, led him to the foul fiend hell in the wilderness. bore him onward on the back of fear amd suffering, and groaning and shame, drinking the Cup of Angiush and the Baptism of Blood, bore him in triumph to open the gate of the Kingdom? Is this what you are living for? William Booth

The spirit of love make every unconverted sinner within your reach so miserable that they will have to be converted or run away. Catherine Booth

update

i got a job interview tonight at 5:30pm at the movie threatre on burrard. I am looking for to it.
I am enrolled in this employment services workshop at Union gospel mission and i am getting a lot of out of it

i am going back to the sunshine coast tommorrow for the easter weeekend to spend some time with friends and family

Jaime R is in town. Woohoo :D

Kid swat

I am in charge of kid swat with my two wonderful assistant, craig and ashley and we were talking about the fruit of the spirit of faithfulness using the story of walls of jericho. we ask how we can be faithful to our parents and to us the leaders. we were sore of getting though. I ask noel the youngest one of the whole bunch how can we show to be faithful to each other and he gave me a huge hug. The cool part he was playing with the blocks the whole time when we were talking and he got it more than the older kids. PTL!

random things

i didn't get the job. in the situation changes in the next two weeks at all i will be the first person he will called. what ever that means, don't know

here is a song i wrote:
You alone are holy
You alone are worthy
you alone brings freedom
You became nothing so i could have everything
You alone brings hope
You alone brings Joy

Jesus is your name
your name is sweeter than honey on my lips
i need you
i need you
i need you
Every minute, every second, every breath of every day
Nothing in the world could ever could take your place
You are beautiful
YOu are precious
My heart cry is to be more like you every day
to share your name across this earth

I need you, only you
I need you, only you
I need you, only you
every minute, every second,every breath of everyday
my heart desire to be more intimate with you, only you
to serve you and only you


I like lot of comments, give me feedback :D

How the interview went

So I got there a half a hour before I need to be. Anthony was available to take me at 2:00 so that was cool. He ask me to tell him about myself and I did. He ask me for references so I gave him two that I know and just email him my last reference. He will being getting back to me in the afternoon tomorrow and probably starting next Wednesday. We will see what happens tomorrow if I heard from him or not. I will keep you posted.
This is my 200 post today!

Job interview

So i have a Job interview today at the lonsdale quey hotel. Woohoo. pray for favour for me. It is 2:30pm. Thanks.

Yesterday

I was on Top new story last night! It was really cool. Me, ashley, holly, RORO and Jenea went to deep cove yesterday for a hike. It was nice. It is a beautiful up there. There are level in the rocks and Holly was conceived that she could get down to the next level. She got stuck in the same place where the little boy got stuck with his dog last tuesday. There was a climber nearby that help her and the firefighter help her back as well. She is fine and then a ctv new cast person came and interview us. Crazy and fun adventure :)

Sometime it is fun to be a girl

So today we went up to Hope Renefrew and have a pamper party. It was fun to hang out with girls all day. It was really fun. Get a makeover by Rachael and a foot massage from Bec that was amazing. i need to do for her, i said i would. Becs i own you a foot massage. Ask me at anytime and i will do it.

how well do you know me?

My name?
My favorite colour?
My favorite movie?
what is my favorite musical?
When is my birthday?
How many sibling do i have?
How long have i know you?
What are my spirtual gifts?
What is my passion?
what is my heart's desire?
when was the last time we saw each other?
Do you know my middle names?
what is my favorite drink at starbucks?
where did we meet?
what is the best feature about me?
what are my stuggles right now?

God's grace

So yesterday i had an interview with this resturant. I miss the interview due went not knowing where i was going and walking due lack of funds. i email them saying what happened, they are giving me another chance for the interview. Amen and hallejuah! I am going to call them now. bye, more to come on the outcome.

Fullness

Just arrived back to vancouver from a blessed weekend in campbell river at the painter lodge. It was a weekend of refreshing of Jesus's presence. Blessing & Revealations:
I got a double bed to my self, the most comfortable bed i stay for a long time. Got to room with three loving lady, ashley, melissa and jenea.
Stop believing that i don't deserve the best. Believing that Every good and perfect gift come from above. Receive Freedom from that. Praise the lord.
Got to pray and looking at creation at the same time, it was super cool to have a war room looking out to the mountains. Sweet revelation of that Jesus is the coolest friend to have, that he want to be friends with me and his kids. that he want to give me strength and power to cast out demon and heal the sick. He want to bring freedom and fullness to my life. How many time does christian read the bible but how many does believe in every word. It is the truth because Jesus is the way, the truth and the life and god doesn't lie. The bible is the truth about us. Amen, Hallejuah. I was fasting all weekend but when i was praying for andrea and jacynta healing that was the first time all weekend that i was full. It was really cool. Thanks for all the prayers, it is lifted up my spirit.

Footprints in the sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from anguish,
sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints,
so I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?"
The Lord replied,
"The years when you have seen only one set of footprints,
my child, is when I carried you."


I spent the morning at english bay in a time of soltuide, it was good! i need to have one morning a week just me and Jesus.i heard to take off my shoes and walk through the sand without any shoes, at first i wasn't sure cause it was cold out side and the sand was wet but i did anyway and it was really cool. i ask jesus what it meant and all he said read this poem and it will all make senses so i did and it does. Thanks you Jesus. Throw a bunch of rocks in the sea of unforgetness that was hindering me to embrace the things god has for me. I am in a better place now, PTL. Thanks you all for the prayers and encouragement. Love ya.

Every good and perfect gift came from above. I am blessed!

no go on Job at the movie threatre

I got an email from the movie threatre last night saying the postition was already be filled. Start from the very beginning, it is a good place to start. Starting the whole process again, woohoo! Productive and stay postitive are keys of my success which is extremely hard to do when i see no hope.

I Never cry so much in the war room last night for a long time. It was a good cry yet i am still feeling pain and hurt this morning. Why Jesus haven't you took this pain away? I don't need it, I don't want it! I only need you! I only want you! I am not looking for pity. I am looking for answers. Jesus You are my deliver, Deliver me please! You don't defile my character. YOu know me more than i know about myself and You love me where i am, where you are taking me. Help me to fix my eyes on you more and more. Stir up a passion for your name more and more each day. Why doesn't the enemy twisted the truth and pin one of other against other. I hate It! Anyway that a peice of my heart for you all.
Blessing and grace

interview

I had an interview today. woohoo! It was at the tinseltown cinema at 4:30
I was asked a lot of questions. the assistent manager asked me if i had any questions for her. so i ask her how i did in the interview? She said Good question and she look over the sheet of paper and look at me and said you answer the questions really well and overall of all It was really well! I heard it this and i was quite excited! she is letting me know this week no matter what. I am really really hope i get this job. I look really good as well which was great. I am beautiful of course i would look good:D. i am not going to put all my eggs in one baskets and i do really praying in this one because it would a lot of fun and really enjoyable.

Random qoute

'PRAYER DOESN'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE, PRAYER IS THE DIFFERENCE"

what i read in the newspaper this morning

Vancouver should explore a harm-reduction plan that could see red wine given to hard-core street alcoholics, says the city's drug policy coordinator.

Such a program would target homeless alcoholics who may now be drinking extremely harmful substances such as after-shave or Lysol to feed their addictions.

"It's stabilizing the drug use," drug policy coordinator Donald MacPherson said. The benefits of the program would be a reduction in emergency room attendance and less contact with police.

But he adds, "How big the need is in Vancouver still needs to be determined."

Anne Livingstone of the Vancouver Area Network of Drug Users says an alcohol-replacement program is logical.

"It brings dignity to people who aren't going to stop drinking," Livingstone said.

The program would be similar, in theory, to heroin-assisted treatment programs, such as the controversial NAOMI heroin program that's now taking place on a small scale in Vancouver. MacPherson also says that program should be expanded.

He has been integral to the city's implementation of the Four Pillars drug policy, which has received much attention for harm-reduction measures such as the supervised heroin-injection site.

Now he's asking council to permanently approve funding for the city's drug policy program.

MacPherson acknowledges there have been critics, who say not enough attention has been paid to the components other than harm reduction.

"I'd have to agree if they're talking about prevention," MacPherson said. "It's probably not had the same amount of focus that enforcement and harm reduction have had."

Seriously why? first the free needles, then the free hereion and now alcohol, come on use your heads people. this things make me so angry. what can i do? write letters to the government and pray i guess. What is your opinion about this?

none

It is my 186 post Today!
Thoughts that are going on my head right now: my faith is fake and not real. I am only going through the emotions.
will i ever have a steady job beside working as a dishwasher in a resturant?
I think i may have the Job annointing on my life, Everything is extreme hard for me to do but i push through to get through it.
I said i love jesus but am i really obey his commands?
Do i have an learning disability or has that be a curse over all my life.

Anyway there was a quite a lot of breakthough at Raw this past 4 days. Good times, Good Times.

Raw

Wow the biggest blessing of this conference, this kids and their passion for mission, teens coming out on their spring break, to come to worship the living god and to serve among the poor and the needy. Hallejuah! Lord please restore the same passion that this kids bring to the streets if though they are here for a short awhile yet they have more compassionate and passion on those that live among the poor and do this daily. More passion more love more of you Lord
The song that has been in my head since the beginning of this conference is Consuming fire by Tim Hughes:

There must be more than this
oh breath of God come breath within
There must be more than this
Spirit of God we wait for you
Fill us anew we pray
Fill us anew we pray

Chorus:
Consuming Fire
Fan into flame
a passion for your name
Spirit of God
fall in this place
Lord have your way
Lord have your way
with us

Verse 2:
Come like a rushing wind
Fill us with power from on high
Now set the captives free
leave us abandoned to your praise
Lord let your glory fall
Lord let your glory fall

Raw

RAW STARTS TONIGHT
DOORS OPEN AT 5:30
XCulture (corner of templation and pender)
it is going be good. Come out and have a great time worshipping and doing mission on the streets of vancouver.

mattrew 18:21-23

Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"
Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.[f]
"Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants.

wow, what a great verse yet a hard verse. Why is no grace between me and an another brother. Why is there all this drama? I repent for something that i did and turn away and told this person about my realization how i hurt this person and i apolized for it, yet no forgiveness. Why is it so hard to forgive among the church? f you got some answers,feel free to left comments?

verse of the day

But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, ”- 1 Peter 3:15

Good verse,

I use to be involved in scout canada and the motto in scott canada is to be prepared. Well in this verse we need to be prepared to be ready to share the good news with anyone. So be ready. Love never Fails.

Jesus i pray that you would be the first in my life and everyone else's life. May we all be prepared to share about your goodness in this dark dark world. May we speak in love and respect for others. may our words reflect the beauty of you and line up with action.

Be Blessed.

posse out,
RB

just a thought

An Email or a blog set up for a support cell among the parents that sent their kids to the war college. Just a thought. Your Thoughts?

Ashely

what can i say about ashley philip? A lot! Things i appericate about her:
Her Gentle spirit
Her Hugs
How we can have fun doing whatever
A good listener
Her support in the hard times
Her beauty
Kind,caring and just fun
Ashley You are awesome and i love you so much,more than any words could expresses. Happy Birthday sis :D

Praise Report

Phil, Ashley and myself kid cell is finally starting up Today! WOO!!!!!!!!!!!

update from last night 3 Conversions last night, , Scotty(Jared Friend) come to Christ! Plus all other stuff that happened last night Hallejuah!

Raw is coming up in 4 days! God is going to show up big time and It is going to awesome because our god is an awesome god! People will be changed, captive will be released and his glory will fall.
Received a response to the email that I sent to my mom and this is the first time she was completely honest with me! Woohoo! Jesus is making all things new with my mom and myself relationship. PTL

He is worthy to be praise because what he did for us and because god is a great god!

I receive some freedom from a situation that has been hindering my relationship with god on Tuesday night in the war room!

Bec from Australia is coming soon!


Starting to volunteer at Union Gospel Mission Today. Woohoo, I am excited!

our god is awesome god

Tonight at the crosswalk cell, There was breakthough big time, 2 males name garth and billy committed their lifes to christ, physical healing were taking place in the midst, scotty did a mighty act of faith of cutting his ponytail off and right now he is on the phone with his parents reconciled with them. Hallejuah!

Our God is an awesome God
He reigns from heaven above
With wisdom, power and love
our God is an awesome God
Jesus thanks for you for all the awesome things you did tonight! Sealed it all up please.

Jesus really is the one that lift burdens, the real lifter of my head. i was in this heavy place and one of my friend pray over me and my burden left and i was joyfully again, praise the lord!

my revelation

a few week ago, i had a revealation, How many people down town vancouver died over drug overdoses or committing sucide and that no cares that they are died or live. That no even no one know their name. Are we supposed to be like Jesus? I know that Jesus cares for them and know their name that should be mean that we should know their names too. picture someone coming into our recre8 coffee bar, they are thinking about committing suicide that night because no care that they existed and one person go over and talk to that person could change their opinion to take their life, to breath of life of Jesus into their life, to bring hope. let be like Jesus because you may be the only jesus that person will ever know.
Hope this make sense and leave comments please

listening prayers

i was doing some listening prayer this morning, i usually ask jesus where he is but this time was a bit different, i ask him where he want to go, he said i want to go scuba diving with you. Sweet. So we got some scuba diving gear and a boat and went out to the deep waters of the sea. Jesus was leading me, i had no where we were going, i just trust him and follow him. We got to this perfect spot, put the anchor down and around us was trees and there was an island in the distance. Jesus said, You and I will going in together, he took my hand and we dive off the boat, under the sea was beautiful, fishes swimming by us, killer whales around us and the plants under us, we look down and in the distance we saw a old ship, we look at each other and gave the notch to check it out. we went down to where the ship was located and we just look around, we found a treasure chest, it was locked, we grab a rock and broke the lock, all the treasure you ever thought was in there. we lefted it and went back to the surfuce and got back on the boat, took off all our scuba gear and change into normal clothes. we sat on the desk of the boat and he ask me this question: what lesson did you learn from this experinece? I thought about it and reply with my answer, it is fun to go deeper with you, there is treasure that you plant in our days, we just need to look for it and we will find it. jesus just smiled and gave me a huge bear hug and we just sat in the stillness and watched the sunset.

stuff

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this in your xanga and see what I say about you


Comments please :D

what age do you act?

***You Are 18 Years Old***


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


What Age Do You Act?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/

war room last night

last night in the war room i had a hard word from the lord, it was out of ezekial 36:25-26 which says:I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols. 26 I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. Lately my heart has become hardened for the things i see down here. i walk by people twigging out on the streets or putting needle in their arms and i feel nothing. I have become judgemental,bitter and angry. Jesus please break my heart. Remove my heart of stone and make it a heart of flesh please. Thanks you for your grace and love. pray for me thanks :D

verse of the day

“ Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. ”- 1 John 3:18

Think of something to show someone that you love them today.
Grace and blessings

Cell Tuesday night

In Cell on Tuesday, we did a cell talk on 1 john 4 about loving each other, we were asked to state an example of when we show unconditional love to someone and I remember that the time when I was doing street combat last year and I was walking by with my partner and Adam pointed out a girl that was crying and after he pointing her out, I went and just sat down and let her cry on my shoulder and also cried with her, I pray with her and gave her a hug. I left with a state of that was cool but what did I do different in the girl life but Adam told me after that night Nicole told her boyfriend to screw himself because he was making her selling her body on the corner and she hasn't done it since. It was a huge encouragement and that love really make a different. PTL

story

Sapphire was walking through this setting, this setting was not new to her, it reminded her of this friend of her, He walked the same path 2000 year ago. Step by step Sapphire could feel and heard the voices on the edges of the path that was mocking and cursing this man. This man was filled with compassionate, love and mercy. As Sapphire walk along this path the same feelings came over her. She walk up this huge hill, there stood three crosses standing tall and there she had a flashback of what happened to this man 200o year ago and now she is walking the same path as he did. He was beaten, tornoted,nail to the cross. Tear streamed down her face and bow in amazement of this man sacrifice, he died for me. He died to be my freedom, He died to be my daddy, he died for joy, he died for my future, he died for my hope, He died for my family, he died for the redempation of all mankind. As Sapphire bowed in amazement of this man's love and grace, she thinks to herself, i am not worthy of all this love, i have done not good thing, that man walked behind her and bow right next to her and whisper in her ear, i have made you worthy of this grace and love through the power of my name, you are my daughter and you are accepted and adopted into my huge family. Who is this man? His name is Jesus Christ.

my struggle right now

i have put like 60 resumes or more out in the last 3 weeks and i haven't received any callback or any emails regarding any interested, it is so hard to keep positive and words from my mom doesn't help either, saying you are not self-sufficent, i am feel sorry for you because you have a hard finding a job, i am unemployable. I am frustrated and i know that the enemy wants me to be frustrated and i don't want to be frustrated, i want my eyes on jesus, My provider. All i want is a job so i can do things like pay rent and sponsoring a child and fun things like movies and going out and eating with friends and stopping living off my parents, i hate it and i don't want to do it anymore, why haven't i got a job, is it me, is my attuide not good, do i give off a negative attuide. Why will noone hired me? I have good quailitys and skills. I don't understand it all but it is not my control, it is the hands of the kings of kings and lords of lords. I am believe in his faithfulness and his provision and i know it is coming, fruit of my labour is coming. i can feel it and just mean i need to pray more.

Verse of the day

[Love one another ] This is the message you heard from the beginning: We should love one another. ”- 1 John 3:11
Love unconditionally not just surfaced level love, love like 1 corinathian 13 type of love. It is a command to love one another not just a good idea so as the nike slogan said just do it.

Stay tuned, My sermon on colossian 3:1-4 is coming soon :D

pictures of the storm

My Parents send me some photos of a storm that hit my hometown last weekend, it is all clean up now but it is still crazy, things like these don't happen in small town like Gibsons

My weekend

Friday
Went to the extreme prophetic thing that is starting up every friday night except for this week at 138 E cordova across the street from harbourlight, come out it will be fun and you will be blessed, seeds were planted, healing tooked placed and it was just fun. for the first i got a word of knowledge to go to blood alley so that was sweet, met with clint and he is involved with Jacob well and jubilant rooms which like right beside i am living so that was pretty sweet. told him about recre8 and he was quite intersted and said he was going to but i don;t know he actually did or not.


Saturday
slept in really late
went and play ulimate frisbee golf with my sister and my brother and two of his friends , it was cool and fun and feedback from people who were playing i didn;t do too badly for the first time beside accidently hitting my sister in the head. then my sister went to safeway and got something to cook at my place which was delicious,
my sister and i dealt with some things which were bothering us which was awesome, went to the movie night at melinda's house and watch a bad movie, the sequal of jumbagi but it was still fun. she had a good time and want to go back, the plan she was going to spent the night but she went to a party but i was fine with because she came a long a way, last year she didn;t want to come down here and now she came down and meet some of my friends and she want to come back which is amazing, praise the lord! i got a email from a couple asking if i can come and take care of their child which is an answer of prayer.


Sunday
Got Andrea to cut my hair, it is layered up to my shoulder,it looked cute
went to recre8(our coffee bar) and played apple to apple which was good.


overall of my weekend:8 out of 10

Went to a starfeild concert last night for 5 dollar, It was amazing! good times of praising the lord.

led pray the bible this morning and we pray for nations. it was sweet :D

psalm 9:9
The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. WOOHOO amazing promise that people can find refuge in a safe place and he is our stronghold in times of trouble.

This morning

So this morning during my quiet time with Jesus, I was reading my bible and praying for people but I couldn't concrente on praying so I ask Jesus why? Because you and me have to deal with something, a negative memory of your childhood, I was like that make sense why I couldn't concentrate on praying. I ask what the memory was, it was the memory of my elemaranty school days when I always walk alone at recress and lunch and alway seeing people having fun with their friends and me playing on the tire swing by myself. i was like we starting to deal with my issue of rejection, jesus was yep we sure are. i ask where we going to do this, are we going to our meeting place. No was the response of jesus, we are going where it is all tooked place,the school ground of my elemany school. so i ask jesus how we were going to do this, he was like you are going to go through the memory but this time asking where i was in this situation and of course i was ok. so it starting me walking around the school yard,ask where jesus was and of course he was right beside me linking with my arm as we are skipping around the school yard. Jesus was a young child. so i went to the swings, i sat on the swings and i ask jesus where he was, he was the one that was pushing me on the swings. he pushed me in the back of me. he gave me a underduck and just walking in front of me and push on my feet as i swang back and forth, i got off the swing and went to the tire swing,ask where he was and he was the one that was pushing me and then he jump on the tire swing with me and we both could feel the wind in our hair and the sunshine bleaming down our faces. Then we went to the playground, we played tag and he was trying to chase me, i was too fast for him, he came back behind me and gave me this huge bear hug and i turned around to embace him, me and him just stood there for a while just embacing each other and just continually to play tag with smiles on our faces and this childlike joy came over both of us. It was sweet. the last thing he said was if you are feeling rejected by man, you are alway accepted by me and i am your friend and i want to spend time with you so come and chill out with me. i was like ok.

my weekend

Friday
went to my sister's place, was going to watch a movie but couldn't installed the dvd drive in her computer, she watched a tv series and i played on her computer. slept over at her place.

Saturday:
slept in, the power went out due the strong winds the night before. talk to my brother that lived in edmonton, he is doing well. went home to my new place, reorganized my room, went to 218 in the shalon hotel and made a card for someone. went to the movie night at melinda and ken house, watched Lord of War, good movie

Sunday
Slept in quite late, called my sister, she didn't pick up, finally got a hold of her and met up with her and my brother, went to my aunt's place for dinner, saw my 2 cousins, 2 aunts and my uncle that i haven't seen for awhile. it was good, went home and chill out in 202 and talk with ashley about her weekend, went home and read my book and went to sleep.

overall of my weekend: 6.5 out of 10

prayer for the saints

Jesus i thanks you for all the good gifts you pour over all your saints across this globe. I thanks you for your angels that concern us and you send them out to protect, guide us on the path that you have set us on. Lord i pray for that you would shower down your blessings of finacial resources over the 614 community as well as other churchs around this globe. Teach us to fight against the enemy schemes, help us to fix our eyes on you more and not focusing on what the enemy is doing in the midst of us. I pray for that we would spurring each other on this fight, that we encourage each other each day, raise more encouragers in the church, Arise our faith where there is unbelief and doubt. Teach us how to love you more and the lost. i pray that you release a cry in our heart for the lost and a refreshing passion to see them turn their eyes upon the kings of kings and lord of lords instead of the worldly things. Help us to be real with each other as one body. Help us to believe that we have gifts that you have given to us and that we would use them for the glory of your name and to edify your body. Open our eyes on what you are doing holy spirit and let us have ear to hear what the spirit is doing in the midst of us. You are good and your love edures forever and may your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Praise his holy name. I pray for instantly healing. Raise up more healers in the church please Father. You are amazing and we give you all the glory and honour and praise for you are alone is worthy of our praise. Hallejuah


If you feel lead to add a prayer, go for it, pray continually

GOD OF JUSTICE (WE MUST GO)

God of Justice, Saviour to all
Came to rescue the weak and the poor
Chose to serve and not be served
Jesus, You have called us
Freely we’ve received
Now freely we will give


We must go live to feed the hungry
Stand beside the broken
We must go
Stepping forward keep us from just singing
Move us into action
We must go
To act justly everyday
Loving mercy in everyway
Walking humbly before You God
You have shown us, what You require
Freely we’ve received
Now freely we will give
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out Lord

Since we sang this song at knee drill last thursday, can't seem to get out of my head

Materialism

When is enough exactly enough? As humans on this earth, we want more CD's,DVD's, the latest technology, the newest ipod or the latest car. How can't we be grateful what we have and be content on what we do have and not what we want or don't have. Look at other countries in the world, they have so little yet they are so grateful for the little things like shoes,running water,education and just a place to rest their head at night. Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows generously will also reap generously. 2 cor9:6. Live a life of simplicity and share the wealth.

knee drill on thursday

Thursday night, i had a picture when we were singing mision fuel by tim hughes, fill us up and send us out is the bridge, i saw all of us marching out to the streets but we were linked by our arms and it look like a joel's army. i looked up joel 2 and i felt i was supposed to shared it but never did but there is grace and i know for next time to share what i am hearing because there is blessing in obedience.

Joel 2:3-11:Before them fire devours,
behind them a flame blazes.
Before them the land is like the garden of Eden,
behind them, a desert waste—
nothing escapes them.

4 They have the appearance of horses;
they gallop along like cavalry.

5 With a noise like that of chariots
they leap over the mountaintops,
like a crackling fire consuming stubble,
like a mighty army drawn up for battle.

6 At the sight of them, nations are in anguish;
every face turns pale.

7 They charge like warriors;
they scale walls like soldiers.
They all march in line,
not swerving from their course.

8 They do not jostle each other;
each marches straight ahead.
They plunge through defenses
without breaking ranks.

9 They rush upon the city;
they run along the wall.
They climb into the houses;
like thieves they enter through the windows.

10 Before them the earth shakes,
the sky trembles,
the sun and moon are darkened,
and the stars no longer shine.

11 The LORD thunders
at the head of his army;
his forces are beyond number,
and mighty are those who obey his command.
The day of the LORD is great;
it is dreadful.
Who can endure it?

Jesus make this body more like the joel's army please and all of the around the planet as well. amen

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Thanks for the prayers. I am still struggling but it is getting better, praise the Lord. The last 2 war room shift i had were great, Jesus has been speaking to me about intimacy with him, He is alone worthy and the scripture "live lives worthy of God, who call you into his kingdom and glory. 1 thes2:12b which is lovely :D

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i tend to be hard on myself and thing about the negative things about my life instead of the postive things. i am choosing to walk in the opposite spirit right now and list the postive things in my life.

My parents giving me the opportunity to come to vancouver and paying for me to go to the war college

Have parents that love me and care what happened to me.

I have friends that love me for me.

Awesome memories with the martyr session

Getting the opporunity to go to europe and see Esther in May for 5 weeks

Be surrounded by a community.

Awesome memories with Heather, Rob and the gillinghams

Jesus loves me

His promises can't be shaken

His word is true and alone he is worthy for my worship

Kids

starting to build deep friendships with the holy session

Jesus is the hope and the real joy gifter

Using my gifts really make me happy and it bring glory to the king of kings


I need prayer right now. I am feeling a bit depressed, confused,angry at myself and other people,feeling like i have wasted the last 3 months as phase 2, like a paper weight in this community , not seeing a lot of growth in me, not seeing myself as a leader and just wanting to leave but knowing that would just be running away and that is not like me and that not what jesus want me to do, strugging with focus,unbelief and just my relationship with jesus in general right now encouragement would be lovely as well. Thanks

this sunday

woke up early and went to both of the services at cariboo hill temple, it was lovely to be back there again, last time i went was last september with jaime, travis, esther and lindsay and xander and regan, there was a pitch for the war college, a few people did some testimonys. " We are the war college", went to lunch at jamie and anne bruand's house with matt, ashley and myself and it was lovely. matt is a lovely guy and i am grateful for his friendship and ashley is just awesome, her gentle and so loving and i love her deeply. It was a good day.

verse of the day

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. ”- James 1:2-3


Oh man it is so hard to be joyful in all cirstumstances but it is a command, Rejoice in me, i say it again rejoice. is any suggestions to fight discouragement and sadness when we are facing trails? if you do leaving a comment :D

blessings

Verse Of The Day

“ Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life—in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor for nothing. ”- Philippians 2:14-16


Jesus make me more like you, help me to do everything without complaining and arguing, that i would do it for you and only you so i can shine my light like a star in this dark dark world.

none

recently i been a desiring to have a deeper relationship and a new inimacy with jesus. please pray for me that i would draw close to him more. thanks.

none

this afternoon, we hold an open air meeting at the pigeon park and it was quite fun, lot of short plays and powerful testimonys and really high energy, there was no fruit but we were a light shining in the darkness and i believe that we show that jesus is a fun guy and it is ok to look silly for him and kirsten ivany did a great job leading us :D bless you kirsten :D

luke 15:11-31

The Parable of the Lost Son
11Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons. 12The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.
13"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

17"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.' 20So he got up and went to his father.
"But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

21"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.[b]'

22"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. 24For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.

25"Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27'Your brother has come,' he replied, 'and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.'

28"The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29But he answered his father, 'Look! All these years I've been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!'

31" 'My son,' the father said, 'you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' "


I love this parole, everytime i read this, i get this picture of jesus standing in the middle of interaction of main and hasting just with his arms wide open and waiting there to bring the love and accepted that the people on the street desires the most. it is so awesome

Justice

But let justice roll on like a river,
righteousness like a never-failing stream! Amo 5:24

So god has been stirring up my heart about justice against the childrens of the third world countries. I remember i was in the war room and i was reading Be a hero and i was reading the 7 deadly sin and i just burst into tears and god gave me two things for action which to be a mother to the nations and to sponsor a child which i haven't done yet but i made a deadline for myself by the end of janurary i will. It is so cool.

jame1:17

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.

went to 7 eleven earlier today to kill some time before lunch and me and ashley saw our friends aaron, darren and jonathan&jedediah. Aaron yelled across to the street to me asking what i was doing right at that sec, i said nothing. He asked me if i want to go to the bronze medal match at the world juniour world champship. I agree of course so i walked with them to GM place. IT was awesome. It was the finland vs the USA, Finland won 4-2, woohoo. It so much fun!

thanks you Jesus for the sweet hookup today and what a blessing it was.

a pure heart

everyone knows you harvest what you sow, you reap what you plant, what we know when we develop land, we tend to forgot when we cultivate our hearts.
think a moment of your heart as a greenhouse, the similaries come quickly to mind,It too a magnificent gift from your father,It too perfectly suited for growth and your heart, like a greenhouse has to be managed. Consider for a moment that your thoughts are like seeds. Some thoughts become flowers, others become like weeds. Sow seeds of hope and enjoy optimism or sow seeds of doubt and expect insecurity.

Scripture verse: Gal 6:8: The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life

verse of the day

For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men. It teaches us to say "No" to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, ”- Titus 2:11-12

Say no to the world and said yes to the things that god want to give you.